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it is all a bit too much 

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John Koenig, The Dictionary of Obscure Sorrows

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It’s okay to exist the way you are. The lack of emotion, the scattered sense of self, the barely relating to other people at all to the point where you wonder if you’re still human. It’s all okay. This doesn’t make you lesser than other people or worthy of some punishment. Nobody deserves to be punished for core parts of Who They Are that are unchangeable. Un-“fixable”. You don’t need to be fixed. You’re just being you, and that’s just fine.

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every day i experience agonies of the flesh

#inhabiting a human body is legit the worst thing that could happen to anyone.

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Kaname Madoka ; Puella Magi Madoka Magica ☆ Good Smile Company

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pond, by claire-louise bennett

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never going to forgive my parents for allowing my brother (who’s twice my size) to be violent towards me and always excusing his actions no matter what he does.

#AND THEN trying to act like they care about me and like my safety genuinely concerns them?? #how about you punish him for being abusive first and then maybe id consider that as a possibility #fucking unbelievable

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I never want to speak again.