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if any of y'all see posts about house m.d on tumblr and think "I wanna watch that" you need to know that you can skip episodes. i would argue skipping certain episodes is vital to having an enjoyable house experience. house md is one of my favorite shows and has been genuinely important to me as an autistic queer chronically ill cane user. it also revels in it's main character being offensive for the sake of being offensive with that special early 2000s flair. if you care about the concept of fatphobia you will be unable to have a uncomplicated relationship with this show. for every earthshatteringly homoerotic hilson moment and every profoundly accurate disabled scene we the viewers must pay in some insane misogyny. that's just how it is on this bitch of a show

#the thing you MUST understand is that 2000-2010 was a time when the queers were common punching bags in media - #and that this is directly BECAUSE queerbaiting got views. #it got views because the queers were desperate for representation #and ALSO because the homophobes thought it was a HILARIOUS joke #but even more so: fatphobia is abd always has been an excellent punching bag for a cheap laugh. #people still do not care about fat folks #we are second class citizens essentially. #and so in media it’s always okay to make us the joke! #what I’m saying is: it’s not just fat Thor. #it’s fat Amy from pitch perfect. #it’s Melissa McCarthy’s characters always being the dumb fat one or the asshole fat one #it’s Rebel Wilson’s fat characters always being grating in some way #which isn’t something I fault them for tbh. bc I know for a fact that they’re chosen for those roles bc of how they look #i can’t think of a fat character from a popular movie that wasn’t 1] comic relief 2] an asshole 3] a one off joke or #4] a representation of a character failing in some way #bc that’s all being fat is allowed to be or mean in media and that is STILL a thing. in fact it’s seen as a positive that fat folks have #any representation at all that isn’t outright hatred and vitriol

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sometimes u will be the only person fagging it up. sometimes it'll be hard. but u gotta do it. u gotta show all the fags that fagging it up is the way. u must strive to fag it as much as possible. u have a limited time. fag it up and dyke it out

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Also Keralis entering the “who plays Minecraft the weirdest” competition with “thanks for the invite to this freak show.. I am just left-handed.” Is such a massive power move that it kills me dead instantly every time I hear it

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I’m loving Scar coming to the realization that he can’t Just Say Shit now (without it coming back to haunt him) because it WILL get timestamped and Cub WILL turn it into a horn.

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my dealer: got some straight gas 🔥😛 this strain is called “hardcore s4” 😳 you’ll be zonked out of your gourd 💯

me: yeah whatever. i don’t feel shit

5 min later: dude i swear those islands are floating

my friend, ender, pacing: they’re going to flood the end

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this does not apply if you wear exclusively leggings. Those things tear all the time you need like a million on standby

#5 but it’s because I wear scrub pants instead of jeans most of the time #so I have like. 2 pair of scrub pants. two pair jeans one normal one that passes as slacks #and one pair of sweats that I actually wear #I’m so sad my cargo pants died #the crotch hole was too much for them… #however shorts!! i have so many pairs of shorts. i fucking love jean shorts

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You actually typed out all of those words and thought “yeah, I’m in the right here 😌”

Bro.

Am i the A-hole for trying to protect a women focused space?

I'm the mod from the super one sided retelling of the "Refusing to change OC's sexuality to bi/pan" situation. Shin (the person who wrote that post) know i don't use tumblr so of course he bring the drama here so that people would judge "Laura" and me without knowing the full truth. Thankfully, a dear friend of mine who followed this blog told me about this and was kind enough to allowed me to send this ask using her account.

First of all, it's pretty clear that Shin is lying about his identity. Shin said he is a trans man but he admitted that he don't want to transition beside wanting flat chest. Shin also said that he is south east asian but his display name and his OC's name are all japanese, which is a huge sign of white weeb fetishizing japanese culture. The fact that his english and understanding of slangs is way too good to be south east asian.

Secondly, Shin joining this server knowing that 90% of the members are yumejoshi, he should be grateful of the fact that we even allowed those yaoi characters invading what basically a space for women. I know we advertised the RP as a non-shipping focus death game story but you should have read the room and know what type of people this space is catering to and not bring your gay character in if you didn't want him to be shipped with women.

Thirdly, if Shin was uncomfortable then he should have made it clear from the start instead of letting "Laura"s character flirting with his, like having him respond rudely or out right rejecting her or something. Shin said he is having undiagnosed autism in his bio then he should have understand how it feel when people don't state what they mean clearly. His OC still being nice to "Laura"'s OC even if he didn't like the flirting, of course she would misunderstand that his OC developed romantic feeling for her OC.

Fourthly, Shin said before that he didn't count alternate timeline versions of a character from a visual novel he likes the same as the original timeline version because of their different life experiences then why can't he do the same to his OC? Why can't he just agree to let "Laura" make an alternate version of his character if in his logic they are completely different people? Hypocrite much?

And finally, "Laura" was very upset about this and it took her a while to move on, she could have hurt herself back then because of you. Also, we had to revised our server's rules and banned all the non-yumejoshies, which cut several RPs short.

So who is really the A-hole here?

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gee i sure do hope nobodys gonna be parasocial and project onto qphil today

the ender king:

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I know white people especially struggle with this concept but like when a Palestinian, or any other group of Black or brown people are calling you in and making a general statement about the state of the allyship for our causes, and maming criticism of common behaviours or whatever else, that is NOT an invitation for you to confess your own shortcomings or your journey of self-improvement. Especially not under our posts. Make your own post if you really feel like it. But we don't need to hear your personal story of how you ignored our long-standing genocide until you saw enough people doing the right thing and you decided to follow. Keep that to yourself.

These posts are meant for you to REFLECT ON YOURSELF! BY YOURSELF! QUIETLY! And decide on your OWN what part of your behaviours you can identify being criticized in these posts and fix them!! And if you need help you can ask a question without necessarily giving us all the details of how you used to be ignorant or whatever. We're not here to hand out forgiveness we're trying to help coordinate and organize people to be more cohesive and we're giving you tips to be better allies. We're not giving you counciling for white guilt!!!

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like okay im just going to be real right now. do some of you not understand that children grow into adults? like seriously. because the way some of yall talk about them makes me feel like you think of children as an entirely different species and not people who in 10 years will be expected to function and understand society. were you cloned? do you come from a tube? did you jump out of the artificial womb as a fully formed 25 year old

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Hey m8, I’ve done intramuscular injections for about 2 years now, at .25 ml weekly and a concentration of 200 mg/ml. For the first 3ish months, I injected .25 ml weekly at a concentration of 100 mg/ml.

The first three months had small changes - I grew a little more body hair, mostly ass hair if I’m real. I had a little bottom growth, my voice lowered slightly in pitch. If I’d continued that way I probably would have saved my singing voice, but I didn’t see loads of changes super quickly at the lower concentration.

At the higher concentration, by the time six months had passed, I had longer leg hair/body hair in general, acne, a noticeable pitch drop to my voice, and more significant bottom growth, longer peach fuzz on my face - especially on my top lip - and I was sweating a lot. All of which were happening on the lower dose, but weren’t noticeable to anyone besides me.

By the end of the first year, my voice stopped dropping significantly in pitch. By a year and a half, my body hair was fully dark and thick, and bottom growth stopped. Two years on, I have facial hair and my acne figured out, and I’ve stopped sweating as much.

If you’re planning to keep these changes, you will likely have to be on T a lot longer than 6 months, unfortunately. Plus, some things T can cause will eventually revert later on regardless without further hormone therapy. I hope that helps answer some of your questions!

hey if any of yall take or have taken testosterone, would you be comfortable messaging me (or replying here thats fine) with your early experiences? im trying to gague what would happen if i were to go on T but only within the first 6 months. i plan on taking it in small doses (20mg /week) and need to see if that would be enough to notice changes within 6 months. i dont want to take it forever! oh and if youre comfortable sharing, your dosage (weekly/daily). thank you!

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love a character that's like. i survived (<- not a brag) (<- this is a curse that weighs on me every waking hour)

#PHILZA FUCKING MINCERAFT

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I’m once again reminding everyone that cPhil wasn’t a bad father

I am once again reminding everyone that cWilbur was a fully fledged adult with a kid of his own

I’m once again reminding everyone that when Wilbur screams at Phil to kill him, Phil had only joined the server moments before and had no reason to know Wilbur wouldn’t respawn, as literally every character consistently displays the basic understanding that everyone except for Phil can respawn.

I am once again reminding everyone that when Wilbur did finally tell Phil he needed help not only was Phil able to help him, he was also happy and relieved to be able to do so

I am once again reminding everyone that Wilbur was not a child, and mental illness in a son does not make the father responsible for his whole life

I am once again reminding everyone that Phil kept in contact with Wilbur via letters and at any time Wilbur could have decided not to lie

I am once again reminding everyone that Phil should not have to stalk his own son to be considered a good father purely because Wilbur didn’t tell him the truth

I am once again reminding everyone that Phil and Wilbur not only remained friendly/positive/affectionate toward each other for the entire time we saw them interact in lore, they clearly cared about and mourned each other

I am once again reminding everyone that reducing cWilbur’s struggle with mental illness to Phil’s fault for not intervening is infantilzing Wilbur as a full adult who can make his own choices.

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Made the worst brownies ever created just now

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they used to make smackable technology. you used to be able to hit your tv when it didn't work good.