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i keep having this dream where your blood is turning my hands into river stones, and i keep waking up to pale white sunlight

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literally never underestimate how contagious kindness is. I saw on venmo that my friend had sent someone 5 dollars for coffee because she was having a bad day and I thought that was a cute idea and so I venmo’d a different friend coffee money when she had a huge assignment and now I have a huge assignment and that same friend sent me money for a chai latte. she doesn’t know the friend who taught me to do this but she learned it from me because I learned it from my first friend. like we are all learning from each other all the time and learning how to be kind anyway yeah buy your friends coffee do little favors for them tell them you love them. it’s cute and good

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I LOVE THEM!!!!!

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Joker is so real, moments after he was given demonic super powers he started laughing manically and yelling things like "Go down!" and "RAVAGE THEM!"

not beating the scary delinquent transfer student allegations

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[never coming out, never coming clean]

so is baron just in the briefcase now.

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THE HAKONE EKIDEN 箱根駅伝 [insp]

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Sports anime are good because they are dramatic and they don't act like it's a bad thing to be passionate about what you love and the ever present themes of never giving up and believing in yourself are really uplifting and fun idc if it's over the top or clichéd idc idc it's full of good messages

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Why do we keep running despite all of this? It's so trying, and so agonising. So why can't we stop doing it? For the team? A goal? Yourself? Determination and pride? I don't know. Probably no one does. That's why... nobody can look away. That's why it hits you right in the heart.

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relatable, honestly

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i'm a persistence hunter (waiting for steam games to go on sale)

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Atlus said gay rights (derogatory)

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The Litany of Saint Kristen Applebees

St. Kristen Applebees, Prophet of Cassandra, The Seeker of Truth, The Ever-Changing, Patron of the Lonely, Solace of the Forgotten The Resurrected The god-saviour The god-killer

(being catholic means very rigid liturgical structures embedded into your brain, great for poetic reasons)

I am not normal about them at all

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To The Substitute Art Teacher - Jordan Bolton

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man I love the communal dice interactions in Dimension 20. Griffin asking whose been rolling good so he can use their d20 in Tiny Heist and Jasper desperately cycling through dice in Burrow's End and Murph retiring Emily's dice in Neverafter and the cast of Mentopolis swapping so they each have a full set made of each other's dice and "send your kids to camp" and the thrill of the box of doom. it's so good dude I love when people get so invested in the story they tell together that the roll of a die is the most important thing in the world.

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Sometimes self-care is, actually, NOT getting onto the computer and little treats and watching youtube videos. Sometimes those things are self-care, but sometimes they're also avoidant behaviors.

Sometimes self care is waking up and just. Fucking getting in the car. And driving to the bank. And the store. And buying the cat litter. And changing the cat boxes you've been avoiding because your brains been stuck in a hole. And picking up the trash you've been piling up. And getting a load into the wash. And mowing the lawn before the village council sends you a formal complaint and potential-fines warning.

Like its hard and annoying to do because it sucks. It sucks so much. But if I don't start working on this pile of bullshit I've let build up because it stinks and i was stuck in deer-in-headlights mode, I risk letting it turn into fuckery. I do not have the patience for fuckery that I once - foolishly! - thought I had.

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a dilemma