cidnangarlond

[cidnangarlond]

I get my phone tomorrow and still need $70! anything helps! <3

making a new post for this since the old one was getting a bit long but, my phone is completely broken. I'm not going to be able to get a new one for a few days, and I've been told before I get it I need to get a phone case for it, which will be this one. I also have bills to pay and $10 in my bank account and a doctor's appointment on wednesday where my meds will get refilled and I need to pay for those. photo of phone taken with my laptop webcam as proof. any amount helps!

ppal: FSTsierra

cshapp: $SierraDawnbreak

ko-fi: eastofhollywood

$20/$100

[cidnangarlond]

making a new post for this since the old one was getting a bit long but, my phone is completely broken. I'm not going to be able to get a new one for a few days, and I've been told before I get it I need to get a phone case for it, which will be this one. I also have bills to pay and $10 in my bank account and a doctor's appointment on wednesday where my meds will get refilled and I need to pay for those. photo of phone taken with my laptop webcam as proof. any amount helps!

ppal: FSTsierra

cshapp: $SierraDawnbreak

ko-fi: eastofhollywood

$20/$100

[cidnangarlond]

i'll always have a great love for hol horse no matter how many years removed i am from jojo. sorry. he's everything to me he is still on my keychain

#and his figurine is still... somewhere. in my room. in his box. in another box. but here's here #i miss him............................................ sits down on the ground all sad like

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normal people hearing Hall and Oates’ “I Can’t Go For That(No Can Do)”: hm, what a funky song. fun me and 408k other people:

#hol horseeeeeee I love you forever baby

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not going anywhere btw. even if years from now this site has gone under i will still be wandering the wastes like those chernobyl animals. #bitch

[cidnangarlond]

making a new post for this since the old one was getting a bit long but, my phone is completely broken. I'm not going to be able to get a new one for a few days, and I've been told before I get it I need to get a phone case for it, which will be this one. I also have bills to pay and $10 in my bank account and a doctor's appointment on wednesday where my meds will get refilled and I need to pay for those. photo of phone taken with my laptop webcam as proof. any amount helps!

ppal: FSTsierra

cshapp: $SierraDawnbreak

ko-fi: eastofhollywood

$20/$100

[cidnangarlond]

was scrolling a blog and saw someone saying the only people who harassed predstrogen were photography mathew and terfs, and i'd like to remind you that predstrogen was also being mass harassed by "transandrophobia is real" losers and as soon as her blog was deleted, transandrodorks took advantage to make up accusations of her of sexual harassing them and of being sexual with minors (the ceo even followed a blogger saying that). i think it's important not to ignore the incredibly violent transmisogyny of all groups who targeted her, and that includes the transmascs who worked with terfs to make a woman's like hell.

#transmisogyny

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This bloodbath has gone on for far too long. At the start of this aggression, the school year had barely just started. The academic year ends in just a month. Everyone, from first graders to university seniors, have lost an entire year at least. I say at least considering even if there is a ceasefire today, Israel had destroyed literally all universities in Gaza and damaged over 400 schools. Lest we forget also Israel's deliberate targeting of university professors and academics.

You absolutely cannot mistake the intent behind all of this.

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hellooo making a new post for April, lots of stuff to cover and start saving up for aside from the usual rent expenses and trying to pay off credit card balance (i have not made a dent in it since the last couple of posts / months so it's still roughly $655)

rent, due by May 3rd - $600

credit card - $655

medical evaluations (including tilt table test) - $800

i am trying to get on cash assistance for disability but since i have been overseas up until last year, i have no relevant medical records here. and due to my family's abuse and neglect and general medical gaslighting, i don't have anything from other places ive lived either. i am starting from scratch and pursuing medical testing and treatment as a poor disabled woc with past trauma is incredibly daunting, to say the least

anything extra will go towards building an emergency fund and a relocation fund so i can start planning to move somewhere more wheelchair accessible as my disabilities continue to progress and make the need for one more and more difficult and dangerous to continue putting off. i don't see this happening til the next 2-3 years but i NEED to be able to start saving now, as my health can be very unpredictable. it hasn't landed me in urgent care yet but i will be woefully unprepared for that if it happens anytime soon and that's a big stressor on my shoulders

i have talked before about stress of any kind being a trigger for my chronic pain and fatigue, which makes the community support all the more vital to my survival and safety. it also helps me stay in a decent condition to be an emotional and social support to my girlfriend, and gives me more brain space to map out a more sustainable future for myself.

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rent, due by May 3rd - $600

credit card - $655

medical evaluations (including tilt table test) - $800

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anything extra will go towards building an emergency fund and a relocation fund

ppal pool (i definitely don't expect to meet goal by the time it's set to expire but it does have an overview of my situation thus far if you need that info)

normal ppal link

please share and don't tag this with anything other than for accessibility purposes !! thank you for the ongoing support, genuinely wouldn't still be here without it 🥹🫶

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My hot take is that actually food allergies are a disability and more people need to realize that. The amount of research people with food allergies have to do when they want to go visit places but arent sure if they’ll have access to any food there is insane. Allergy friendly food is almost ALWAYS incredibly expensive in stores bc of all those fucking fad diets that like yoga instructors and middle age soccer moms make popular. And on top of the price, it is so hard to FIND! Almost evrry grocery store ive been to has a tiny ass allergy section that is almost always near empty. Plus what about people who don’t have the money to pay 10$ for a loaf of bread? You go to starbucks and non-dairy milks are like 70 cents extra? People are definitely out there buying and eating stuff that is destroying their digestive systems because they have no other choice. I am begging people to stop pretending that catering to people’s food allergies is elitist and not worth is. We need to make these options openly available.

#prev it is. my friend ellie (hi ellie if you see this) has celiac's and she's told me about how expensive it is and how hard it is to find #gluten free stuff sometimes. a lot of stuff she and her family made from scratch and their house to ensure that like #they don't accidentally get anything with gluten in it

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making a new post for this since the old one was getting a bit long but, my phone is completely broken. I'm not going to be able to get a new one for a few days, and I've been told before I get it I need to get a phone case for it, which will be this one. I also have bills to pay and $10 in my bank account and a doctor's appointment on wednesday where my meds will get refilled and I need to pay for those. photo of phone taken with my laptop webcam as proof. any amount helps!

ppal: FSTsierra

cshapp: $SierraDawnbreak

ko-fi: eastofhollywood

$20/$100

[cidnangarlond]

good sensations can sometimes be extreme, and i know i personally enjoy a good few of those, so i wanted to know which of these types of pain are the most commonly enjoyed :)

basically my question is. am i such a touch deprived weirdo that i'll enjoy fucked up sensations no one else likes or am i normal

#flossing my teeth so hard my gums bleed. it feels good sorry!

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Wayner villainy moodboard

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#rockin 38ddd boss

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if anyone new here is concerned about this whole thing being a scam, the first pic is me and my SDit as a puppy last spring, the second pic is me a couple days ago with megace, a cancer drug that increases appetite to treat cachexia in very sick people. just one of several new specialty medications i take now, lol. the second pic has been edited to redact my personal information. the difference in how i look is substantial, at least to me. for anyone who needs more info in private, i can provide evidence of medical tests, care, meds, bills, whatever; can provide evidence of all that other shit with my car, family, service dog in training, etc too. i'm not okay, lol, and i'm not keen on dying before i even get to see the specialized oncologist. just the newest of many very cool tricks gd loves to play on eden 👍

venmo: enimi / cashapp: $stoat / paypal.me/stoat / i also have Wise as an option for international transfers

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anyway I think certain market board items shouldn't cost as much as they do

trying to find something cute on eorzea collection for the hannish wool autumn shirt that won't cost an arm and a leg WILL EVERYONE STOP SHOWING ME THEIR PUSSIES IN GLAMOURS !!! wish I could filter out the 2B bottoms in glams I've HAD IT. GET CREATIVE