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Chrissy Leigh
Just a girl, trying to become a woman. Enjoying life's beauty, and mystery. Through all the ups and downs.
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what the hell-avril lavigne.
one love-bob marley.
she will be loved-maroon 5.
haunted-taylor swift.
break even-the script.
the truth-kris allen.
what goes around comes around-justin timberlake.
castle walls-t.i feat christina aguilera.
california-metro station.
the curse of curves-cute is what we aim for.
more-usher.
check yes juliet-we the kings.
the cave-mumford & sons.
i just had sex-the lonely island ft. akon.
100 years to live-five for fighting.
baby got back-sir mix-a-lot.
collide-howie day.
rolling in the deep-adele.
for the first time-the script.
jar of hearts-christina perri.
written in the stars-tinie tempah ft eric turner.
newport living-cute is what we aim for.
s & m-rihanna.
la la-ashlee simpson.
your man-josh turner. or scotty mccreery. (;
the ballad of mona lisa-panic! at the disco.
rumour has it-adele.
words i never said-lupe fiasco ft skylar grey.
without you-rent.
love like woe-the ready set.
on the floor-jennifer lopez ft pitbull.
i need a doctor-dr. dre ft eminem and skylar grey.
start it up-lloyd banks ft kanye west, swizz beatz, ryan leslie and fabolous.
look at me now-busta rhymes, chris brown & lil wayne.
embrace the martian-kid cudi.
all of the lights-kanye west ft rihanna, kid cudi, fergie, elton john and alicia keys.
get outta your mind-lil jon.
moment for life-nicki minaj ft drake.
friday-rebecca black. (; hahaha.
how to save a life-the fray.
because you live-jesse mccartney.
fire burning-sean kingston.
roll up-wiz khalifa.
in the end-linkin park.
the show goes on-lupe fiasco.
keep floatin-mac miller ft wiz khalifa.
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fall means change.
It’s just interesting you know? How you can fell so pulled in so many different directions. How you can have so many different emotions floating all around inside us. I am just one person, one person made up of a billion cells I guess that means I can have a billion emotions, feelings, secrets. It’s not even that I have secrets I feel like I am a pretty honest person. I like time to myself but I love time with others I sit alone for too long and I start to think too much. I think about how I am living my life and if it’s the way I am supposed to. I think about all the people who have come in and out of my life. Friendships and relationships. And sometimes I feel like each one of those is such a weight I carry. It’s like they all taught me something but I can’t really let go of people. They stick around, especially in my heart. We call have that first love and I think I had that once. Nut the crazy part is I know I could never go back or be with that person. The past is the past, and how I am supposed to forgive someone who put me in the happiest points in my life and then turned around and put me in the worst? The lesson I carry in my heart, that it can be deceived. That I can try to follow my heart but sometimes it’s not the right part of my molecular structure to follow.
Sometimes I have these images that flash=h into my head about how I might die, what it might look like. Who might be there? If it will be tragic or timed. It’s not that I am suicidal or anything I think it’s all their souls I carry with me from the hospital. I mean I walk in that building that unit and you can just feel the heaviness and the joy. It’s like when you stick your hand out the window. If you put it flat the wind goes above and under and there is no force. But then once you turn your hand up, it flings you backwards. I feel like my life does that sometimes. Flings me backward. Or maybe I do it to myself. Can someone do that to themselves? I think about how will be holding my hand in the end, will it be children of min or my parents? Will I be married? Who will fight back tears and standing reading their eulogy about how I lived life serving others and always had a smile on my face? Sometimes I think its fall that makes me think like this, It holds so much significance in my life. Change. For the better or for the worst I am still trying to figure that part out.
I wonder what a book would be like if someone wrote my thoughts and feelings and interactions every day. Would it be a top seller? Is there enough drama? Enough pain with triumph?
I don’t get what makes me so wanted. I am friendly because sometimes I hope that I will have someone who can be there for me instead of this blinking bar, but I am almost too scared to open and tell anyone my actual thoughts because I don’t think other people would understand. That’s one of my biggest fears; being misunderstood. I don’t try to have a shield or a face/mask I put on but how can you tell people anything if you aren’t positive they won’t judge me or they have their own mask of their own?
It’s just terrifying. Life in general. But I am happy some days and lately they are more than bad. .I am thankful for that
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never thought i would be here.
so its been forever since I have been on here. Especially since my computer can't handle all the graphics of tumblr. There has been so many new changes in my life. I remember when this was my vent page, a place where I never felt judged, I never felt like others were going to pity me here. I am so thankful I found a place like this.
SO love life, the man I used to write all about on here. He's almost completely out of the picture now. I know I don't love him anymore...well I am not IN LOVE with him. I will always care about him but I know for a fact that I will never be able to be back with him. Thank him for showing me what I wanted out of a man and defiantly what I did not want. We are starting to be civil but we don't talk very often and im finding im okay with that now. I have a new man. He is amazing, he makes me feel alive again. I haven't felt this way since that last guy two years ago. hes a military man who doesn't boust about it and treats me well, open hearted, caring, and loves me for me. I am excitied to see where things go.
I miss my college friends more than anything lately, I am trying to buy/rent a house right now and I loved it better when life was more about the next walking dead episode was or who was going to buy the wine for the heart to heart. those are the days. I miss them. both the people and the times.
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i wish I had a butt like that!
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