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Honestly it’s both incredibly sexy of me and completely unfair, how easily I get wet.

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I want a girl to fuck me so hard I want a girl to suck on my nipples and finger my pussy I want a girl to sit on my face while I touch myself I want a girl to eat me out while I pull on her hair I want a girl to rub pussies with until we cum together

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jet // citizen 

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It’s not their fault. I said yes. I just regret it. I regret all of it.

#after it was over I just remember being paralyzed. i couldn’t move. i wish i could have. i wish I could have cried #but that would have proved logan right. and in that moment I couldn’t lose her. i had to prove that I wasn’t a mistake. #i was cold and naked and violated. and so confused. #I regret all of it.

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🤪😅😂

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Made a ✨meme✨

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3:14am feels amirite 👊😔

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I really feel like 2020 was my last year of it being socially acceptable to be a virgin and to be unloved or undesired. like in 27 days I'll be 22 and i will have never done anything romantic with anyone. And i had so many grand plans for 2020 like I was finally going to be able to go out to bars and i was really going to try to hit the tinder game hard and finally feel like i was worth something and able to give someone something of myself and i wanted to be able to do that for someone and I just feel like my whole projected trajectory has been so severely stunted i just don't know what to do. and its not like this is ending ya know like if we're lucky we'll all be vaccinated by next summer. But thats another 7-9 months away. And i just feel so stupid, like why did i come here, why did i move my whole fucking life to eugene. i can't do anything and i don't have any friends and i work at fucking walmart. I don't know what i want to do in school and i don't know what i want to do in life and i'm just feel....stunted.

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one day this might hurt me less, but everybody knows im still down

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hmmmmm do i try to go to bed now even though im hungry amd wake up skinnier or do i eat and ruin my current fast....all the options.....

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Vampyros Lesbos (Jesus Franco, 1971)

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ft willz………….… … .. I have to go