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blueenvy · 2 years
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I’m so unhappy I don’t know what to do about it anymore. I’m so tired of this life.
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blueenvy · 2 years
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Do you ever feel like breaking down? Do you ever feel out of place? Like somehow you just don't belong And no one understands you
Do you ever want to run away? Do you lock yourself in your room? With the radio on turned up so loud That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what its like When nothing feels alright You don't know what its like to be like me To be hurt, to feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one there to save you No you don't know what its like Welcome to my life
Do you want to be somebody else? Are you sick of feeling so left out? Are you desperate to find something more Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate? Are you sick of everyone around? With the big fake smiles and stupid lies But deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what its like When nothing feels alright You don't know what its like to be like me To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one there to save you No you don't know what its like Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face And no one ever stabbed you in the back You might think I'm happy But I'm not gonna be okay Everybody always gave you what you wanted You never had to work it was always there You don't know what its like What its like
To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one there to save you No you don't know what its like What its like
To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you No you don't know what its like Welcome to my life Welcome to my life Welcome to my life
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blueenvy · 2 years
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If I don’t make it know that I tried. I tried so hard
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blueenvy · 2 years
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I just want you to love me again
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blueenvy · 3 years
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RuPaul had it wrong. You can love somebody else without loving yourself. The only reason I’m still here.
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blueenvy · 3 years
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I can’t bring myself to swim when I am drowning
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blueenvy · 3 years
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Praying and hoping for the best.
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blueenvy · 3 years
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I’m over it just fucking over it
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blueenvy · 3 years
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I envy him as well
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blueenvy · 3 years
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How can I breathe when I’m drowning
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blueenvy · 3 years
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What I want more than anything in the world is to be happy. I’m tired of fighting. Please. I need this.
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blueenvy · 3 years
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What am I doing wrong
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blueenvy · 3 years
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I’m not ok
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blueenvy · 3 years
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I envy those who’ve committed suicide.
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blueenvy · 3 years
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I hate how my mind wanders. I just want it all to stop. Silence. I just want silence. Eternal silence.
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blueenvy · 3 years
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I need this please. Of all of the countless jobs I’ve applied for, so many I lost count and can’t even remember, please please please THIS one is the one I just KNOW I would love. If just one thing could go right, let it be this. That I get this job.
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blueenvy · 3 years
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Losing grip
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