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I want to find my Blue Side...

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So I make like snippets of the "Nabi's" storyline and I finally gave her a boy and he's like this really pinterest-artsy dude, who like LPs, flowers and reading. He bloody handsome like the sharp frat boy like hut he's quiet manly too. Haven't named him yet but he's an actively travelling art journalist. When they're together, she's smiling with Doe eyes and no longer with those sexy siren eyes (maybe not not always) but yes a snippet of happy time for her...

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I wanna combust but I also don't wanna stress myself out...

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If I disappeared would my sister feel anything?...

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I thought of like a romantic line for a fantasy book, chapter opening- "thier images were pasted into the leaves of the lilies and glowed as the rain fell"..

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Fuck...

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I wish to forget anxiety giving things, but then I realise it is not as easy as there are people suffering with mental illnesses trying to forget things... I just hate the uneasiness, even whil I go home... I could be a better person, cuz it was my fault but still....

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I should learn how to minimalize and keep to myself...

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I feel like I overtalk and overshare unnecessarily....

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There are times when I am with people and that my words with them are given the importance of a child in an adult's conversation. It makes me feel as though why am I even here like will it even be a difference if I weren't here? A question I've been thinking off for a long time...

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This Song, windy night, an open balcony door, my Sketchbook and me...

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So I have daydream group right- "CLEMENTINE". So these are 5 girls and my main focus is on thier leader- Nabi. So all complexities of her story aside that I keep changing due to like my bloody unstable emotions, I created a short love experience for her but with a woman, I was like "DID MY UNINTENTIONAL DAYDREAM AWOKE MY INNER ATTRACTION TO THIS LOV3 I CREATED AND WHAT IS THAT MAKING ME"??! Like ngl I had been smiling for the entire foreplay in my mind and I had like a character inspiration too (Moon Ga Young's character in Revanant-haven't watched the show but like saw clips) and now I'm just idk what my state of confusion is but I really am in love with vibe inside my head <3...

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"Hey beautiful, want to go to a cinema and hold hands in the dark?" -When I Fly Towards You...

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Revenge my ass, if only I did take revenge on you...

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Revenge my ass, if only I did take revenge on you...

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Every moment is a unique piece of the jigsaw puzzle of our lives. But what happens if we end up losing an important piece of it?

First Love: Hatsukoi 1.01 “When the Lilacs Bloom”

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Learnt something new on Pinterest- easing pain because of boobs is called iboobprofien...