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*hyperfixates harder on Hannibal by making even more memes* (SPOILERS)

Also got you guys another "sleep brain" meme since y'all seemed to like the last one so much

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Hannibal: *invites Jack and Will over for dinner*

Hannibal: *is wearing an apron that says "Serial Griller" on it*

Jack: ...

Will: 👀

Jack: I didn't know that you grilled, Dr. Lecter!

Will:

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Hannibal in a nutshell:

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EVEN MORE HANNIBAL MEMES (SPOILERS)

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*Serves you the 5th course in my meme meal* (SPOILERS)

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Everytime I eat a whole meal I feel so sick and disgusted with myself

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GODDDDD I FUCKING HATE EVERYONE IN THIS FUCKJNG FAMILY I WANT TO LEAVE

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Oh man,,, unofficial online l friendship breakups hurt like a bitch ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ.

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DON'T READ THIS, NOTHING SERIOUS, JUST VENTING.

I have absolutely no drive, no motivation, no will to live anymore. Nothing excites me anymore. Nothing saddens me. I'm just a heavy, empty pipe of nothingness. Both empty and stuffed to capacity with emotions and feelings I can't express . Failure upon failure. U don't want to live anymore. I have nothing to live for. Not myself, not BTS, not my family. BTS, thank you for helping me stay alive until now. Truly, thank you for making me feel alive for the past one year. I don't know how I would have survived if it weren't for you.

I don't know why it's coming crashing down all of a sudden. None of my future plans seem attainable anymore. It's all just a distant, blurry , flickering dream. Why don't I see myself getting anywhere? Why do I only see failure? Did I fail everything because I told myself i would? I don't know i thinkni brought this all upon myself. I'm the cause of all my problems.

I can't live another day in this horrible, confined space, full of toxic , fighting, fake people. Fucking toxic disgusting family .

I wish , just wish I could stop existing. I've never in my life wanted to just leave everything and cease to exist. I can't though. I wish I could but i can't. Not because people would feel bad or miss me, but because it would mean more paperwork, more investigation, examination, explainations. All the formalities people would have to go through beacuse i chose my own peace over living in constant depression and chaos. I wouldn't want that to happen. Me applying to colleges with high tuition fees is already burdonsome enough. I wish I had a therapist to talk to, and who could tell me what the fuck is wrong with me. I don't know what's this feeling. I can't even bring myself to cry to relieve some of the heaviness. Ugh

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I wanna FUCKING KILL MYSELF IK SO SIVK OF FUCKING EXISTING THISNIS SO EXHAUSTING. I HAVE NO ABSOLUTELY NO WILL TO LIVE RIGHT NOW

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Friendly reminder to myself that every mildly good looking person there is either in a relationship, seeing someone or a fuckboi person lol.

@me: STOP BEING DELUSIONAL AND SNAP OUT OF IT . YOU'RE NOT GONNA FIND ANYONE THERE. 🤡🤡🤡

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I actually feel better after knowing that they're dating someone lol. 💀🤡

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Pfff they're seeing someone lol. Of course. Heh.

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What does it mean if i feel painfully attatched to someone I just met online and only talked to for like 2 days and now they ghosted me and it feels heartwrenching even tho we barely had much conversation,,, and it was mostly just them replying my messages rather than 1 on 1 conversation?

I mean we clicked bc we have the same sense of humor and all but-

What else? I don't know ㅠ ㅠ

Oh my god I think I'm just WAYYYYY too human deprived and lonely. Oh ya and they live in a different country ahahah yeah.

I- I don't even know their real name 💀 i refer to them in my head as their username. Fuck. What a pathetic fuck of a human i am. Oh my god - i should just pass away at this point.

I mean,,,, if they wanted to talk they'd MESSAGE ME RIGHT??? Why am I doing this to myself ughhhhhhhh

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Guys what does it mean if I feel physically sick at the thought of someone I like, having feelings for me? ಠ_ಠ

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Ah fuck. Good night