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I'm trying to see if this is a me problem or if this is the normal for how people view this awful little man.

#hes in this chapter and i need to know if im laying it on too thick. #elden ring #white mask varre

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What is it with hearing damaged old men insisting on giving everyone else around them hearing damage.

#COP VIDEOS RATTLING MY WALLS #IM GOING TO BLOCK YOUTUBE ON MY DADS TV #WE ARNT IN THE SAME APARTMENT

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the weird thing about writing a fic that's about a kid getting indoctrinated into a cult is that there's two Extremely distinct and obvious categories of commenters. People who can spot cult recruiting tactics, and people who are Very susceptible to cult recruiting tactics.

#nooooo dont let the fact hes grooming a kid slide just bc his cult is trans inclusive youre so sexy haha #but yeah since its not widely understood #a Lot of cults and new age cults specifically are lgbt+ positive bc by god is there Very few groups of people more vulnerable #than lgbt teens and young adults who were forced out of their families. or who are denied love and belonging by their families #but the person who called miqy out for believing himself exceptional and thus immune to getting sucked into a cult: #im kissing you on the mouth

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also you too can watch this cat/wild dollop of shaving cream/fox/cloud sit absolutely motionless while she incubates 10 eggs and sleeps 90%of the day.

not enough is said about the swans natural ability to camouflage as an empty plastic bag that got blown into the brush.

#im starting a collection #there is such a dramatic difference between how people on the livestream describe this animal and how people on this website do #them: cloud/puff #us: shaving cream/plastic bag/some kind of creature

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proof that I'm not lying about this thing being a bird.

not enough is said about the swans natural ability to camouflage as an empty plastic bag that got blown into the brush.

#she is an expectant mother

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Aposematism can be difficult to recognize when all you can see is grey.

#booster shot #bc squid found this and this is one of the guys from 270. #im other news. I was trying to figure out how into being the target of Pavo's anger esti was. #so I had Avrae roll a d10. #and she said on a scale of 1 to 10 how into that he is #hes a 10. #so i guess esti just has a masochism fetish now. good for him #nothing looks like a red flag when you cant see red etc

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not enough is said about the swans natural ability to camouflage as an empty plastic bag that got blown into the brush.

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y'all looked at that WIP Wednesday thing, pointed to 270 and said "finish that fucking chapter."

anyways block (#untitled document) to not get spammed

#12 OF YOU. #theres 1 for 2 others #anyways i wrote half of the 1 that got no asks bc i finally got to ask my mom how fucked miqy is and the answer was #'dead. That is lethal.' #so anyways his wound is four inches higher now.

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The old wooden deck creaked under the behemoth pirates shiny boots. He looked down his blunt muzzle at the ships captain with mirth in his beady black eyes, the dull scales across his face wrinkled with a snarling smile. "Ah, calm yourself my friend! Think of this as an inspection of sorts or a little lightening of your load to get you and your lovely crew home that much faster."

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#untitled document 14 has two versions rn so which one gets added to will depend on the mood #(im just struggling to decide which one Works better #and so am continuing with both until one is cooler than the other) #rip i cant read

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since I never see it on lists of resources for artists, may I recommend the website Sketchfab?

It's a website meant for uploading and sharing/selling 3d models but it lets you rotate them to get a good idea of what you're downloading before you do. so you can get reference images from angles you will not find otherwise without downloading anything.

like this screenshot from inside a sheep ribcage. or these marsupial pelvises.

or this scan of a diplodocus skull from the actual natural history museum.

and I guess you can download them and open them in blender or whatever, rig it up and pose it. but that's more work

#theres just a lot of weird shit you can find on this website #like theres things that aren't bones ive just needed a lot of bones lately

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somebody shoot me with a gun until I am dead before I write the first chapter of that pirate thing for like. Genuinely the eighth or ninth time.

#i have versions i like the vibes of #i have versions i like the pacing of #i have versions i like the writing of #i have not a single one that manages to hit even 2 out of those 3 criteria #Like. I think part of the issue is the setting is dreamy its soft and floaty and things arnt Right #but the first thing that happens is a guy loudly boasting about how much hes going to enjoy sexually assaulting his deuteragonist #hes lying. but Toi'uhla doesn't know that. The people ze is choosing to sacrifice zerself for dont know that. #the child whos experiencing the fear of death for the first time doesn't know hes bluffing either. #and the entire time theyre on a boat thats floating in empty nothing in a universe that has no stars left. #So much of making a tangible Threat like that hit is slowing for a moment and describing the ugly details of like #existing. as a physical person in a physical world. This horrible thing is happening and while it does the wind is messing up your hair #That sort of thing. #But there is no wind. there is no water. or rain. Toi'uhla's sense of smell is almost non existent. so ze cant think about the body oder #of that many people in that close of quarters. #And all while this is happening. i have to set up that these are two alien species with distinct cultures and Very different perspectives #on what is happening. Lordakai Senior is the one who lead the raid that killed Toi'uhla's sire and zer siblings. #But ze only knows the name Lordakai. bc for Zer it is completely reasonable to assume that the two Lordakai's are the same guy #Koita are long lived. Toi'uhla has never had reason to learn how to tell how old they are #Lordakai jr is absolutely riding on his dads name. but he doesn't know his dad was a privateer #So like. Theres a lot of shit happening in a weird setting #With two characters that need to Mesh while both putting up complete fronts. #and it needs to set up the stakes and themes for the rest of the damn story. #qnd its just a lot man. I love this project. i love these characters. but there's so many moving pieces bc theres had to be to make enough #Stuff to fill out the long spaces where they're just. on a pirate ship. being bored. #im probably over thinking this #blehgh

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Idk why one of my favorite relationship dynamics is "if these characters did a freaky friday body swap, they would both Love it and mutually agree to never change back because of their individual personalities being better suited to the other persons life."

It's like. Oh that fucker has everything you've ever wanted and is living your Dream, but they're absolutely miserable doing it. And you? You've got everything They've ever wanted and every time they look at you their eyes are full of complete envy. and then you both accidentally make the other person see the beauty and joy in their own life and grow a deep admiration for the strengths youve each cultivated and a respect for the challenges your dream lives pose. and while you can't switch, just being together let's you reach out and briefly experience or perfect life for moments at a time.

#Lordakai would do so fucking well as a noble. deeply invested in making sure his people are cared for. insanely good negotiatator #dramatic man who likes to dress up fancy and spend long hours shooting the breeze with people who want him dead #and Toi'uhla makes for a good pirate bc ze loves doing monkey violence to people.

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if I dont draw them every so often I'll die.

#Lordakai #Toi'uhla #anyways the realization that these two and pavo and Vincent all have the same beard shape hit me like truck th other day

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meat clown meat clown meat clown

anyways, if anyone was wondering it takes 5lbs of ground beef to fill a Wilton 2105-9401

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anyways, if anyone was wondering it takes 5lbs of ground beef to fill a Wilton 2105-9401

#ill be back to post pictures when its done cooking

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you know. In hindsight the fact I wasn't diagnosed with autism until I was an adult is fucking baffeling. just based on the way child me handled sickness and injury. I didn't wake up my mother when I was throwing up blood as a child. I didn't tell anyone that I was rapidly loosing vision and couldn't see anymore. There were multiple occasions where my mother walked into her bathroom (where the first aid kit was) to see me quietly cleaning and bandaging wounds that actually needed stitches. and on one occasion where I tore my scalp open and couldn't handle it myself bc I couldn't see the wound to assess it, I waited until she got done with doing her hair/makeup to broach the topic of why I was covered in blood.

why? it never seemed like that big of a deal to me, it was fine. I had books about wolves to read and didn't have time in my schedule to be fussed over.

#'i was a very well behaved child' < code for 'what i was up to was no ones business but my own'

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you see. There's this fundamental issue with my personality where I will not bother my mother (doctor) about literally anything going wrong with my personal health. She did not find out I was hospitalized for internal bleeding until I had to turn down a mother son brunch bc I couldn't eat solids. I just didn't think to tell her bc like. why would she care there wasn't anything she could do or needed to do. This has been a problem my entire life.

But. I will bother her with hypothetical questions about how fictional traumatic injuries should be handled, Constantly.

This has gotten to the point that I am not allowed to ask her writing questions until I give her an update on my current health.

this is a problem. because the minute I leave a doctor's office. Everything they said that wasn't an explicit instruction or a diagnosis just leaves my head Instantly. Bc none of those other words mean Jack shit to me.

so I'm having to reconstruct the last month of medical issues like a forensic pathologist so I can ask her how dubious it would be to drug a kid with crushed opioids while he's got a brand new head injury so his arm can be sewn shut by a dude who lost his medical license ages ago.