so fucking hungry but i cant. force anything down my throat
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crowded ass airport inhale coca cola into my lungs coughing fit oh my god put me down !!
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oh matt we're really in it now
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>decide to actually do art like ive been wanting to for months and months but havent been able to
>find reference pic
>get art program all set up
>grab tablet and pen
>plug tablet into computer
>tablet doesnt fucking work anymore
>
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feels sick. like head achey body achey warm dissociative sick. lay in bed and sleep for hours and hours sick. oh my god does my back hurt from laying but i cant stand up without feeling like im about to black out
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back hurts so bad i feel like im gonna vomit
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and the guy sitting next to me is talking with his mouth full and i can hear the food slopping around in his mouth and im like how do you get to the age of fuckin 50 or whatever and still be so fucking disgusting
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not gonna cry in the cafe not gonna cry in the cafe again not gonna cry in front of karl again not gonna do it im literally normal and fine and nothing is wrong
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want smoke still so scared
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theres a lot of yelling and banging on the walls outside and i know im safe in here and it has nothing to do with me but what if they break in and bad things happen :(((((
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theyre gonna drive me fucking insane
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hopefully when this passes the pain will subside some but. oh god
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started my fucking period im literally gonna kms
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i want chicken mcnuggets :(
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the only thing worse than having to leave early is crying in front of karl and michael. like hey im already in excruciating pain let me make myself look like a pathetic loser idiot about it too
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