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eviction 🗿

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Cyno was a beaming highlight for me during this event.

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Exploring Sumeru's desert with Alhaitham & Kaveh

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The biggest screamer... 😟

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I think as I get older the toughest pill to swallow is how much my family sucks. I don’t know why I try to force myself in places that I’m clearly not wanted in. I’m just sick of trying for people who clearly don’t have my best interests at heart. Im tired of being called needy or being told that they feel forced to hang out with me.

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xion and namine should look different from kairi

so me being me made redesigns

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No thoughts.

Only Jeane-Pierre Gibrat illustration of women.

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Day 3422 - 30 December 2022

🥪☕

.//projectTiGER

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Oh and add fuck you to the list

Men will be the only ones to buy you flowers, hold your hand, give you a matching ring, kiss your forehead, make out with you, call you beautiful, say they want to make you happy AND WILL STILL NOT DATE YOU?!

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I just hate how I can’t get over a person normally, like I always have to hate them when in actuality I don’t hate them I hate how they act. Like there’s a guy I love that I don’t think he loves me back or he doesn’t love me back the same way and it hurts me and kills me so much on the inside because I can’t stand the thought of being without him. And he’s my best friend too that’s the fucked up part. Like have you ever had nightmares of the person you love being with someone else? It’s crazy and fucked up that even in my dreams he haunts me. And tonight he was being such an asshole to me and I don’t know why and I told him how I felt and he apologized because he’s stressed but I hate that I’m at the point where I’m starting to resent him because I don’t want to resent him I love him so much but I resent the fact that I can never be with him and I hate it so much it makes me want to die.

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Maybe it’s because I’m on my period and I haven’t taken my meds yet but everything just feels so meaningless. I feel like I’ve been going through so much and I’m always there for everyone else but no one’s there for me and I don’t know what to do. I don’t even think anyone would care if I died

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I don’t remember the last time I felt so helpless but I kind of just want to die and start over

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Who should I talk to if I’m at the point in my life where I’m ready to k*ll myself?

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🌸𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕡𝕪 𝕞𝕚𝕜𝕦 𝕕𝕒𝕪!!🌸

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pastries that live in my head rent free ( ˘͈ ᵕ ˘͈♡)