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avtjinah:

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“no date?” she muses, raising her brow as her hand lifts her flute to her mouth. pale lips curve into a smile, eyes glittering wickedly. “that’s sad. sorry for your poor luck.”

at first, namjoon was sure that being able to attend a high end party would be exactly where he belonged in the strange new city he was now living. as a recommendation from his father, he assumed he’d be accepted, that he could learn so much more from the experiences from the other guests. it was too bad that it wasn’t as easy as namjoon would have hoped.

it seemed to be taboo that namjoon was so young, no one giving him the time of day to even give him a chance to prove himself worthy of even a conversation. he didn’t let it get to him, he wouldn’t let the claimed elite to bring him down so easily. he found himself moving off to the side, taking a glass of champagne while he watched the guests in the room mingle, trying to overhear all that he could.

it wasn’t until his second glass of champagne already disappeared and he opted to have his third, yet holding it to try and pace himself, trying not to become upset from his lack of attention — that just wasn’t like him anyway. he felt his luck may have begun to change as he noticed a rather pretty woman walking his way and stop beside him. he thought, just maybe, with an attractive girl beside him, others would be more inclined to come his way.

though, hearing the comment that came out of her unfortunately pretty lips, his grip on his glass tightened, doing a not so well job of hiding his annoyance with her. it was at this point where he only felt regret of attending the party. this just wasn’t his night. “who are you to say it’s sad? for all you know i could have come here alone by choice.”

intrusive.

#;&avtjinah #;&r: intrusive

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—the thoughts of an intellectual

awakened by the sudden sounds of sirens and yelling awoke namjoon from his deep sleep and mediocre dreams. it was different, living in an area so close to the news he would only hear about through his father’s friends during high-class parties that were held for the sole intent of gossipping while drinking expensive wine and eating catered hors d'oeuvres. an annoyed groan escaped his lips as he turned onto his side, eventually pushing himself to sit up, long legs swinging to drape over the side of his bed. really, how could an incident become so bad, tearing people apart and forcing a community who’s initial purpose is to bring others together to choose sides and fight against each other. he wondered how others could follow such principles that would be considered a sin by an unbiased party as if they were the true intentions of the higher voice they follow.

a hand moved to run through his hair, turning into a long stretch as he finally decided to get up and look out the window to try and find out what was going on. He poked through the blinds though he wasn’t able to actually see what was going on. rolling his eyes, obviously annoyed that the source of the noise was suddenly gone deeper into the main city where the true trouble was happening. glancing to the clock, it was such an ungodly hour; no one should be up at 4 am realistically. he took the moment to take a walk and maybe think clearer about the situation. throwing on a sweatshirt and sneakers, he grabbed his phone and keys and exited his apartment.

the minute he stepped foot on the sidewalk outside of his complex and started walking, he thought hard about how could his father have just put namjoon out on his own to live a life he didn’t want. but maybe it wasn’t such a bad thing, moving out to live in a city on his own where he had no limits to what he could do. though the city had its issues, namjoon embraced that, taking it as a moment to learn more about the city and the people that resided in it.

it wasn’t such a bad thing after all.

#avt: riot #;&namjoon speaks #;&self para #. | tbh could be open i don't mind someone running into him or smth to keep it going

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the cutest giggle

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avtxmyung:

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He felt a gaze on him and he turned towards the direction the gaze was coming from. He raised an eyebrow and adjusted his clothes to hide the lighters. “Yes?”

it was the idea of the riot that peeked namjoon’s curiosity, not one to get involved himself — he probably wouldn’t last very long in such an event, truthfully —  he was more interested in the ones that were involved, trying to watch and get into their heads wondering why they were wreaking so much havoc.

there was one in particular he noted while he was observing that caught his full attention. focused eyes following the other male’s every move as he set a shop ablaze. it was amazing to namjoon, seeing these people commit these crimes with no remorse showing in their expressions. It was truly amazing. The lack of guilt showing in the nightmare of a city both worried and intrigued with what was going on. he wondered why everything always had to be torn, why neutrality was taboo just when someone was different.

but namjoon had been so caught in his thoughts not realizing that the entire time his gaze was fixed on the man that set the innocent shop in flames. but he was just too interesting, watching the utter joy appear through his expression unsure if it resulted from the act of starting the fire, the flames themselves, or a mix of both. The voice startled him, pulling him from his thoughts, his eyes meeting with the other. he fixed his posture, straightening his back, pretending he wasn’t staring at all. “what? Is there a problem? i don’t think i’ve done anything wrong..” namjoon’s people skills were not up to par with what the average person would have at his age. he often spoke too much or too little, often resulting in an awkward staring contest with the other party. “did you do that..?” he asked, jutting his chin in the direction of the shop in flames, obviously knowing what the answer was, but he wanted confirmation from the other, wanting to see what his reaction would be as namjoon questioned his work.

Fires Set and Games Played ||

#avt: riot #;&avtxmyung #;&r: fires set and games played

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