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My girlfriend. My dad. My nan. All in one week 👍🏼. Good one. Already hate this time of year already.

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I don’t want to be alone.. come home. Please?

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I’ve tried to scream for help. My sister won’t let me fly over there. I’m done.

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have a nice day :)

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The thought of cutting has come in my mind at least 10000 times today I’m trying so hard. Lord knows.

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So I’ve got my princess back officially! Now when I refer to her as my girlfriend she actually is! I’m so happy and so in love! I can’t wait for our holiday and cannot wait for our future. I love you baby 💜

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This has been the worst week of my whole entire life! No doubt about it.

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My heart hurts ☹️

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I don’t think I’d be able to do it whilst you were awake incase you needed me and when you called me I’d be breaking down. Hopefully you’ll sleep soon so I can try and battle this temptation. 🤦🏼‍♂️

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So I’m currently waiting to get stitches. I’m sorry again.

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So I’m in hospital now. I’m sorry. This is not your fault.

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The urge.

Today, is the first time in so long I’ve thought about ending it all. Just finishing off here. Better off. I’m done for real. Doing everything in my power to stop myself from crying and cutting or doing something stupid. There’s only so long I can hold out for.

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I don’t even like going out anymore, I’ve just left mine 23:40 want to go back home already but I’ve cried so much my eyes are heavy. I physically can cry some more but I mentally can’t it’s messing with my head. I’m so sorry. I love you. Me going out tonight is a distraction don’t think you can’t trust me.

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I wanna say I’m sorry but I dunno where to start, thinking why on earth did god lets us part. Did he not see us together we were unstoppable, the only thing missing was time because we lost it all. Seeing the look on your face I felt disgrace, if I had’ve told you would it changed at all, if I had’ve actually loved you right the first time would it have flopped at all.

I know I fucked up and didn’t treat you right but when I looked into the future I could see it was bright. Everything was so right. You were happy I felt blessed I wish I could change all of this mess. If I could go back in time I wouldn’t have said it. It’s too late to go back there’s no magic clocks I just hope one day you’ll find your way back, until then please hit back.

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It’s okay to have imperfections I love you regardless. I know you want fuck all to do with me rn but I need you back. Please