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franz rogowski in passages (2023) dir. ira sachs

#cuntiest film ive seen in a while as much as it made me want to rip my hair out #passages #ira sachs #film <3

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when life has no meaning n u feel hopeless u must turn to russian literature to tell u to kill yourself

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All of Us Strangers (2023) // dir. Andrew Haigh

#all of us strangers #andrew haigh #film <3

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save me lesbian looking 80s actress with curly dark hair and strong bone structure. save me.

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"You make my world so much bigger and I'm wondering if I do the same for you..."

Past Lives (2023) dir. Celine Song

#past lives #celine song #film <3

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#gael garcía bernal #film <3

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why would you NOT want to write in your books. give me a single good reason. do u not love her.... literally annotate your books and dog eat those pages immediately

#probably a typo but yk what i am dog eating those pages sometimes....

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Lino Brocka - Manila in the Claws of Light (1975)

#manila in the claws of light #lino brocka #film <3

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hey. don't cry. love to be found in all the small & inconsequential things of the world

#starting to remember why i went no contact w my ex T_T something about them. they bring out my cynical side #when really i just went out for a walk & waved hi to a cute baby & pet a stray cat & life was full of love again #need to remind myself of the people & things that bring me joy not the ones that make me miserable #personal <3

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Too Rough (2022) // dir. Sean Lionadh

#too rough #sean lionadh #film <3

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the holdovers (2023) playlist because this film has not left my mind for a SINGLE second since i watched it

#tiny ode to the prof i was ranting about last night as well. iykyk #the holdovers #alexander payne #film <3 #music <3

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just jerked off and killed myself but im feeling better now can we still go on a walk tonight

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Manila in the Claws of Light (1975), dir. Lino Brocka

#manila in the claws of light #lino brocka #film <3

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i really want to kill myself just one time to know how it feels to get all the way there. something orgasmic about suicide if you have failed attempts in the past

#tw sui attempt #personal <3

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"What if this is a past life as well, and we are already something else to each other in our next life? Who do you think we are then?" PAST LIVES (2023) dir. Celine Song

#past lives #celine song #film <3

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this reminds me that my prof is actually one of the only few adults ive even come out to T_T

#ok technically im an adult too #but yk what i mean #people older than me and not within my peer group #lemme count the adults ive come out to tbh #1. my mom (went horribly and she pretends it never happened now) #2. my school counsellor (honestly did not help at all. she just kept asking me weird questions like how did i know i was queer) #not in a homophobic 'are you sure' way more of just #clearly someone who's never had to deal with queer depressed teens before so i guess she didn't know what to ask #3. prof. is that really it? bro i didn't know it was that few people #oh also btw not including queer people in this list obviously i know older queer people but why would i think before coming out to them #this is insane tho #personal <3

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and my dad doesn't even make it close to the list

#his biggest sin is thinking he knows me when boy he couldn't be further from the truth #my dad's also just AGH so irritating like the chauvinism w which he'll tell me that he knows everything about me #bro you don't even know im a lesbian just shut the fuck up already #personal <3