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Ay ang tagal. Ngalay n agad. 🕖

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My ex broke me. Broke my mental health. Broke everything.

My last boyfriend, protect me. Protect my mental health, by not telling the truth. And now, it hurts too much, because I have to forgive, without hearing any explaination.. without hearing a "sorry" and yah, it hurts too much..

Ano ba mahirap na umamin, bakit kailangan magsinungaling just to protect my mentalhealth. Nagagalit ako ngayon sa lahat ng nangyare, sa aksidente, sa kasamahan mo, lalo na sa pakiramdam n parang niloko rin ako sa hindi pagsabi ng totoo, i even asked before, pero sinabi mo na wala lang.. ewan. Sirang sira n naman mental health ko.

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#81:200 - Mångata by  If You Leave Showcase

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My today...

Hatid sa bata, punta makati, punta PAL, pasok sa office sa alabang, uwi ng Batangas. What a day 🤷‍♀️

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Thank you Lord. Totoong totoo na. 😭😭😭

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Blessed. ❤🤍❤

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Yung anxiety ko sobrang taas dahil sayo. Pagalawin mo naman ang baso please.

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Ayoko ng dumipende sayo. 💔💔😭😭

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Kailan kaya talaga tayo magiging FULLY OKAY? 🤔

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Dear Anxiety, why are you coming back.

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Lets keep going mahal. Bigyan mo ko ng lakas sa panahong pinanghihinaan n ako ng loob. Ksama kita sa journey kong to.

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Issues? Hahahahaha. More!!!!!! 🤣🤣🤣

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As part of my medication, need ko muna umiwas sa reason why im having my anxiety/depression. So ilang linggo na akong hndi pumpunta sa bahay nila jayson at sakanya. Pero this past few days. Para akong nilalamon ng trauma ko. Paulit ulit sa utak ko ung nangyare, detalyadong detalyado sa utak at isip ko. Ilang araw na. Kht magtake ako ng gamot, wala pa rin. 😭😭😭

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At humantong ako sa point na need na ako bigyan ng doctor ko ng ganitong gamot para ayusin muna ang mental health ko, bago itreat yung ibang sakit, kasi hindi ako magffunction ng maayos kung magulo yung mental health ko.

Hi, for 200days 😢

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Im having a hard time making my Statement of Purpose for my Student Visa application in Canada, maybe becoz i really dont know bakit ko tinuloy despite na alam kong mahina ako. Mahina loob ko. I dont know how to answer, "what is your purpose in studying in Canada" When the main reason is you, youre the one who want this. This is your dream, and we both planned this for our future, Pero wala ka na. So whats my purpose of going there, pero wala e, i already started this, and need to move on, kahit ang hirap, thinking that after a year of leaving me without any goodbyes, i also have to say goodbye for the meantime to continue your dreams, alone. and still kinikimkim ko yung regrets ko na sana.. sana.. sana lang tlga.. 😭