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when I see something dated 2019 I think “oh that’s not too long ago” and then I remember that 2019 was not only five years ago but those five years have somehow contained several lifetimes

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how?? just how?

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kicking his balls sunday

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i am not dr bashir and we are not sparring amiably over lunch

#ok but they both ate

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Every "online autism test" is like

Question n: Do you struggle with answering ambiguous or unclear questions?

Yes

No

Question n+1: Are sounds good?

Yes

No

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i just know these three are autistic. personally i’m more of a harvey autism kinda gal but it can fluctuate between all three depending on the day.

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You wouldn’t last an hour in the asylum where they raised me

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“They could’ve avoided all this if they just fucked” well consider they’ve actually been fucking the whole time and they’re just like this.

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"this song is about this" "this song is about that" "this person wrote this song about this person" wrong all songs are about ocs ive made and ocs that have not yet come to pass

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“oh one time my—” (abruptly stops myself from saying the words “tumblr mutual” in public) “overseas colleague”

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MOOD!

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GUYS HELP MY DATAS CLOTHES R DISINTERGRATING OFF OF HIM

help, hes gonna end up in barbie clothes at this rate (·•᷄∩•᷅ )

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I'll probably finish this up later, but here u go. treat

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Hi losing my fucking mind at Garak at Tain's deathbed in the Dominion internment camp, and when Tain asks if Garak is alone, Garak looks to Bashir and trusts him with this moment, maybe even needs him to stay in this moment, and tells Tain they're alone and there's no one else there.

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there's this borderline hysterical laugh garak breaks into a couple of times during the early seasons that is so special to me. like. this man. this man is so high (constantly) and probably drunk (frequently) and he's at all times teetering on the very brink of despair that only pure spite, immense stubbornness, and getting to gaze at julian bashir's smiling face across the lunch table once a week is holding him back from tipping over. and then he has to deal with people like skrain dukat and gul toran on top of that and you can practically hear the cracks forming as he's barely holding on to whatever remains of his sanity by the skin of his teeth