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“you’re not your mental illness!” ya ok karen well I have a personality disorder so jokes on you because I am

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in my mind i am always the feral woman wearing a white nightdress with a mud-stained hem and twigs in my hair, running through a forest bathed in moonlight, screeching along with the owls and foxes

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are you living or are you just jumping from one obsession to the other to run away from yourself

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hey i was gone for a bit but heres some updates on my life:

a) i’m still mentally ill,

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Can you imagine if somebody from my real life found this blog and found out I have feelings? Disgusting.

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me: i won’t get jealous me: who…that… :+)… .…

#this is me rn trying to make an open relationship work

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Mom: so if ur friend jumped off a bridge would you do it too?

Me: mom i AM the friend that jumps off the bridge

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self-undiagnosing

fuck what a professional told me, im neurotypical now

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me: *breaks down crying in the privacy of my own home*

my brain: you’re faking your emotions for attention. you’re just doing this because you think it makes for a cool personal narrative

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may you get a sign this week that shows you that you’re on the right path and that things are flowing and moving in your favor. may the sign be evident, clear, and direct

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Me: 👌

Narrator: But things were not 👌

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wHO ELSE IS HELLA HORNY BUT ALSO a lil bit sad

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but if i dont see immediate results for my efforts ill die

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turn up the volume on your favorite song to scare the serotonin out of hiding

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some of you have never tried to completely alter your personality in a desperate attempt to avoid people leaving you and it shows

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i want people to unknow me