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shoutout to selfshippers who depend on their f/o. who can't ship them with others because it hurts to imagine them having another partner.

shoutout to the selfshippers who are touch starved or lonely, who can't bring themself to love anyone like they love their f/o. who rarely ever (or never) crush on others because their love for their f/o is too strong.

shoutout to those who print out pictures of their f/o, have them as their wallpaper, imagine them next to you, draw and write about them. who treat them like an irl partner.

shoutout to selfshippers who don't just like their f/o because they're "your type," or they're attractive. shoutout to the selfshippers who have a deeper connection with them than that.

shoutout to the selfshippers with many f/os, and the ones who only have one or two.

shoutout to the selfshippers who kin characters from their f/o's source material, even if it creates some weird rarepairs. (i've been there.)

shoutout to the selfshippers who hate what happened to their f/o in their source material, and to those who love every direction it went.

shoutout to selfshippers with quote unquote "weird," f/os, or nonhuman ones. shoutout to selfshippers who are open about that fact, or who are nervous to tell others about it, even other selfshippers.

shoutout to ALL selfshippers.

you're great.

and remember, no matter who you are, if you fit all these boxes or not, your f/o(s) love you very much!

(PR//SHIPPERS DNI, THIS ISN'T FOR YOU)

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Another commission i worked on this week for @blueberrybladelemonade

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Me wanting to gush or do the comments before snapping back to reality and thinking about posting them publicly

(My ass cannot handle talking about the

f e e l i n g s )

How I feel inside versus what everyone else sees

I AM VERY genuine when I get ship art commissions and how happy they make me, I mean that.

It's just that I was severely bullied/harassed over the selfshipping stuff in the past and I just suppress myself from indulging it too much....or stop myself from participating in that community because I get really bad anxiety over it happening to me again. So I keep myself very restrained/on a tight leash. I feel like I'm not allowed to and I know that's silly and dumb to think. Sometimes I get jealous others can just post and gush...or just do it and not worry. I get frustrated with myself over it. Then I go outside and literally touch grass or do irl things and get out of my head then I'm better lmao :>

Aka I probably should stop thinking. That's the logical reaction right? /hj

Imma shut up now cause that got dark fast ._.

#Dont perceive this #Im not real #Youre not real either #Omg where who said that

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Commission for @blueberrybladelemonade !

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Commission for @blueberrybladelemonade !

Doodle pages are cool,,, ehehehe >:]c 💜💜

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So uh...hi

Aight so I'mma test out making a side blog and see how that goes. That way I don't annoy people/clog up my main with my selfship F/O stuff. So uh…hi👋 I'm known as BlueberryBladeLemonade, that writer for (mostly) Peppino x Reader stuff on main. I made this side blog. If I don't follow back on here it's because this is my side blog and I can't.

I'll babble here a lot, some tagged, some not.

🫐I decided to try doing this because I wanted to actually talk about myself and my F/O instead of just mentioning/alluding to it…so we'll see if it's better for my mental health to talk about it versus… not doing it? 😅

(I deleted a lot.... I'm already stressing to post on here lmaooo💀)

ANYWAYS, in short ⬇️

Peppino is my F/O, and my only F/O. Cae is me in either variant.

(Yay I made a post here)

⛔My DNI criteria is the same as my main. I might add a few more just for this blog but we'll see⛔

Sorry for deleting all a that but🙃

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Cae and Peppino

Aka a rare sighting of Cae as a human (well, more human lol)

🍋Done by Peepsicola1 on Twitter who did an AMAZING job on Cae's human design!🫐

(Since I haven't posted much have another commission I got recently while I'm still working on fics💜)

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Cooking with Cae (Commission)

Fantastic art done by _Nonconformking over on Twitter💜 Also rare pic of human-ish Cae!

(Cae can cook, I swear lmao)

I'm still alive btw, life's just been hectic so I've only had a little bit of free time to write🙃 Still working on fics though💜

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Cae and Peppino

Aka a rare sighting of Cae as a human (well, more human lol)

🍋Done by Peepsicola1 on Twitter who did an AMAZING job on Cae's human design!🫐

(Since I haven't posted much have another commission I got recently while I'm still working on fics💜)

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Cae commissions for @blueberrybladelemonade I made through the year!!

First [26/03/2023]:

Second [18/05/2023]:

Third [18/10/2023]

MINECRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAFT I'M HAVING SEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEXXXX 🦖🦖🦖💥💥💥🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣

-Joel Vinesauce

Tysm for still commissioning me, funny minecraft aside, omg ;; 💜💜💜

These are always so fun to do and I love Cae and Caepino istg 🥺💜💜