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me @ myself: maybe u should try not to depend so much on validation and attention from others because u really let it dictate your mood and it’s so unhealthy

me: huh. interesting. anyway whom here loves me

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Do you ever just go wow I have a lot of repressed anger

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Of course I am arrogant, you radiate insecurity.

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Sorry I robbed you, it’s on account of who I am as a person.

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Is anybody else obsessed with understanding how others perceive you like… who am I in your lives… what kind of person am I… a friend of mine told me once that I’m mysterious and I was like ??????!???)????

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my entire life is just a test to see if i’ll commit suicide or homicide first

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hating yourself while also believing you're better than god himself is cluster b culture

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*spends all of my time alone* perfect! but why am i crazy

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UPEH

As requested, here’s my “ASPD MBTI”.

Each individual fits into one side of each pair.

1) Successful / Unsuccessful

CEO, leader type vs (both) criminal record, openly violent type

2) Active / Passive

Always enacting a plan, actively manipulates vs reacts only/mostly after provocation, doesn’t care for exploiting others if there is no current need

3) Escapist / Realist

Takes drugs vs prefers not to

4) Apathetic / Hostile (outside reactions)

Shrugs things off, doesn’t care vs boils over, easily made angry

For example, out of this I am SPRH

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me when i get a taste of my own personality thru someone else:  GOD i can not STAND them

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requested by artemis-personified

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Me, talking about my moral compass:

My therapist:

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happy halloween and happy birthday to the best jerma video

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i couldn’t find one so i decided to make a masterpost for ppl with narcisisstic personality disorder like me!

unbiased information

* DSM-5 checklist of symptoms

* mayoclinic info

* list of narcissistic traits

* overt vs covert narcissism

* empathy test

* npd community terminology

* how to self-dx effectively

need attention?

* automatic compliments

* anonymously vent and receive support

* a place for others to confess their crushes on you

* how to make people instantly like you

* how/where to make friends

* online crisis chat (and another one too)

when the narc crash hits

* interactive self care guide

* a place to put those gross intrusive thoughts

* how to cope with loneliness

* dealing with self-hatred

* create confidence

* how to take criticism

* help with intrusive thoughts

* international suicide hotlines

         * how to call a helpline 

* dealing with anger and impulsivity

* how to calm down / stop splitting

underlying problems

* resources for abuse victims/survivors

* strategies for counteracting negative emotions

* how to open up to your therapist

* managing stress

* how to apologise

some good & relevant blogs

* @thatnpdfeel

* @narcissisticabuse

* @that-npd-feel

* @pddating

* @pdpittyparty

* @pridefulsuggestion

* @narcissistic-suggestion

miscellaneous

* make art by writing what you’re afraid to say out loud

* most popular npd playlists on 8tracks / my personal fave

* hobbies in case u wanna be good at something new

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being god's personal jester is tough sometimes but i am nothing if not committed to my job