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big if true

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Okaaaaaay, someone who makes time for me. I see youuuuu

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Why I felt the need to be loyal to a man I met via tinder on Friday who doesn’t message me back is beyond my comprehension

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With all this vitamin e on my skin I’m a ~greasy goddess~ and that’s an alliteration, so you know it’s true.

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Dudes are weird

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Uh huh, no way homie

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I am the key

My therapist told me so

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It’s the fucking driving

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I call the last post manifesting lol

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I’ll find someone.

Someone whose opinions aren’t so aggressive and set in stone.

Someone who will show me joy.

Someone who won’t use my disability against me and will support me and help me with my disability.

Someone who will happily watch scary movies and superhero movies with me without over analyzing them.

Someone who isn’t condescending and acts as if I know nothing.

Someone who will listen and will make me feel like what I have to say is important.

Someone who doesn’t make me question myself and where I stand in our relationship.

Someone who makes time for me.

Someone who will text me happy/nice texts right back.

Someone who will call or FaceTime me often.

Someone who will take care of me as much as I take care of them.

Someone who can cook.

Someone who will dance with me in the kitchen drunk or sober to any kind of music lol.

Someone who will support me emotionally.

Someone who will tell me I’m beautiful, hot, smart, funny, and that they love every single part of me physical and personality wise.

Someone who will hold me on the days I cry and question myself and why I’m alive.

Someone who will reassure me that I am beautiful and that I am worthy of love.

Someone who can laugh with me.

Someone who tells cheesy jokes.

Someone I can send stupid videos to.

Someone who will get along with my friends and family.

Someone financially stable.

Someone I don’t have to beg or tip-toe around.

Someone who will keep me warm when I’m cold.

Someone who will go out and do fun things with me, try new restaurants, and other things.

Someone I don’t have to force to love me.

Someone who will love me for who I am and who I will grow to be.

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I’m feeling it. I’m feeling alone. I want what I can’t have… I’m doing my best… but it’s crushing me

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Okay now I’m scared

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It’s hurts.

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Comfort movie: Deadpool

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Well that was fast and over quick. Dudes suck

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Off a short pier

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Just let me take a long walk