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I wish I could just rip away my uterus. I want to grip my womb and take it out myself. These maternal urges, my sexual drive, is driving me insane. I despise that I'm a woman.

All of my life I've been nothing but an object, they get what they want and decide to leave when they know the real me, I know this won't end, it's the same over and over and over again. All they want from me is a body I can't even love myself.

So what's the point? If I will never be happy, if I cannot have a family

What's the point? What's my purpose?

Will I ever be happy?

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Wonder if you care

That I'm not chasing anymore

But I'm worried that I don't feel like I'm dying if you don't reach out to me

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I won't get that out of my head

You looked at me in the eyes and said

" I don't know if I'm paying my mistakes the way you're just like me."

At first I took it as a joke, I do look a lot like you

Until, Smoking became more of a habit to cope with stress and I became an addict before I even noticed.

We truly are alike...

I am my father's daughter.

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Shelly Duvall

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Kate Bush — Wuthering Heights (1978)

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Sometimes I feel that many of my problems could be avoided if I stopped trying to turn my sadness into something beautiful in the pursuit of love, and instead just allowed myself to feel it.

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anyone else imagine they’re eating human meat when you’re just eating steak or pork lmao

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I want my body to look like this again

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Kate Bush at the Lionheart launch party, 1978⁠

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its true ⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚

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