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Dear friends of Tumblr,

Today at my school we had an assembly about internet predators and when I had said that most of my true friends are over the internet and they gave me a lecture about how “I don’t know who I’m talking to” blah blah. So please, if you aren’t a predator in any way, please reblog so i can prove a point.

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Reblog if you are not a pedophile.

If everyone doesn’t reblog this, I’m unfollowing all of you.

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save me hot shower

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Quick PSA, if you get one of those "Work scanned, AI use detected" comments on AO3, just mark them as spam.

Some moron apparently built a bot to annoy or prank hundreds of authors.

There is no scanning process, your work doesn't actually resemble AI writing, it's all bullshit. Mark the comment as spam (on AO3, not the email notification you got about the comment!) and don't let it get to you.

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If anyone is still participating in boycotting, I’d like to recommend an app. It’s called No Thanks and developed by a Palestinian.

It’s very user friendly and allows you to search or barcode scan products.

If you’re not keen on downloading anything, there’s also a website called bdnaash.com that has similar functions.

Stay decent and as always, free Palestine

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WARNING!!!!

People, please be careful. There are also people tracking children and people and putting bids on them based on their profile pictures on whatsapp, tracking and kidnapping them. Especially young children, so please be cautious, especially parents who have their children as their profile pictures.

Please pass this on to everyone so that they are aware of the danger. I don’t how it is all around the world but I know it can’t just be here so please please spread the word. Thank you.

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To any suicidal followers I may have: This is a sign to not kill yourself. You are loved and the world is special because you are in it. Keep holding on.

-PLEASE REBLOG THIS YOU MAYBE ARE SAVING SOMEONES LIFE

You are special and amazing , If you need to talk or some help send me a dm and I will talk to you.

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OHHHH MY GODDDD <33

⊹ ˚. 𝐎𝐒𝐀𝐌𝐔 𝐃𝐀𝐙𝐀𝐈 — 𝓜𝓔𝓐𝓝𝓣 𝓣𝓞 𝓑𝓔 𝓨𝓞𝓤𝓡𝓢 ᡴꪫ

notes — dazai meets you and begins to feel the tight hold he has on his dominant demeanor slipping. over time, he finds all he wants to do is serve you and please you.

tags — [ MDNI / 18+ ], fem reader, dom reader, alludes to depression, loneliness, dom/sub themes, choking, male masturbation, 1.1k words.

this is the first chapter of my sub!dazai series, "self-portraits." link to full series HERE !

life hasn't always been easy for dazai, but it has been simple. when he was in the port mafia, he focused on killing and being killed. and since he's found himself working at the armed detective agency, he's focused on making a living and enjoying a relatively peaceful life. and though there's nothing about his past he misses, he does find himself feeling empty sometimes.

and he's tried, he really has. but no amount of one night stands or bottles of sake or lives he's saved can fill the emptiness inside, it's simply a proven fact at this point. sometimes, it feels like he's suffocating, drowning in untamed emotions. other times, he feels hollow inside.

most times, he just feels invisible. and after all he's been through, though he hates to admit it to himself, buries it down and swallows it like the merciful pill he's always craved, he doesn't want to be invisible, doesn't want to be empty anymore. he wants to be seen, to be known, to be loved.

when did things change? dazai doesn't think he can remember the moment he began wondering what love feels like. maybe it was a couple walking hand-in-hand at the park, passing him by on their daily walk. maybe it's been creeping up slowly, a result of the relationship gossip he hears amongst his coworkers on a daily basis.

dazai's desire to love seems to grow a little more each night, like a cobweb forming in the corner of a room, unnoticed until it collapses. often, when he takes his bandages off before bed and doesn't recognize his own reflection in the mirror anymore, he wonders, could anyone love a man who doesn't know how to love?

even if he found someone, dazai tells himself he wouldn't know what to do—he wouldn't know what to say or how to feel or what to buy "you" for valentine's day. he's slept around a lot, but he's never greeted someone in the morning, always gone long before the sun comes up. he doesn't know how to be in a relationship.

"you." there is no you, only him.

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it's a little embarrassing, really, how dazai's little crush on you forms. you drink the same coffee as him—decaf, room-temperature, and extra sweet. he's endeared, to say the least, when he hears you order in front of him at his favorite coffee shop one day, and the rest is history.

maybe it's because he wants so desperately to know what love feels like, but dazai finds himself drawn to you after that first glance, and he simply can't let go—there is something so magnetic about you, something that makes him feel a little uneasy, like there's nothing beneath his feet, but you excite him far more than you intimidate him.

he asks you out only a few days later, just happening to find himself behind you in line again, and, surprisingly, his usual sweet talk doesn't quite work on you.

"seriously? that's your pickup line? you're lucky you're cute, or i might have said no." the way you smile so confidently as you put your number in his phone, the way you seem almost amused, the way your fingers lightly brush his shoulder as you walk away that day, leave dazai reeling. he wants you. he has to have you. and he knows, once you're his, he'll do anything to keep you.

but what he doesn't expect, is to really, truly, show all of himself to you.

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"do you. . . think i could kiss you?" dazai doesn't recognize the hesitation in his own voice, but there's something about the dynamic between you two that has him feeling lighter, like he can finally let go for once.

he never knew his parents, and the only real friend he ever had is long gone, only leaving memories in his wake, but dazai does want to love again—and he's hoping he'll get the chance with you.

as he awaits your answer, he begins to doubt himself, eyes cast down toward the pavement, kicking small pebbles off the steps to your apartment, but when he feels your hand slip behind his neck, he realizes not all is lost.

"you can do more than kiss me," you breathe into his mouth as your lips just barely graze his, "does that sound good?" it sounds fucking amazing.

an hour later, you're still making out heavily on your couch, but dazai wants more. he's waited so long for this, for someone to make him feel something, and now that he's found you, he's feeling all too much at once.

you seem to sense his restlessness, shifting slightly to kiss his forehead softly instead of his lips. "shhh, i can hear your mind racing. just calm down for me, yeah?" the way you're running your fingers through his hair, gently scratching, does soothe him, but it isn't enough to relieve his anxiety.

"i want more," he hates the slight whine in his voice, but he simply can't resist being an utterly lovesick fool for you.

"i do, too, but why don't we take it slow, honey?" your voice drips with seduction, confusing him—if you want to take it slow, why are you acting like this? how are you holding it together so well?

"w-what can i do?" dazai palms the rock-hard bulge in his pants, resigned to the idea he won't get to fuck you just yet. "it hurts, i need-"

"get yourself off for me," you cut him off mid-sentence, and his eyes widen as you state what you want so matter-of-factly. he's never met a woman like you, someone so refined, yet so bold. "that's right, osamu, i want to see you stroke yourself for me, think you can do that, baby?"

it's a bit pathetic, dazai thinks, how quickly he's stripping down for you, kneeling at your feet and jerking himself off, kissing your thighs and your ankles, but he's never been happier—never felt more free, than he does while worshipping you.

your fingers grip his neck ever so gently,  "think you can cum for me? are you gonna be my good boy, osamu?" 

god, you really are an angel to him.

#bsd x reader #dazai x reader #osamu dazai x reader #bsd smut #OH IM GONNA LOVE THIS SERIES #SUB!DAZAI MY BELOVED

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Keep boycotting McDonald's

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r/vexillology

The Flag of Japan but it's actually this hand towel with a perfectly-placed water stain

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OH MY GOD???? 😭😭😭

This is making me cry

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I CANNOT WAIT FOR THIS TO DROP MONDAY OMGGGGGGG ❤️

𝐒𝐄𝐋𝐅-𝐏𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐈𝐓𝐒 ༊࿐

⊹ ˚. 𝓪 𝓼𝓾𝓫!𝓭𝓪𝔃𝓪𝓲 𝓼𝓮𝓻𝓲𝓮𝓼 . . .

summary — osamu dazai, a highly intelligent and well-known detective living in yokohama, lives a relatively peaceful life, but there's just something missing. that is, until he meets you, and learns what it really means to give all of himself to someone.

author's note — this series is [ nsfw / 18+ ] only and will contain many sub/dom themes. with that being said, i will not be writing about bondage or degradation in this series. this series will focus heavily on an emotionally submissive dazai x reader (healthy) relationship that grows over time ᰔ

tags — fem reader, dom reader, mommy kink (in some chapters), rimjobs, blowjobs, dirty talk, pet names, light angst, fluff.

all chapters may also be read as standalone fics ! ᡴꪫ

𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒.

༄ 1. meant to be yours — dazai meets you and begins to feel the tight hold he has on his dominant demeanor slipping. over time, he finds all he wants to do is serve you and please you.

༄ 2. hole in the earth — dazai feels like his entire world has shifted, like the earth may split in half and swallow him whole. but isn't real emotion like this what he's been searching for all along?

༄ 3. lonely nights — dazai pulls away from you a bit, unsure of what to make of his new feelings. the way he needs you scares him, but he finds he can't stay away from you for long.

༄ 4. show me all of you — you've been begging to see all of your boyfriend, so dazai decides to finally show you a few scars he's never shown anyone before, inside and out.

༄ 5. perfectly imperfect — it's been a little over a year since dazai met you, and though it hasn't come without its difficulties, he finds himself learning what it really means to live.

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I am so sorry you and others had to experience this, reblog and spread this around people‼️

So, this is pretty important.

[Trigger warning: Gr00ming, P3do]

Some months ago, a gr00mer joined my server and I was almost immediately warned against them by friends, some of these friends were minors, who'd had to deal with this peron on a different server.

The moment I had the evidence, and had confirmed the person, they were banned, however, earlier today they joined the server saying "Remember me?", I didn't think much of it because they had a different username and I did not connect the dots.

A friend of mine did, however, and now the mods and I are going through every piece of evidence and every burner account this person has made on both Tumblr or Discord, because they have MANY.

This person is dangerous and it makes me sick that their Tumblr account even says they are against pedos and etcetera when I and many others HAVE seen first hand the evidence and had conversations proving these are lies and this person themselves is preying on children.

Do not engage with them, this is solely a warning to keep people safe.

Here are their discord accounts: neonleon1_88529 , leonneon, Lilliz2.0

Here are their Tumblr accounts:

@lillzyweezy

@lillzdrawz

@lillzdrawzz

They follow a lot of rottmnt accounts and interact with the fandom a lot.

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i genuinely don’t undertand people who can’t wrap their heads around how important boycotting is. the smallest thing you do, whether it being avoiding the stores or just telling other people, can make such a huge difference. to me personally, i would understand if you have to get things from boycotting places if it’s the very. last. resort. but to those who just simply brush it off because they’re not in the same situation as the victims, you’re supporting and funding pure and evil murder.

for example, 80+ bucks for a cup ..? i would get it if it was before they announced they were supporting israel, but purchasing it even after they announced they were supporting genocide ? and 8+ bucks for a drink ..?? you can buy things and make it for half the price.

there are so many more better / healthier alternatives. supporting businesses and companies that support genocide makes you also a supporter of genocide.

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Your Daily Reminder to Click for Palestine!

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“ai will take over writing fanfiction!”

dawg in my humble opinion, ai will ooc the hell out of every character 😭 not bc it doesn’t know how to write properly, but because ai doesn’t understand the concept of personality and details – nor will it remember to stay true to the character. the characterization will be BOMBED so bad, it’ll look like an oc with their names slapped on it.

in the future, yes, it’ll probably be able to write characters down to a T. but in the near future? hell nah, ai needs more then 1000 years of feeding in order to write like a true fanfic writer 😭

it just doesn’t write fluff, angst, and smut with the same raw emotion as we do🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️ and that’s facts.

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If you see this on your dashboard, reblog this, NO MATTER WHAT and all your dreams and wishes will come true.