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Things in “Flower of Evil” that fucking broke me

***Spoilers***

- Ji Won’s face when she finds the watch

- Hyun Soo slowly, and then suddenly, realizing that Ji Won knows who he is

- Hyun Soo being scared that Eun Ha won’t like him/will inherit his sociopathy

- Hyun Soo’s panic attacks

- “I only believe what I see with my own eyes”

- Ji Won making him realize he’s capable of love and emotion

- Ji Won having sex with Hyun Soo even after realizing who he is, loving him too much to pull way until she has proof that she should

- Ji Won calling the child psychologist and screaming at her for failing Hyun Soo

- Hyun Soo believing that he’s an emotionless, manipulative sociopath even as he literally loves, cares for, and protects his family with his entire heart

- Hyun Soo repeatedly NOT killing people

- “I want to go home, Ji Won”

- THE EGG TARTS

- Hyun Soo completely losing it when he think Ji Won is dead

- And then still hesitating to kill Hee Seong!

- Ji Won begging Detective Choi to not go after Hyun Soo and Choi trusting her instincts

- WHERE THE MORNING STAR RESTS

- “I see dead people…”

- Ji Won being the only thing that banished Hyun Soo’s hallucinations of his father

- Hyun Soo standing guard outside Ji Won’s shop without ever expecting her to know or care

- Hyun Soo being so guilty and sad after holding Ji Won at (blunt) knifepoint

- Ji Won just full-on handcuffing herself to Hyun Soo out of loyalty and spite

- Moo Jin owning up to his complicity in front of Director Baek

- Hyun Soo going all human-shield for Ji Won even as he’s trying to escape from her

- Hyun Soo’s dream before he loses his memories

- Hyun Soo having to wear his wedding ring to do metalwork without injuring himself

- Ji Won being willing to let him go in the end even though she still loves him and remembers their life together

- Ji Won putting his wedding ring back on his finger

- All the tearful kisses

- “He’s the father of my child. He’s my family, my person.” 

- Hyun Soo and Ji Won sobbing together in the car

- Hyun Soo hearing Eun Ha call out to him and instinctively going into Dad Mode even though he has ACTUAL AMNESIA

- Hyun Soo’s mind forgetting Ji Won and Eun Ha but his body and heart remembering them completely 

- Hyun Too getting to revisit his original self and become who he always could have been, with his family and friends finally, truly by his side

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margazhi, Ep 4 - Modern Love Chennai

Milton & Jazmine

This will probably be my most favorite episode. It made me feel childlike excitement that we feel when we are around someone who we have a crush on. Like its just so easy and pure, teenage crushes are so much fun. Jazmine trying to catch a glimpse of Milton everywhere she went was so cute. And I think her saying that she will never be able to forget him is probably because he managed to make her so happy this winter after her parents had separated. She had found a kindred spirit. It made me emotional because I’ll probably never get to go back to that teen phase of crushes and also cuz I am on my period so more emo ig :P BUT ITS SO FUCKING CUTE.

And he says you don’t even try to impress anyone and she smirks slightly when WE BOTH know that she did slowly try to get his attention like anyone who has a crush on anyone. ITS SO SIMPLE. My heart.

Moreover, tamil is one of my most favorite languages to hear. I wish i could speak it more fluently. It’s so beautiful and we know that english will never ever be able to capture the true essence of any indigenous language.

Here is a small excerpt from the episode of the never forget you dialogue:

“After I leave, will you remember me?”

‘I’ll never be able to forget you.”

He smiles.

GAHHHHHHHH😭😭brb while i go cry frends

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