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So J is supposed to make it up to me today. He said he'd give up some OT and call in sick today. He stopped texting back around 430pm last night, tho, so I suppose we'll see. Idk, something just feels off/different like he's tired of me

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starving myself is a form of self-love... because when i'm skinny, maybe i'll love myself <3

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When I went downstairs this morning to head out for work, my cousin asked what happened because she thought I was supposed to go to J's. I told her what happened and she asked what I was going to do and I said I had the thought to just end it. Surprisingly enough she said I shouldn't end it over that and should at least hear him out because he was probably trying to stall. I told her I could understand that but he knows I work early and knows the absolute latest I can go to bed is 10 so him not leaving til like 7 or 8 leaves barely any time to spend together before going to sleep. I did text him this morning, tho, asking how the party was and have yet to hear back so I suppose we'll see.

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My friend at work got me a coffee this morning from Starbucks because I took a call for her yesterday when she forgot to take herself out of available in the queue

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Pretty sure I've officially been blown off. Last time he texted was to say "one sec" over an hour ago. Love it

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Well I texted him that I got out of work at 5pm. Surprisingly he texted back like 20 minutes later, but he said he's at Caesars and one sec. I know he's gonna turn around and say he doesn't wanna leave or ask if we can reschedule... But I guess we'll see if he texts back again

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Thank God tomorrow is Friday. Pay day with a bonus and it's the weekend

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can you guys reblog this if youre an 4n4m1a account active in 2024 :( i feel like Tumblr is dying and I need mutuals

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So a couple weeks ago J told me he had Wednesday and Thursday off last week and this week, but next week he works the entire week. So we hung out last Wednesday and I stayed over, was supposed to stay over Thursday too but then his mom and aunt wanted to take him out so I stayed Friday after he got out of work instead.

This week I figured we were doing the same but then realized I probably should ask to be sure. He said he had an event yesterday and today, but today's gets let out earlier so today would be good. For some reason he's awake now so I asked about what time the event gets out and he sent me the flyer. This event starts at 4pm and ends at 9pm. The fuck time did it get out last night that tonight ends earlier ?????

So he said he can leave early and just text when I'm off but I pointed out it starts at 4pm and I'm out at 5pm. So what's he gonna stay for an hour? Is he even going to see my text when I get out? I feel like maybe I should just tell him to do the event and I guess I'll see him in a couple weeks

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girls when nothing gets better

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I've been watching the show The Mean Girl Murders in MAX and on one of the newer episodes, they said someone created a bumper sticker "Wisconsin: if cholesterol doesn't kill you, the dairy princess will!" And I'm sorry....but I giggled

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The sensation of being full is so fucking disgusting 💀

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❧SKNTYQ’s WL RULES

1. FRUITS FOR SNACKS

Eating fruits for snacks and cutting out snack food is one decision i don’t regret. i don’t even see the need for snack food anymore tbh. if there’s anything to “cut out” of your diet it’s SNACK FOOD + FAST FOOD.

2. CARDIO EVERY DAY

do not train abs or glutes every day please. cardio for weight loss, then muscle building like 2x a week so you get toned body results.

3. SWITCH UP THE WORKOUTS

the reason you’re maintaining is because,

a - you’re literally ⭐️ving

b - you do the same bs every day

your body will catch on to whatever you’re doing and it’ll cling onto the weight. also if u ⭐️ve it doesn’t work. IT DOESNT WORK.

i made a cute playlist of workouts and i pick one i haven’t done in the past week.

4. Portions + vitamins

i didn’t realise how much i ate until i cut back and was just fine. no dizziness, no fatigue. Proper food though girlies. yesterday i had pasta mhhh😋 if you do get dizzy, take vitamins. i don’t and i take them to prevent any dizziness or fatigue.

if you MUSSST be dangerous about things, then vitamins help make things endurable, but be safe please!!!

5. PATIENCE

you can get the body you want before summer, just not tomorrow.

< tags so it find the right people , i do not recommend ⭐️ving + workout playlist coming soon i promise loves>

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unpopular opinion maybe but we’re all on ed tumblr because we’re sick/mentally ill and most of us are just seeking comfort bc ed’s are lonely af and it sucks to struggle alone. nobody asked you to post meanspo/bully the people in your community that are just seeking a sense of connection/comfort/safety. pretty sure we don’t need strangers to bully us about the mental illness that we struggle with. go be an ana coach or log off and make an edtwt account if you wanna be weird and toxic. i hope you feel as gross as you are.

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I need to be skinny by summer. I need to be skinny by summer. I need to be skinny by summer. I need to be skinny by summer. I need to be skinny by summer. I need to be skinny by summer. I need to be skinny by summer. I need to be skinny by summer. I need to be skinny by summer. I need to be skinny by summer. I need to be skinny by summer. I need to be skinny by summer. I need to be skinny by summer. I need to be skinny by summer. I need to be skinny by summer. I need to be skinny by summer. I need to be skinny by summer. I need to be skinny by summer. 

I WILL BE SKINNY BY SUMMER

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Hunger aches or emotional distress due to looking like this… hmm.

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