caffeine-freak

[caffeine-freak]

cant talk rn i'm busy being a danger to myself

[caffeine-freak]

“are you ok?” lol fuck no

[caffeine-freak]

i need to start eating a wayyy less

[caffeine-freak]

[caffeine-freak]

[caffeine-freak]

I don’t need therapy, I need to move to Paris and learn French as I’m there, making amazing memories while living in a cheap shitty apartment. I think my mental illnesses would be 100% cured in that case.

[caffeine-freak]

[caffeine-freak]

im a multicolored furry oc and god is a 13 year old making animation memes on youtube to process their trauma

[caffeine-freak]

tested positive for being touch starved

[caffeine-freak]

[caffeine-freak]

hey its me, your local burden,

[caffeine-freak]

imagining how happy I would be if I wasn't me

[caffeine-freak]

I’m stuck in a state of nothingness. I don’t notice anything around me. But I still won’t kill myself. But the thoughts and urges to hurt and kill myself are getting louder and bigger. I know it’s getting worse and worse but I don’t care anymore. I’m just too numb. I just don’t want to do anything about it anymore. I want to die so badly. But at this point I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to.

[caffeine-freak]

Lil mim i midi

[caffeine-freak]

As long as I’m losing weight who cares

[caffeine-freak]

I forgot I agreed to go to church with my dad on Sunday like bruhhhh I’m not even Christian anymore 😭 f this fr

[caffeine-freak]

someone: hey are you doing okay?

me, planning my suicide and violently self-sabotaging: yeah why