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[bimbovikki]

The best part about this fantasy for me is how like it breaks everything in life other than pleasure. Live only for the pleasure of getting high and the things that will get you there - the stranger’s cum in your ass, the tiny clothes you’ll wear, the parties and use. It strips away everything else.

My Darkest Fantasy

*I know I shouldn’t have to say it but this is rather fucked up so if you’re a wuss or aren’t a fan of really fucked up things, don’t read this…obviously*

It should first be said that I’m a rather intelligent, sophisticated young woman. I graduated college at 21, I raised $55k for an organization on my own for 7 years and I’ve always lived by my parents rules. I had never done drugs up until this past February and even then, I’ve only done them twice. I’m, for the most part, a good girl.

And yet, despite this rather normal and boring upbringing and life I lead, I have the most twisted fantasies, most of which are evident through my blog.

The darkest fantasy, though is what keeps me up at night, squirming and throbbing, desperately humping my bed, wishing it would happen and cursing myself for being so fucked up all at once.

I want to meet someone, someone clever and cruel and who wants to destroy my life simply for the fun of it and because it makes them hard. I want them to get me addicted to drugs…every and any kind. I want them to make me a junkie whore, to make me fuck any living thing so I can get a bit of extra cash for another fix.

I want to lose my mind, my feministic beliefs, everything about me. I want to become mindless, focused only on reaching that high again, feeling that good again. I want it to kill me, for it to make me fade into existence-into nothing.

I want to die being known as that whore on the corner who would give a blowjob for $20 so she could buy some more blow.

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I want to make you worse

Come here, gather around, all you good sluts, you dripping whores, you virgins with filthy minds just waiting to be unleashed, you bouncing bimbos, all you girls who are barely of age and all you girls who have been of age for a long time, and let me share a secret with you:

I want to make you worse.

I want to amplify who you are and what you need. I want to turn you up to 10. I want the whisper of your desires to turn into a resounding, lustful moan.

I want to make you openly beg for things you used to secretly crave.

I want you to become the things you enjoy the most.

I want the things you used to occasionally wonder about to consume you.

You used to want to lose control of your mind every once in a while. Now you're messaging your hypnotist every night. "Please, just ten minutes. Please. I need this. Please. I'll do anything, say anything, send anything. Drop me again. Do whatever you want. I just need to be down with you again"

You used to rub a little bit, for fun. Now you rub for hours each day and your pussy is a constant waterfall of arousal and thoughts leaking out of your mind. Your friends call you to go out. You have an early lecture tomorrow. You need sleep for work. Fuck it all. You need to rub more. It feels so good and if it feels good, it can't be wrong.

You had that one outfit. You thought about wearing it out sometimes. You know the type of outfit: the kind the married men in the grocery store appreciate while their wives shoot them dirty looks. Now you have five of them. You wear one of them whenever you leave your place, without fail. If the married women don't like it, that's not your problem.

And all these things are part of who you are already. Whispers in the wind of your personality. I'm not doing anything new. I'm just helping you be more YOU. So yes, I'm making you worse. But I'm also making you better. And that is the best thing of all, being authentic to yourself and who you truly are, being unapologetically the best version of yourself.

Being the true you.

[bimbovikki]

Bimbos don’t need to be blonde, they don’t need to have fake boobs, and they don’t need to look like a Barbie.

Bimbo is a mindset! It’s a playfulness that brightens the entire room when she walks in. It’s a silliness that comes from letting your brain relax a little.

And your brain deserves a break, babes. You deserve to feel like the bestest bimbo in the whole wide world. Because you’re such a good girl!

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Face It

I know what you're saying behind my back. That I'm an unoriginal bimbo clone. A carbon copy of your other mindless plastic dolls. As if you invented mind-numbing hypnosis and plastic surgery. Face it, you're nothing special, unlike me.

The saddest thing of all is you'd never say it to my face. Settling for snide accusations and sliding into my DMs telling me to undo my work. You see this face? It's not just frozen because of all the Botox and mental relaxation. It's showing how little I care about you. You aren't worth moving a muscle or wasting a wrinkle on my perfect plastic perfection

Face the truth. I'm a better-than-you bimbo, one-of-a-kind silicone queen. There may be pretty patterns out there but I break the mold by molding myself MY way. The only repetition here is in my name. It's Kiki, bitch, and don't you forget it.

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Not been around a lot, survival mode. But this was so healthy I had to share

CW: hypnosis, bimbofication, Loss of control, objectification, surrender to dark desires.

It's difficult being a respectable adult, isn't it? Come sit and relax. I'm going to free your inner slut. I'm going to help you embrace your potential. I'll help you be happy, and fun, and way more relaxed.

Are you ready?

Good. All you need to do is focus on your body.

Read my words and drift

Let your mind become in touch with your physical pleasure

Keep reading while you remember the most pleasure you've ever experienced in your scalp.

Perhaps it was a massage, or someone playing with your hair

Remember that feeling. Remember it so vividly that you can almost feel it

Now move to your face

What is the most intense pleasure you've felt in your face?

A kiss, a caress, more massage?

Whatever made your face feel best, remember it.

Remember it and experience it

Live that feeling once more in your mind

Now zero in on your lips and mouth

What is the most erotic feeling you've had with your mouth?

Maybe making out, perhaps it was oral, it could even be an intense poem you recited.

Something erotic you've done with your mouth.

Imagine that experience and how it made you feel.

Remember the passion and intensity

Recall every delicious sensation

Move deeper into your body with your mind

Move to your arms, to your hands

So much of your sexuality is expressed through your hands and arms

Reaching, grasping, caressing, struggling

Reminder your favorite sexual act you have done with your hands and arms.

It could be as simple and intimate as exploring your own body

Perhaps as kinky as pulling futilely against boobs that restrain you

Or holding a partner and making them moan in your ear

Remember not just the sensations, remember the emotions

Give in to the depths of your desire with your hands and arms.

Remember, experience, sink

Move your awareness to your legs

Your legs and feet. With or without a fetish, your legs have played an important part in your sexual experiences.

Your legs can almost describe your sexual identity

There might be something you wear on your legs that make you feel like a sexual being. Fishnets, or boots. Stockings, a skirt. Maybe nothing but some leather straps

Or there's a position your legs are in that bring you to arousal if only from reminder.

Spread wide for play time

Standing tall over, or even on, someone submitting to you

Kneeling in your own act of submission or service

Recall how your legs give shaped your sexuality

Feel those defining moments in personal desire.

Move your mind to your chest, back, stomach, breasts.

So much room for erotic sensation. How do you like to be touched?

What do you long to experience?

A back rub that turns into something more fun

Nails down your back as your partner presses themselves against you

Nipples clamped or pinched, firm muscle or soft curves caressed

Your torso is a canvas of desires.

Shape and sculpt it to your desires. So what you wish with it in your mind

Satisfy your needs with memory and imagination

Dig deeper within your mind

Admit to deeper desires

Focus on your ass

You'll likely notice how it's moving

Without conscious thought

It wants to engage in all the activities that you've been thinking

Maybe it wants to help you thrust

Or spread wide and be fucked

It might clench under your partner's grasp

Or sting from a beating you earned

Your ass knows how to move

It knows what it wants

Without thought

If it doesn't need to think

You don't either

Surrender to those needs and explore

Finally there's your crotch

Focus what is left of your mind there

An area of pure sensation

Filled with, and made for, desires

Do not remember, do not think

Feel your desire

Experience your sensation

Push whatever pleasure or pain or denial you crave

All your focus on this

Feel the symphony of your body

Fill your mind

Empty your thoughts

Experience yourself

And drop

Drop deep into trance

Sink

Further and further

Follow my words

Sink deep and open your mind

Your body sings with longing

Your mind is tired

You need to stop resisting

Give in to what you need

Be the slut that you want

Whether you explore with a partner

Push your boundaries with strangers

Or experience your newest kinks all on your own

Let yourself be honest

Do not deny your kinks

Play safe but play bravely

Give in

Be a slut

Suck and fuck

Ride, be ridden

Push yourself to do what you want

Don't hold yourself back

Your lust is no sin

Society has no power over you

You are free

Embrace your needs

Remember the feelings you explored

What more do you want to feel?

Open yourself to your sexuality

Be who you're meant to be

You are a slut

You've always been a slut

Shame and fear do not hold you back

You're filled with arousal, with need

Find ways to explore it

Your slutty acts are good for your body and your mind

Safely explore the whore you are

You are a sexual being

An explorer of sensation

This is good

You are good

You are a slut

Be who you are

With safety and ethics in mind

Become the kinky little slut you've been neglecting

You deserve to be happy. You don't deserve neglect

Now wake on 5 and be the slut you wish to be.

Happy, healthy, horny

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Awake

Happy

Healthy

Horny

[bimbovikki]

What a relief that would be…

When training a girl make sure to help her internalize that her time of thinking big thoughts is over now 🥰💞✨

[bimbovikki]

Ooh I love that one all the girls is getting used so good and being such good sluts doing what they is told course it’s empowering hehehe

Dumb sleepy confession!

I lik literally juuust woke up n wanted to tell all u pervs that i never watch porn n never really did, bc i prefer erotica but tumblr is corrupting my brain n making reading big texts harder n pics with words easier?

So i secretly worry imma be corrupted worser into watching actual porn but ill never b smart enough to navigate those sites so maybe itll b ok hehe

(there was this horrible porn clip i saw my last time on tumblr befor i trird to quit kink n it was soooo degrading I think it almost broke me but it was called something like female empowerment? But it was all girls being used n stuff which weasnt very empowering n i watched it like 2 times n felt so bad afterwards but I guess ot was hot)

Immediately regretting typing all this n tryint to talk myself out of posting bc im too sleepy to make big choices 🤦🏼‍♀️

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cute!

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thinking about mutual corruption. sick subs who cant help but get wet when their doms take advantage of their disgusting fantasies. twisted doms who get crueler and more perverted watching their subs beg, shudder and gasp beneath them; lets make each other worse, itll feel good

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…I’d work my ass off to afford it

Million dollar idea: a device that rewards slutty thoughts with dopamine but shocks you when you have negative self thoughts.

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Hmm I do so love it as fucktoy fall… deeper into lust, depravity and mindless bliss hehehe

Hot girl summer is over, Fucktoy Fall has begun.

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she's so gorgeous. she got her masters in cuntology with a concentration in milfological studies from the university of servington. oh, she also graduated magna come louder.

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Kinda like freeing?? It makes it ok to stop trying and give in!! 🥰

I’m curious: how does it feel to know that your inferiority is a biological fact? That people take you less seriously just based on that silly hole between your legs? That there’s a very clear limit to what you can achieve? That you’ll always be below Men? 🥰🩷

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Lili Reinhart