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dead worm

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broken button

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passing by- days don’t seem as long anymore

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jesus quote

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leaving everything up to interpretation

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the bird has arrived once again

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community cat

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new gibberish

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i think another unwellness is coming

is it loneliness

lets put an effort to leave the house now

i’ll do that

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i can’t tell if she’s in the right

i guess she is it’s our house and she just wants to organize it and stuff and it’s only 6 and i guess that’s valid but i also would like my room but i guess my room is also the basement which is everyone’s

and this isn’t a daily occurrence either but idk why can’t nevermind

nevermind

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i whar her to be done in the basement so i can relax and be alone in my bed but if i were to ask her to do that then she would be angry HSHSJSKDN

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blehhhh i wanna create smth but blehhhh i don’t have any inspo and blehhh every time i create something for the sake of creating something it’s not good and blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i wanna go home (i am at my home) and maybe i just want ….. ……….!! maybe i need a ……… ok not need but maybe want maybe someone who cares abt me. i keep telling myself it will come with time but how is that meant to happen if time is passing and i’m not doing anythingggg blehhhhhhh

why can’t my mother be done in the basement and let me dwell in there in peace with no interaction for the rest of the day

they want me to join

it’s already 6 pm and i did nothing

i did some things i guess

blehhhhhhhhh what even did i expect to do

maybe i wanted social interaction

blehhhh it’s not like i could have it anyway

blehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

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and bro does not like me definitely does not enjoy my company i think that he just likes when i compliment him and …. … .. ……. but honestly can’t blame him because do i even enjoy his company that much?? idk why we even talk i guess we’re both ….. or smth or we want connection because we’re both socially inept losers. probs both. whatever! i wanna block him but he’s a real person and that would be very mean

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i don’t feel creative but i wanna draw and i was gonna write this on a bad drawinf and pretend it was deep but none of it is deep it’s just bad scribbles and i write whatever i want on it and i want to create something but i honestly don’t really like anything that i create maybe i should write something maybe i should …. …. ….. BUT I CANT because now i don’t have any time alone i can’t even ………. like todya my mother isn’t working and my sister decided to stay here and tomorrow she isn’t working once again and my sister will still be here and i’m going to my friends house and i’m not complaining but i need one or two days alone maybe

actually i do feel creative but i have nothing to create and i seem to hate everything i create and blehhhhhhhh