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there’s no need to worry when you see just where we’re at; 

just please don’t say you love me, ‘cause i might not say it back

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me, oversharing on the internet about my issues

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Save him 

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text post meme: Amy Santiago (with her goofy boi Jake)

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Gina, fondly: Rosa sometimes talks in her sleep, it’s adorable…

Rosa, asleep: Fight me… you ass… square up… I think the fuck not…

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rosa + validating gina

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dianetti + touch

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how do i join the dianetti fandom is there a form i have to fill out perhaps a fun blood oath

ya blood pact

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Can you please ask the producers to actually release the Holt soundboard app??? I'd pay anything for it even though I'm broke

That is an adorable idea. However I’m not sure that anyone is gonna get around to doing that because we have an actual show to make. I want them to make more merch for you guys to be able to buy first. WHY ISN’T THERE A CHEDDAR STUFFED ANIMAL. Or a Cheddar phone case. Or guest pajamas. 

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what your favorite thing about Rosa?

Her sort of lack of  socialized apologeticness. Rosa is unafraid to take up space, whether it’s physically or vocally. There’s a vocalization that happens w. women in society where we explain and apologize for our behavior and we’re constantly excusing people’s behavior that makes us uncomfortable. She refused to let people off the hook and I love that about her. Also the leather jackets are great. 

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it’s only been like an hour but i’m already addicted to watching stephanie beatriz answer questions can this be a daily event

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listen,,,,,, if gina and amy fix the toilet in babylon together i will collapse,,,,, my heart will give out,,,,,,,,, do you understand how hard i would die,,,,,,,,,,,,,

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you know, in another lifetime you and i would have made a hot ass couple

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3.20 | 5.19

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but they were never you

here’s a big steaming pile of Depression™ (jk its not that sad) part 1 out of maybe two, hopefully just two i don’t want to be TOO extra hahaha *sweats nervously* read on ao3

Gina Linetti is good at everything, great at modesty, and the best at being an idiot with her feelings.

As it turns out, so is Rosa.

“You know, in another lifetime, you and I would have made a hot ass couple.”

“Agreed.”

She means those words. Or, well, word. Summed up very curtly, just as much of a throwaway remark as Gina’s was. It’s a logical conclusion to make; after all, why wouldn’t the two most formidable people in the squad make one hell of a pairing?

And, as so eloquently put by Gina’s silver tongue, what a hot ass pair they would make indeed.

It’s such a pity Gina Linetti’s straight. Or well, not into girls. Or well, not into Rosa. Rosa’s not sure, and Rosa sure as hell isn’t asking—especially not now, seeing how the auburn haired girl one could only dream of having has a child with a man she’s in a committed relationship with (as people normally are when they have a kid together).

What’s an even bigger pity is how Rosa’s heart twists itself apart at the hypothetical phrasing she uses, the way the idea of them has never even been considered in this lifetime. Not that Rosa hasn’t considered it, though. She has. One too many times.

Quite pathetic, actually, is a way to describe Rosa, and the way she secretly pines after Gina. She’s not like, madly in love with her or anything. Gina has just always been a consideration of hers. A person that she got along well with, well enough that Rosa would have dated her if she could. Someone she just knows in her gut she’d be great together with.

But yeah, as said, she’s not madly in love with her or anything. And when her soul broke into shards when Gina was hit by that bus all those months ago? That wasn’t love—okay, that was love, but that wasn’t romantic love.

Never mind that it was Rosa and only Rosa who threw herself into her work, unhealthily affecting her personal life. Never mind that it was Rosa and only Rosa who had to leave the room when the squad first went to visit Gina in the hospital after her accident. Never mind that it was Rosa and only Rosa who hid in a bathroom and had a panic attack because seeing Gina lying unconscious in a hospital bed was too much to handle.

So yeah, she happens to have a bit of a soft spot for Gina. But who wouldn’t? After all, she herself once said “It’s only normal for the people in my life to drown in the arms of depression whenever something bad happens to me–“

She then went on to talk about how that was why everyone just had to donate to her PayPal to fix the spandex of her performing outfit. But context isn’t important, especially with regards to most things Gina says.

So yeah, she’s not in love with Gina, but deep down Rosa sees her as a missed opportunity that was never hers to take. But the fact that she’s even having these thoughts at all is rather pathetic, as stated. Shameful, really. Because she’s seeing someone, and she’s happy, she truly is, and it’s going great—so there’s no reason for Rosa to be thinking about Gina at all.

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