cloud9doll

[cloud9doll]

— Rainer Maria Rilke, from “I am praying again, Awesome One.”

[cloud9doll]

[cloud9doll]

I’m going to unlearn shame *bursts into tears and beats my head against a brick wall*

[cloud9doll]

Columbia University students at the Gaza solidarity encampment reading Wisam Rafeedie's The Trinity of Fundamentals and Ghassan Kanafani's The Revolution of 1936–1939 in Palestine (ph. Ian Bartlett).

[cloud9doll]

I hate work I should be at the (remembers I don't want to go to the club) the imagination

[cloud9doll]

I need to (remembers to not make casual suicide jokes in order to encourage a more outwardly positive mindset and healthy conversational environment in my day to day life) kill myself

[cloud9doll]

Night Walk, Franz Wright | Calvin and Hobbes | Tuesday, Alex Dimitrov

[cloud9doll]

now that i am a real adult i am starting to realise. media lied to me about the availability of rooftops to go hang out on. every day i wish i could be hanging out on a rooftop somewhere looking cool as fuck

[cloud9doll]

Line of rocks, made by a neighborhood child, spotted on my walk home

[cloud9doll]

i miss when actors all had normal human teeth

[cloud9doll]

sorry i cant hang out i forgot how to mimic human like behaviour

[cloud9doll]

"Stay at home girlfriend" You are a human pet to him, a cat he can fuck, I never see tiktok/youtube stay at home girlfriends writing novel, traveling and playing video games or any fun exciting leisure activities you can do without a job. They aren't taking advantage of these rich loser men, they are all cooking instagramable green meals, cleaning, exercising on treadmills like hamsters and performing lengthy boring beauty rituals. Girl you have a wealthy benefactor and you are unemployed, become obsessed with videogames, make a indie film on his dime, write a genius manifesto, and gain 50 pounds and see if he won't kick you out. He wants your life empty and curated around him. Soon you'll started being driven mad by that pesky yellow wallpaper.

[cloud9doll]

[cloud9doll]

[cloud9doll]

Oh, Kafka, we’re really in it now …

[cloud9doll]

guy tries to toss a cigarette on the ground but the ground parries it and it flies back into his mouth and he solemnly continues to smoke it

[cloud9doll]

Mary Shelley’s Frankenstein manuscript.