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i want to chew on him like a dog toy i want to braid his hair i want to squeeze him like a banana so he cartoonishly explodes out of his skin i want to cradle his face i want to poison him with cyanide i want to teach him about neopronouns i want to hit him with a rolled up newspaper i want to feed him grapes i want to bulldoze him i want to hold his hand i want to put him in a meat grinder

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So, the scene in mikoshi done so good in third person view, don’t tell me it wasn’t supposed to be a cutscene

I CAN SEE PAIN IN THEIR EYES

and WHY bother making V’s face expression and blinking if you don’t get to see it anyway?

WHY

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I can feel it...

Our minds...

Touching

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SilverV PowerCouple

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Canon endings?

This is my new ending!!!1!1!1!

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Imma put this here....

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Ля! Дед ожил!

This is adorable I can't!!!!! 💚💚

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Самое прекрасное из всего, что я когда-либо видела

HD + small screen for the best quality! ► Fandom: The Goldfinch; ► Characters: Theo Decker, Boris Pavlikovsky; ► Song: Dancing with your ghost by Sasha Sloan.

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помогите подобрать мне все, что у меня только что отвалилось.

Regulus Black | Nineteen |  Pureblood | Death Eater

Nickname: Reg, only by close friends and family.

Birthday: June 23rd.

Wand: 11” Oak wood, Veela hair, pliable

House: Slytherin

Patronus: While Regulus is unable to produce a patronus it would be a small shaggy dog

Boggart: His name being burned off of his family tree. He is terrified of being thrown out of the family or being a disgrace, unlike his brother, he doesn’t have many friends that would take him in

Pet: A pet owl named Josiah, and a small pug named, Siri

Job: Department of Magical Games and sports- British and Irish Quidditch League Headquarters.Regulus wished to be a Quidditch player but his mother would not stand for that. He was a black and needed a job at the Ministry. Her only problem was allowing him to pick which department

FC: Aneurin Barnard

History

Regulus was born in the heart of Summer, it was a particular hot and stormy night, or was it a stormy day. He wouldn’t know since he parents never really talked about it with him. He was the forgotten black, the overlooked son But Regulus was a strong and intelligent child, that spent everyday trying to move from behind his brother’s shadow and make his parents see that he was there and just as capable, just as good as Sirius was, but they never saw him, or cared. Since he wasn’t their heir to the noble Black name. Part of him thought his family would have liked him more if he was a daughter they could just marry off to a respectable pureblood family, while it saddened him to know he wasn’t important to them, he was happy that he had Sirius, and that was all he needed.

Things changed when Sirius went off to Hogwarts. The first few weeks he got letters, but slowly there became fewer and fewer. His parents were angry at Sirius since he was sorted into a different house, He had never seen the ugly side of them and it scares him to bits. When he started Hogwarts he almost cried with the sorting hat started debating where to put him, he begged to be sorted into Slytherin and fortunately the hat granted his wish. And just like that, his life changed. Sirius was no longer the golden child, no longer the heir to the black name, it was him. He had wished for this his whole life not knowing what that titled truly held. Things always looked better on the outside he learned. His family put a lot of pressure on the young male, telling him he was the family’s last hope and he couldn’t fail. He tried to reach out to his brother, ask for him, beg him to come home, but it was useless. He had left him behind and Regulus had never felt more alone, and so he grew angry and cold. He was abandoned by the one person he thought would always be there for him.

He decided that his life wasn’t his own and let his family do what they wanted with it. Anything that asked he did, and when it came to who he should date or be friended, he didn’t even question it. These were all the same people that they once pushed on his brother, but he wouldn’t make the same mistake. He would be the perfect heir, and he was. He was top of his class and one of the best Quidditch players in his house. When it came to get his dark mark and kill someone. He didn’t flinch as he watched the light leave the poor muggle woman’s eyes. Not until he was alone in his room, where he was free to cry.

The Black family had washed away the shame brought on by their older son and in return they showered him with gifts. When he graduated the brought he a spacious flat in the best part of Knockturn alley, some place to stay until he married and had the manor to himself, something they never let him forget. He knew the rest of the plan for his life, get a job at the ministry, marry someone pureblood, have a few children and serve the dark lord. But now at nineteen he couldn’t help but question what was going on, if the dark lord really worth serving, but he wasn’t sure if he was strong enough to leave his family, so he stayed and wore a mask, and only allowing himself to drop his walls when he was alone in his flat in the dead of night.

✔: Loyal–>Determine–> Intelligent

✖: Cold–> Stubborn–>Secretive

Connections

Sirius Black

Sirius was once his role model and his best friend, but that all changed when Sirius decided to cut ties with the family and shutting Regulus out. He misses him and wished they were close like they used to be, but he can’t forgive him for abandoning him. He can’t even remember the last time he saw or spoke to him.

Lucien Travers

His best friend in the whole world. They have been friends since the moment they met on the Hogwarts train in their first year. It was rare to see one without the other. He was sure he was in love with the male, but he would never tell him in fear of losing someone else in his life.

Dorcas Meadowes

An ex that got him thinking dangerous thoughts. She left her pureblood family behind and joined the good cause, and she tells him that he could do the same. He wants to but he is scared. Though they are broken up they are still good friends, and met in secret all the time.

Samuel Gaunt

The older male scares him to death. He is just so violent, and the way he looks at Regulus scares him. He doesn’t know if the male wants to be his friend or kill him. He worried he knows that Regulus isn’t as loyal as he seems to the dark lord.

Status: TAKEN

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Куча эстетичных скринов из Щегла - это то, что нужно моей больной душе.

The Goldfinch, 2019 Dir. John Crowley

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Hunky Dory (2011)

ELO - Livin’ Thing

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«Остановить время, но не смерть»

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Boris Pavlikovsky

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То, с чего все началось

сходила сегодня на “Щегла” и это просто офигенный фильм, пусть обосравшие его критики просто идут нахуй.

уже со слов “в Амстердаме мне снова приснилась мама” я захотела плакать.

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Aneurin Barnard performing Mirror Blue Night in Spring Awakening

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I’m sorry, but Geoffrey Mccallum is prettier than Lady Ashbury.