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what a roller coaster year in u know what institution is, but gladly had an ever support group <3

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Red Letter No. 8 by Jen Mazza

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harts day~~

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“Have a meltdown. As a treat.”

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(by __s____o)

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maybe i was dry

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the sweetest yet sobrang kulit na mga Grade 7. Can't imagine na sooner or later, iba na ang tuturuan ko pero sobrang grateful sa experience na ito.

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sobrang natuwa ako dito hehe mas madali nang magrecord plus mas madali na ring makita ng parents/guardian yung score :)

tapos isang shuffle lang nito, may lucky winner na for recitation HAHA

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1. To whom you are most likely to fall in love with: close friend, acquaintance, stranger? Why?

2. Is it possible to fall in love with someone over the internet? Why or why not?

3. Have you ever felt a spark with a stranger sitting next to you while traveling?

4. Do you think it’s okay to fall in love with a colleague/coworker? Why or why not?

5. How would you react if a friend falls in love with you?

1. stranger

2. yes. i've been

3. no

4. no. it's a mess

5. surprised

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What moment did you first realize that you’re actually an adult?

first salary sa first job tas ako nagbayad ng meralco bill namin

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1. What is your most favorite movie of all time?

2. What is your most favorite filipino movie?

3. What is your favorite international series?

4. What is your favorite filipino series?

5. What type of movie you usually watch?

6. What was the last movie you watched in cinema?

7. Have you watched any theater play? What is it?

8. If a movie was made about your life, what genre would it be?

9. Who’s actor would be best to play as you?

10. What ending would you like it to have?

1. ESOTSM

2. Hintayan ng Langit/Patay na si Hesus/Hayop Ka!

3. Family Guy

4. Trese

5. Crime-Horror/Thriller

6. can't remember, pre-pandemic pa yung last

7. sa PNU lang noon, mga speech & theatre arts majors

8. Thriller Psych

9. Nadine Lustre

10. open-ended kinda ending, para pwede sa pre/sequel

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badly need this book

when will this be available in the Philippines? not me ordering this on amazon huhu

#let me fucking cry

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16 pa daw start ghost month eh ba't parang napaaga sakin ???

*sana pwede paconvert sa cash ang sama ng loob

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journal | jan - aug

Marami sana akong nakaplanong gagawin ngayong araw, Friday pero pinili ko munang magpahinga at tama ang aking desisyon dahil dumating na ang bisita monthly.

Habang ninanamnam ko yung sakit ng puson ko, nag-reflect na rin ako sa mga nangyari mula sa unang buwan ng 2023 hanggang ngayon. Medyo overwhelming pala, from biglang resignation sa trabaho to biglang substitute sa d3p3d at nabigyan din ng plantilla agad. Sa totoo lang maswerte ako at naging mabait ang pagkakataon– hindi ko na naranasan yung hirap sa pagaapply. I've heard stories from people and friends kung ga'no kahirap yung naranasan nila sa pagaaply habang ako, nilatagan na agad.

Siguro naman aware kung pa'no ang work ng mga teachers sa public pero ewan ko ba sa ilang buwan ko pa lang, yung workload keri naman, ang nakakapagod FOR ME eh yung ugali ng katrabaho at kultura sa trabaho. Anyway, so far enjoy pa naman.

Today, I've decided to pause my grad studies this upcoming Term 1. Gusto ko muna ulit maexperience yung libreng sabado. Sobrang pinagod ako ng year 2 since requirement na ang concept paper + title proposal, i-dagdag pa yung stress sa bagong working environment. Nalaman ko tuloy yung "post-adrenaline blues". Nakwento ko nga rin yan sa co-teacher ko na nag-e-M.A. rin sa pnu at medyo gulat sya sa part na napag-sabay ko. for background lang: yung "kultura" kapag bago sa trabaho lalo pa sa klase ng workplace kung nasan ako plus yung aral pa sa pnu na legit sa dami ng requirements kada course. Sya raw kasi nag-stop nung nakapasok dahil yung "kultura" nga daw at dami ng reqs sa pnu. Pero to be honest, hanggang sa mga oras na 'to hindi ko rin alam pa'no ko nga ba kinaya.

Siguro yung take away ko for this journal is hindi na magiguilty every time na pipiliin ang sarili. Sobrang heavy sakin na mag-pause muna since matic delay ang mga bagay-bagay plus naiinis ako kapag hindi nasusunod yung plano kong timeline pero i know worth it naman 'tong desisyon ko.

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Cebu 2023 🩷