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Desiderium

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ok universe, i’m ready to feel good things. make me feel good things.

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Frank Ocean - We All Try

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RIP

Jahseh Dwayne Onfroy

(January 23, 1998 – June 18, 2018)

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SPENDING TIME

SPINNING OUT TOWARD

A DESIRE THAT WASN’T PURE

BORN BEFORE THE VIRUS WAS CURED

PITCH PERFECT

VIOLINS ON THE FLOOR

FAST FORWARD LININGS ON MY SKULL

TYPE OF DESIGN I COULD AFFORD

FAST FORWARD BANDS OUT

GOT THEY HANDS OUT

LIKE THEY’RE ACKNOWLEDGING THE FÜHRER

REWIND NAS TRACK 6

REWIND DANCE CRAZES

READ MY MIND

FREED MY MIND

FEED MY MIND

MAKES SENSE

JUST LIKE MIRRORS ON THE WALL

JUST LIKE SITTING ON ME

RAW IN MIRRORS SEEN IT ALL

COULD MAKE TWO

A PIECE OF MIND

FLICKING ASH

POURING A HALF

DONT POUR IN A GLASS

POUR IT IN FOAM

THAT’S WHITE LIKE EGGSHELLS IN MY OMELETTE

MY EARLOBES ARE YELLOW LIKE THE YOLK IS RUNNING

MY BRAINS ON DRUGS

I STILL HAVE NO PEACE OF MIND

FUCK

WOOF WOOF DOGS IN THE PLACE

LOOSE TOOTH LOST IN THE FRAY

ROOF LOST IN THE WRAITH

ROOF LOST ON THE WAY

FREEWAY

NO ROZAY

BRUTE FORCE

BRUT CHAMPAGNE

TELL THE FRONT DESK TO CUT NEW KEYS

RESERVED IN THE MERCER FOR TWO YEARS

IN TWO SUITES

TOOK OUT THE BED LIKE ITS FUCK SLEEP

ILL SMACK A BITCH LIKE ITS HOT HANDS

FIRED THE LABEL LIKE FUCK BRANDS

COMFORTABLE LOW NIGGA FUCK XANS

COMFORTABLE SLOW WHO THE FUCK RAN

NOTHING IS SWEET

NOTHING IN TANK SWEET

ITS JUST A TANK P

SALT ON A SLUG

SODA ON SLUGGED TEETH

CHEWING ON NOTHING

UR TWEAKING OR SOMETHING

UR SPEAKING SPEAK UP THEN

UR THINKING UR OVERTHINKING

ONE BLINK AND IM PRECUMMING

THAT COULD TURN EVERY NO ONE

INTO SOMEONE

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Khalid - Fast Car (Tracy Chapman cover) in the Live Lounge

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Auto..Auto

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You Are Going To Have So Much Success In 2018 (pass it on)

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Refinding Self. . .Defining Self

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0 o’clock

                                  Tick tock war against the clock Tick tock until my heart stops Terra spins on As mockingbirds sing along Vegetation grows on the ones long gone Sun bows out The Moon and her performance Laws of the universe, Air, fire, water, earth remain elements Still Overestimating your relevance? Quarks and leptons? Specs of dust? Mustard seed? A fraction of a whole much larger than your mind can comprehend Bright scientific minds looking up to the heavens waiting for answers to descend Kill the ego Replacement lays waiting in the womb Kill the ego Even the once mighty Pharos now reside In a tomb Time is always against even if your wrist watch costs a million euro Cough, twitch, gasp, Heart rate monitor reads zero But in the meantime, fuel the confidence Lest the ones you call your kind ride you like a merry go. Lest the ones you call your kind overshadow your shine and turn all your yours to mines Kill the parade and the vanity affair For When incurables exhaust currency all that’s left is hope Atropos yells cut thread No more grace to spare Love exists, express it now Shine the light on their dark souls Bless them With the blessings of a thousand sneezes The war isn’t Between us But us against the clock You can’t win You have until 0 o'clock O o'clock

#unpublished #drafts #poetry

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Pulled over by the police

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I Live on the outskirts of my mind.