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Y’all ever cry so hysterically that you start to hyperventilate

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I don’t know what to do. I have so much fear of getting older and never having experienced anything because of my mental illness. I have so much fear of the future and expectations of life and I just want to get away from it all. I feel like I’ve failed at everything in this life.

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I just want it all to go away: the pain, the anxiety, the constant thoughts, the endless nights, this insistent ache of loneliness and the feeling of waking up and have to get through another day. I just want it all to be over.

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I’m so ashamed of myself because I know i should be better but I have no idea how to get there

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I know I need to move on and get over things but I cant stop wishing to un-live so many moments and to be good enough for the people I need to learn to stop loving

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“He loved me, just not enough. And I loved him, too much.”

— 12 Word Story - Jess Amelia

[come-as-you-are154]

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i am not enough and it’s eating me alive

[come-as-you-are154]

“You’re young. You don’t know why you do things. But there’s always a reason.”

Palo Alto (2013) dir. Gia Coppola