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Cas gives a speech that is INTERESTINGLY close to his 15x18 confession scene. knowing the Winchesters has been the best part of his life, hmmm? the things they’ve shared together have changed him eh?????

“I love you,” he says, and the camera cuts to a close up on Dean, flinching and looking away. “I love all of you”.

Man, this is actually SO close. Similar weird little shots of Dean looking tortured. It’s in a barn! Dean is refusing to accept what’s happening! Except we have the word family and the plausible deniability of Sam and Mary being there to just gently confuse all the straights watching.

I bet the Destiel girlies were SCREAMING at the TV in 2017, though. Little did they know what was to come!

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Here’s a parallel I noticed that highlights the difference between Cas relationship with Dean and Cas relationship with Sam pretty well. Episodes 10x22 vs 14x15

When MOC Dean is beating up Cas, Cas doesn’t hit back even once. The most he does is try to bear hug him from behind to calm him down. But not a single punch.

When Sam is Justin Smith, Cas says he won’t hurt him, but he actually does pick him up and slam him into the ground. It’s not a big deal, obviously he knows Sam can take it, but it’s something he wouldn’t even do with Dean.

Before the actual fighting, Cas tells dean, “I’m your friend… I’ll be the one that watches you murder the world.” And then when MOC Dean is on top of Cas holding the angel blade to him, Cas holds onto the wrist Dean has on his tie and the only thing he says is, “please”. He doesn’t even try to grab the hand holding the knife. And then Dean stops.

On the other hand, when Sam is on top of Cas trying to stab him, Cas uses an entirely different approach. He’s forcibly holding back Sam’s arm that’s holding the angel blade. He tells him he understands that he wants to be happy, but that if he does this he fails the people they lost. He says “if you do this you fail Jack. Sam, you fail Dean.” And that makes Sam stop.

The difference that’s so stark is that Cas has to appeal to Sam through talking about Dean. But Cas can appeal to Dean through his own relationship to him. He doesn’t need to bring up what it will do to Sam or anyone else, because their own relationship is powerful enough and he knows it.

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just gonna leave this here

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Jensen Ackles | JIBCon 2024 (Rome, April 21, 2024)

#lord help me #i physically recoiled at the second one

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POV: You’re on the set of Supernatural

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my new Destiel theory: Dean couldn't say I love you not because of his own denial of the fact but because Chuck refused to write it like Chuck's weird psycho-sexual obsession with Dean made him so twisted that rather than allow his character to follow a natural arc that the character itself wanted to follow (see s8 rewrite of "I love you" into "I need you"), he just kept dodging it through increasingly ridiculous and pathetic ploys. he couldn't bear to watch Dean choose free will (Cas) over his heavenly ordained plan, so he just kept fucking with their relationship (see every divorce/widower arc, and all the other will they/won't they shit). really puts Cas's "What's real? We are." into context. like they are, in fact, the only real thing, despite Chuck's attempts to dismantle their relationship.

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too lazy to masturbate can you do it for me

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supernatural season 19 episode 47 where castiel is messing with some time crystals (which they found in the previous episode) and he accidentally blows up the bunker, creating a gigantic rip in the time space continuüm and he, dean, sam, ketch, charlie and jorid get sucked in and dropped off in an alternate timeline where chuck never existed and god is actually the third divine sibling kryle who's like. super chill dude.

the entire world is a beach resort, they have coconut for breakfast, lunch, and dinner. chill!dean, sam, and surfstiel (hammerheadshark) are lounging around and surfing brah. dean fucks surfstiel and castiel fucks chill!dean, they make four-way eyecontact during it. charlie is having lesbian sex somewhere (?)

anyway kryle is possessed by eviller!chuck and blah blah blah destruction of the world, ketch dies, jorid beats chuck at the end and they return the chill timeline back to chilling. sam dies by a coconut to the head and then they get zapped back to the regular timeline and they still didn't get to visit the damn beach because everything happened in the resort

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things I wouldn't believe happened if I hadn't seen them with my own two eyes:

cain implying cas is dean's collette

dean breaking cas out of naomi's mind control

cas' entire confession

dean's s13 widower arc

"I left, but you didn't stop me."

"he was your boyfriend first."

"the stench of that impala is all over your overcoat" or whatever he said

"don't make me lose you too."

dean turning aaron down not because he "doesn't swing that way" but because he's on a "federal investigation."

in fact, dean's entire reaction to aaron hitting on him

dean's disappointment when he found out aaron wasn't actually into him.

dean's siren being a dude and sam not questioning it despite still being under the impression that sirens infect people through sex

destiel divorce arc

dean completely giving up on life whenever cas dies

dean staying in purgatory for an entire year even though he could have left at anytime simply because he didn't want to leave without cas

dean seeing cas everywhere after purgatory just like how sam saw jess everywhere after she died

dean rewriting his memories of purgatory because he couldn't handle the fact that cas willingly chose to leave him and it was easier to believe that he failed cas instead

dean telling cas he's not going to let him die a virgin

"he's in love...with humanity."

cas putting donatello into a coma because he hurt dean

the handprint parallel (and that being jensen's idea)

"you have me confused with the other angel. you know, the one in the dirty trench coat who's in love with you?"

"sorry but i'd rather have you, cursed or not."

destiel dressed up as cowboys

"are you going to look at more anime or are strictly into dick now?"

"and how is it that you lost dean? I thought you two were joined at the, you know...everything."

the look on dean's face when he realized jack broke cas out of the empty (and the look bobby gave him in return)

"you're hoping castiel will return to you."

dean canonically being cas' human weakness

dean dropping to his knees and praying to cas while sobbing because he was scared of losing him

dean and crowley having orgies together

the mixtape

dean flirting with a guy through charlie

just the general way dean and cas look at each other and interact with each other like idk what else to say lmao

#twelve years of this shittery #i cannot believe my own fucking eyes and ears #i don't trust my brain

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Angels: Brother, you have been chosen for this mission to save the righteous man from hell. But Castiel, hear me well. Do not covet the Michael Sword, big plans for that sword

*2 minutes later*

Castiel: I will lay claim to this living soul, rebuild him, mark him as my own, and carve my name into his ribs, gonna stare at him a lot, so much, gonna kiss him

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SPN Parallels: Dean + that super hot sliding thing he does

#*sigh* yeah

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”Free will is a length of rope and God wants you to hang yourself with it” is such a RAW line for Cas to say like whoever wrote that sentence needs a Nobel prize for literature

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lets give it up for pleasures of the flesh !!

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love him

#there it is

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Been seeing a lot of firefighter Dean Winchester jokes, but I’m sure some of you don’t even know

Guys, he always wanted to be a fireman 💙💜🩷

#never forget <3