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babybeast29-blog 6 years
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Hello there, tumblr!
You know what, i didn't pass my board examination. So sad. I know already what I have done is still not enough. Kaya naman siya eh. Push lang ng push para sa pangarap!!! And yeah that's the update of my 6 mos. 馃榿 I feel empty again dahil wala na naman akong ginagawa. So i'm planning to look for a work. And how to study again for my board exam while working. Kaya ba yon? Lets see!!!
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babybeast29-blog 6 years
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Hi there tumblr! I have this thought again of where are you self?
Then, I ask, can I find myself if I'm still here not knowing if im doing fine or not. Is there a progress? I hate myself being like this person of saying "you don't want this but you keep on staying as is." i keep on asking myself. I'm really trying hard. I don't know anymore if I should be saying the opposites of all or admit those negative e thoughts. Waaaah self please. We can do this. Please.
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babybeast29-blog 6 years
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Hi there tumblr. While I was waiting for the mass, I suddenly want to hug someone who is not with me anymore. I am sad for the reason that I still don't know. And then the mass started. The Lord says that He will not always make things okay but He will always be with us thru sufferings to strengthen us. There is sufferings in every glory. The Lord never fails to give me realizations.
I'm still praying for healing. Praying for my licensure examination. Praying for the protection and guidance. And still praying about you, mahal.
I'm still living the hardest path in my life so far. There is only 2 months left or less than 2 months for my examination. This is really hard for a person who is not in her full capacity. A person that sometimes still have doubts. But a person who believes that the Lord will guide me, help me, heal me and make me a better person.
Lord, please give me a brave mind, heart and soul.
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babybeast29-blog 6 years
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Today, I lost a friend. I lost her because I just accept what she wants. I hope you always have a brave heart like you always do. I hope for your happy life, Gela.
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babybeast29-blog 6 years
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Something might happen soon? 馃槱
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babybeast29-blog 6 years
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Something might happen soon? 馃槱
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babybeast29-blog 6 years
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I cried not because I'm broken, but because I broke You.
Woah! I attended The Feast Manila today. And it was like He really sent me there. You are truly amazing! Thank you Lord for getting back the pieces. Thank you for making me whole. You fixed me!
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babybeast29-blog 6 years
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Hi self. These days are the most empty feeling I had. I hate myself for taking less action with what I am praying for. It makes me sad, down and empty. But at the same time, I know that being like this won't change anything. I have limited time left. I should do what is right. Please help me again Lord.
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babybeast29-blog 6 years
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Here I am loosing my temper. A sudden change of mood. And here I am wanting to talk to you. Telling myself that you are the one that will make it fine. But then again, you are not mine anymore. I don't have the guts to approach you. Because in the end I am the loser.
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babybeast29-blog 6 years
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Today's homily is about accepting things to forgive people.
My day is more of you.
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babybeast29-blog 6 years
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Hi there tumblr!
I've been thinking of what changes me? Or is there a change happening?
Well, I still don't know the answer. But I guess I've been like floating in the air and swaying like plants in my daily life. Going with the flow but with limits.
Here's to myself who is struggling but taking every little step a wonderful one. To myself that makes progress little by little. I'm proud of you! Just keep on going and don't bother negative thoughts in your mind. I love you!
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babybeast29-blog 6 years
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Hi there tumblr!
It's my first day in review school. Guess what? Wala ako friends kasi napalibutan ako ng isang bulto ng mga students na magkakakilala. Huhu but nevermind, my goal is to become a CPA. Bonus na yung may friends ako. Hehehe
And...
I still don't know where to stay. Cavite or Manila? Kaya di ko malipat mga gamit ko eehh. Kaya kailangan ko na magdecide!! Kasi mahuhuli na ako kaagad kapag di ako kumilos 馃槥
Pero...
All in all, okay naman ako. Need lang ng major adjustments! Aja! Kaya natin to self! I love you!
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babybeast29-blog 6 years
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Wrong move ba? Pingpawisan na naman ako sa konting nakita ko. Di bale. Di na mauulit self. Be brave!
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babybeast29-blog 6 years
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So meron dito sa kabilang apartment na naninigarilyo. Sobrang amoy na amoy. And you know what, ikaw ang naalala ko dahil alam mo kung gaano ako kasensitive sa ganitong amoy 馃槩
And self, tama na ha? Wag na mag reminisce. Tulog lang yan.
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I have this thoughts of wanting to know if you're fine? or doing good?
But I am making myself not to do it. Maybe things will turn out bad?
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babybeast29-blog 6 years
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I have this thoughts of wanting to know if you're fine? or doing good?
But I am making myself not to do it. Maybe things will turn out bad?
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babybeast29-blog 6 years
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On this day...
I've been thinking about you. Randomly thinking about the things we used to do.
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