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Was gonna eat and break my fast (just reached 24 hours)

Then weighed myself and saw I'm now at 99.2lbs 👀

Guess I'm going to bed hungry

#ana trigger #i want to be a skeleton #skinnnny #4n0r3x14 #tw ed diet #tw body check #ed fast

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Going to bed skinnier than when you woke up >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

#ana trigger #i want to be a skeleton #skinnnny #4n0r3x14 #ed fast

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My coworker just asked me why I never eat anything and only drink sparkling water

Bestie idk how to tell you this but.. it's the mental illness ❤️💋

#ana trigger #i want to be a skeleton #skinnnny #4n0r3x14 #tw ed diet #ed fast

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i need a cigarette with her number on it

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I don't want to be "MeNtAlLy StAbLe", I want to be skinny bitch!!!!!

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“Traumatized people chronically feel unsafe inside their bodies: The past is alive in the form of gnawing interior discomfort. Their bodies are constantly bombarded by visceral warning signs, and, in an attempt to control these processes, they often become expert at ignoring their gut feelings and in numbing awareness of what is played out inside. They learn to hide from their selves.”

— Bessel van der Kolk, The Body Keeps the Score: Brain, Mind, and Body in the Healing of Trauma

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cuddling but with my titty in his mouth >

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Day 4

I fasted for 14 hours and then I broke :(, not happy about it but I'll do better today

Starting this today :)

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pangur is the only thing stopping me from adopting one of these crusty white grandma dogs. I dont know why they call to me so strongly, or why they’re always 9+ years old. I don’t think they have a larval form, I think they spawn pre-aged with their eyes pre-crusted

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I only feel pretty when I'm skinny

#ana trigger #i want to be a skeleton #skinnnny #4n0r3x14 #ed fast #tw body check

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Day 3

I finished my fast at 41 hours! My bf made me eat afterwards and I kind of binged, but u don't feel as bad about it because I'm proud of how long I fasted for :)

Starting this today :)

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Day 2

Fasted all day, still going :)

Starting this today :)

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hm I think I will make the sims live like ants

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do you like me

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LOL

hey if you died right now whats your ghost outfit you cant change it be honest

#im so silly

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