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egging brad huff's house was very exhausting for cal </3

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anybody want our discord

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need someone to blow my brains out (romantically)

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i fuckinf HATE eric (as in the one in our system (unfortunately we have an eric elephant introject)) like Actually i want to kill him

#someone hold me back before i seriously jump him

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i cant fucking deal with this disorder anymore MY HEAD FUCKING HURTS i want to slit mybwrdsts nso badddddfdfd siicide livestream tonite gang

#dont know if host or cal

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wowee

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dont know if any of u gaf abt typing but this fucker is not a sensor n ill die on this hill

#-host #cal gabriel #calvin gabriel

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somebody shoot me pleaseeee

#i hate it hereeeeeeeew #free me from this HELL #i hate eruc #again. am not supposed to share things from sp but alas

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*HITS YOU WITH THE CALDRE YURIFICATION BEAM*

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some of u bitches r so annoying

#not mutuals tho i love yall #-host

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i want to retreat back into the innerworld so i never have to experience switching headaches or going to school or the urge to cut ever again

#we have this one alter who chose to not front again and tbh? #someyimes i really wanna be like them

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im very sensitive n zd makes me cry way more often than id like to admit. was going thru @01-05-2001 's works (calormen on ao3 go read) n 2 sentences was enough to make me cry

ERIN WHEN I FUCKING GET YOU

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when i told my mom i od'ed she asked me if i cut n checked my arms n i cut today (not on arms) so i shouldnt be getting really strong urges but i rlly rlly wanna do it rn n idk why

#i think smth abt her checking my arms n there being nothing fresh triggered me #i rlly shouldnt be worrying abt that rn tho #-host

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we might die in the next 48 hours thanks to my stupidity so if u gotta confess ur love for cal u better do it before then

#mightve od'ed on my meds lolsies #-host

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idk if i want to be him or if i want him

#-host #elephant 2003

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what do u even call alex and eric ship. aleric? erilex? faggotry?

#elephant 2003

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hmm. what are your opinion on word searches.

i think theyre cool?