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translation of cute akitoya! :3

cr: mevwik

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time to see if my old mpreg player works ahhh!!!

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This one’s for the like 3 people out there who read jp fan translated pjsk event stories

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Akito denying that he doesn't like sonic to VBS and Miku puts a Crush40 song infront of VBS and Akito goes insane

VBS Miku knows all.

It's his favourite song.

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“Remember, if you die in the simulation-” “Yeah, yeah, we know, you die in real life.” “What? No! You need to reset the simulation with this terminal! What is WRONG with you humans?!”

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Sharing this here too

I do not usually make posts like this but recently I have seen a lot of content on Instagram, Twitter and I think tiktok too misunderstanding the meaning of intrusive thoughts, which may cause people experiencing them to be upset.

I have tried to shortly explain the difference of impulsive and intrusive and hope it will help people to understand and use the words correctly.

Reblogs are very much appreciated!

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melting wings were worth it to meet you

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Call me Tsukasa Tenma in the way I get reduced to a screaming shaking screeching mess the second any bug or insect appears in my field of vision or is heard anywhere close to me

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I keep seeing everyone talk about how gay the cards are but that’s not the POINT YES ITS EROTIC YES ITS GAY YES ITS YURI BUT NO THATS NOT THE POINT THATS NOT WHAT YOU SHOULD BE FOCUSING ON ITS ABOUT AN GRIPPING THE GIRL WHO HAS FINALLY BECOME FREE AND DRAGGING HER DOWN DUE TO HER OWN INSECURITY ANGER JEALOUSY AND FEAR ITS ABOUT HER NOT KNWOING WHAT TO DO ABOUT IT AND GOING ON THE OFFESNIVE ON BARING HER TEETH AT HER IN AN ATTEMPT TO RESOTRE WHAT SHE LOST BUT KOHANEUNDERSTANDING HER AND TRUSTING HER STRAIGHT UP BARING HER NECK FOR AN TO DEDTORY AT A MOMENTS NOTICE BUT NOT FIGHTING BACK BECAUSE SHE TRUSTS AN SHE TRUSTS HER TO NOT GO THAT FAR TO FIND HER WAY OUT IF KOHANE JUST GIVED HER THE CHANCE JTS ABOUT THE TRAGEDY ITS ABOUT THE FACT THAT AN HASNT DONE ANYTHING YET ITS ABOUT THE FACT THAT KOAHNE IS NOT FIGHTING OR ATTACKING HER BACK BUT TRUSTING HER DESPITE HOW AN WANTS TO DESTIRY HER ITS ABOUT TRUST AND NEEDING TO BREAK FREE IF THE THINGS THAT HILD YOU BACJ BEFORE THEY DESTIRY NOT ONLY THOSE YOU CARE ABIUT BUT BEDORE THEY TRANSFORM YOU INTO SOMETHING YNRECOGNIZABKE

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an when .event focus or whatever

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Whip the wimp girl!!

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I think I’m going to think about this youtube comment forever

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SHARE THEM NOW

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OH MY GOSH THE TRAINED VERSIONS OH MY GOSH

OH MY GOD THEY LOOK SO GORGEOUS ESPECIALLY TOYA

HOLY SHIT

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A lot of An's character arc revolves around other people because at her core she is lonely: alternatively, middle school An Shiraishi was not having that grand of a time and here's why.

An is by no means a person who's shunned by others or has no friends, she isn't lonely by conventional means, but she's lonely in a way that she couldn't find anyone to connect with after Nagi's passing.

Even then, there's a solid chance that that isolation has started before; we can see in An's past that it's not only An's dream alone but also her skill that makes her seem unreachable to others.

Because of who her family is and also because of who An is, she was shoved in this kind of unique position of "If anyone can do it, it's her." An was put on a pedestal by everyone around her. That is also the exact opposite of a situation that Akito (and consecutively Touya) have ended up in, who started our being rejected and pushed down.

Teaming up with An on her terms would have meant admitting you have to meet her at her level. Whether An realized that or not, whether she knew the truth behind Rad Weekend or not, that was just what it was.

An is not prejudiced, though. She really just wanted a team who had the same dream she did. But other people raised the bar for being An's partner even if An herself didn't have any requirements other than having a serious dream.

But that is isolating. Going through that for two years is isolating. If try to find someone special for two years and fail because people either don't take you seriously at all or take you so seriously they can't think of themselves as being good enough for you, that will mess you up in one way or another.

(This also means An's partner was always fated to be someone outside of Vivid Street - someone who didn't know the intricacies and implications of teaming up with An and did that just because they wanted to. In a twisted and ironic way, it was always meant to be Kohane.)

That's why An is constantly walking on eggshells around Kohane. Kohane is her first shot at making a real connection and An wouldn't let go of it easily; but that's also why An keeps messing things up and having messy feelings about Kohane: she is her first try to build that kind of relationship.

This is also in part why she's so hesitant to confront those feelings head on; she doesn't think she's allowed to express them because she doesn't want to hurt Kohane, and because she's already been a bad partner and because she's afraid to lose her. It's a vicious cycle of her past being so lonely she desperately craves a connection but because she's been so lonely she doesn't want how to handle the challenges that inevitably come with that connection.

(It's also about how An thought she had a special connection with Nagi - and she did, but Nagi was an adult with her own issues and problems going on which she just couldn't share with An because their relationship was still that of a mentor and a student. Nagi knew she shouldn't, and didn't, burden An with her feelings. But lack of truly meaningful connection with someone her age affected An later in her life. Kohane is socially awkward on the surface, but An is socially awkward internally. With Kohane, she's experiencing a lot of new feelings she hasn't dealt with before, and she doesn't know how to deal with them. She's the most experienced singer out of the group... But she's the least experienced as far as human relationships go.)

In the end, the confrontation was inevitable from the very beginning, because An needs to start seeing Kohane as someone will agency and will and as someone who can handle An at her worst, too. The fear to lose Kohane and her team if she really expressed what she feels (and it won't be pretty) is holding her back. An doesn't have to always be a perfect partner; she needs to see and understand that Kohane will understand and never leave her even if she isn't.

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project sekai culture is having so many fanfic ideas but being scared to make them a reality

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Pjsk culture is when your best friend absolutely fucking despises your favourite character

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