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happy birthday to him im still not normal

xyx scratches such an itch in my brain, he’s such a fantastic character. i think, the fact that team’s initial xyx write up being straight up platonic really just adds to the charm of it for me. 

i just really appreciate that his route is about asserting personal boundaries, and how he, while still maintaining good friendships online has this distinct divide between his online life and offline one. he’s warm and easy going, but still so wary. i  just, i like  that he’s a lot more withdrawn than he lets on. he’s been burned before, he’s jokey and fun and light  hearted and absolutely fumbles when met with patience and genuine kindness. 

i don’t know, i just i really like how he feels like a friend. it’s different when he joke flirts and  when he actually  flirts. it doesn’t feel scary, or anything. it’s just. it’s so nice. he’s so nice. and like he’s pretty, and he has freckles, and im stupid bc i love career oriented ppl who are hard workers who still know how to have fun. i like ppl who make me want to work hard to meet their level. he’s a risk taker, which at worst could be bella swan ala new moon just trying to feel, but also just. he’s out there touching rocks and jumping into the ocean, we love that bro. 

and i just. the entire bit of cat?? cat helpign enforce self care for xyx?? *chef’s kiss* perfection. idk, he’s so functionally unfunctional, and idk having a pet rlly helps.. his worry and concern over cat. 

the way xyx never feels like he can truly be himself and let loose?? he has to choose his words carefully for work, he chooses his words carefully around friends because he doesn’t want to be a serious guy. he’s always swapping between  those, so finding  people (toaster, salo, even you the player) he can actually fully relax around  is really good??  

i feel like i have more but im gonna shut up i need to finish my accounting stuff  whatever!! bloomic is  fun!! it’s cool!! it’s such a neat exploration in what modern dating and meetcutes really are these days, and the fact that the cast is in  their mid to late twenties makes it all the more better. reminded  me a lot of my own experiences, but like better?? LMFAO.  it was a very kind game to play, it’s been really comfy to  replay

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should do a quest drabble i’llll brainstorm

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WRONG ACCOUNT SCREECH

the way adonia ai is going to make me so insane.

because yes, we can talk about losing a loved one and having them digitally live on through the blueprint and maps of their web and social media history. but oh, oh i am a sucker for a coworker ensemble and team meetings and shared outlook calendars and AGILE (a ghost isn’t lost ever) methodologies

honestly i am a tired office worker who is looking forward to discover other office workers

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cannot wait for adoai bc my current bloomic coping headcanons are commiserating w the LIs (xyx) about work and billable hours

#my bf xyx blooming panic will get me

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Twitter failed the last round, but I'll take a 1/4 win

#robo doesn’t even know how insane this one made me. #everytime i see you its a beautiful little memory. but you don’t feel the same when you see me.’ #YOU TYPE THAT IN TWITTER AND PLAGUE MY THOUGHTS #ghhhhhh #there is just something about it that i want to articulate but i cant rn #bc working fifty+ hour weeks does something to ur brain #AdoAI team coming for my ass once more awful #stares at my breakup playlist on spotify for five thousand hears

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I overuse ellipsis so much it's because of my pensive nature...

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you could take the bloomic cast to a maggie rogers concert and fall deeper in love okay

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UGH bloomic us really so real and true to not only just niche online communities but also just i can see bits and pieces if my homies in the cadence, tone and feelings… im biting my arm thinking about how good the writing is passing away irl

#this was not meant to be a bloomic account we r just here now i guess

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writing a toaster fic about my insane ffxiv experiences

#u play a game for 5+ years u meet ppl.

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lately i think i have such a big vn otome craze bc im like more actively thinking about dating??? not that im actively looking, but in the sense i wouldn’t immediately shut you down. and i think vns are a good way to like examine that concept and its neat replaying old otomes and playing new ones realizing how different i am towards characters and the people i like

but idk its weird i have so many thoughts on this subject its weird to explain i am just processing my brain through writing fanfiction being in ur uhh late mid-late twenties hit’s different

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writing a new bloomic fic this weekend mb xyx insanity loop

real rush hour madness

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entertainment lawyer xyx will u talk to me about real housewives gossip, go through BH and SLC for erika jayne and jen shah trials with me

but also just. housewives shenanigans.

#LISTEN WE LOVE BOOKS BUT I NEED TRASHY REALITY TV IN MY LIFE

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the way adonia ai is going to make me so insane.

because yes, we can talk about losing a loved one and having them digitally live on through the blueprint and maps of their web and social media history. but oh, oh i am a sucker for a coworker ensemble and team meetings and shared outlook calendars and AGILE (a ghost isn’t lost ever) methodologies

honestly i am a tired office worker who is looking forward to discover other office workers

#honestly if i thibk of it the charm of arknights to me is all the office divisions #UNRELATED BUT WHATEVER #i peek at the discord i stare at jerri i uh have no clue whats going on im just excited #adonia ai #IF IM GETTING IT ALL WRONG DONT LOOK AT ME

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lola and xyx bitching about billable hours on the grind so real so true

sorry im coping with my 9-5 knowing xyx is also dying

#me and my lawyer homies 🤝 FUCK BILLABLE HOURD #bloomic #do i even tag this

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notes: happy birthday toasty dude, i just. i think toaster should couple cosplay michel fata morgana. for me. (also grats toaster ur birthday is on patch day how freaking cute is that) They hold off on the usual coloring at your insistence. You bat your lashes, all sorts of ridiculous and beg them to be “you’re white hair anime boy.” Toaster lets out a loose laugh at that, nervous and flattered all at once. ( “Honey, is it not enough to do cosplay matchies in ffxiv?”) Just a one time deal, because frankly, you’d be lost without the pink staining your bathroom sink and tower of Olaplex stacked for the shower.  The pink fades from a soft sunset to a softer blonde, but Toaster still insists on getting it touched up at the salon, despite your insistence to let it be. “I’ll love you white haired anime boy or not!”  “Remember that when I make bad static glamour decisions.” Toaster says, kissing your temple.  You kiss him back, waving him off with a smile. “Don’t worry, I always blame Xyx for those.”  .  The white hair makes your breath catch. Toaster wraps his arms around you, their chin resting on your head. “So I’m your Michel, huh?” “Well, you’ll always be my Toaster, first.” You clasp their hand tightly, and beam up at them. “Baby, it’s actually killer when you’re cute like that.” He groans, burying into your neck, pulling you closer on their lap, before you could say even more embarrassing things. There’s a cozy silence between you two, wrapped up and cuddled, till Toaster let’s out a sleepy mumble. “You’re totally my Giselle.”

#MODERN AU RICH BOY SOFTWARE DEV MICHEL IS REAL LISTEN TOASTER TOASTER #nakedtoaster #blooming panic #bloomic #naked toaster #was gonna put a white hair scion joke #toasty with the estinien ponytail #someone please delight me #IM SORRY TOASTER I DO NOT READ UR TAG AS MUCH AND IT SHOWS :fuk: #my xyx blinders r so strong but toaster is such a sweetheart happy birthday bud #me toaster handshake at the amount of olaplex we both use #everything i write here is cringe n for me embarrassing bye

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xyx scratches such an itch in my brain, he’s such a fantastic character. i think, the fact that team’s initial xyx write up being straight up platonic really just adds to the charm of it for me. 

i just really appreciate that his route is about asserting personal boundaries, and how he, while still maintaining good friendships online has this distinct divide between his online life and offline one. he’s warm and easy going, but still so wary. i  just, i like  that he’s a lot more withdrawn than he lets on. he’s been burned before, he’s jokey and fun and light  hearted and absolutely fumbles when met with patience and genuine kindness. 

i don’t know, i just i really like how he feels like a friend. it’s different when he joke flirts and  when he actually  flirts. it doesn’t feel scary, or anything. it’s just. it’s so nice. he’s so nice. and like he’s pretty, and he has freckles, and im stupid bc i love career oriented ppl who are hard workers who still know how to have fun. i like ppl who make me want to work hard to meet their level. he’s a risk taker, which at worst could be bella swan ala new moon just trying to feel, but also just. he’s out there touching rocks and jumping into the ocean, we love that bro. 

and i just. the entire bit of cat?? cat helpign enforce self care for xyx?? *chef’s kiss* perfection. idk, he’s so functionally unfunctional, and idk having a pet rlly helps.. his worry and concern over cat. 

the way xyx never feels like he can truly be himself and let loose?? he has to choose his words carefully for work, he chooses his words carefully around friends because he doesn’t want to be a serious guy. he’s always swapping between  those, so finding  people (toaster, salo, even you the player) he can actually fully relax around  is really good??  

i feel like i have more but im gonna shut up i need to finish my accounting stuff  whatever!! bloomic is  fun!! it’s cool!! it’s such a neat exploration in what modern dating and meetcutes really are these days, and the fact that the cast is in  their mid to late twenties makes it all the more better. reminded  me a lot of my own experiences, but like better?? LMFAO.  it was a very kind game to play, it’s been really comfy to  replay

#blooming panic #bloomic #xyx brainrot continues #SORRY HE JUST #blooming panic reminded me of a lot of boys it gave me warflashbacks but it also gave me xyx and toaster so #i was thinking about doing dating apps again but i rlly i rlly think i can only do friends 2 lovrs or i die #unrelated but this game got my heart fucked up #ty robo n the team for LIs 25-29...RLLY CATERED TO

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not me once again in xyx brainrot thinking about camping i am so violently ill

robo deep in the xyx tag talked about how xyx likes radio plays and would go on roadtrips w his family and im like just sitting here wondering how they managed to make xyx even more my type

idk how to do READ MORE on mobile forgive me

he rents out a camper van for you both. you sit on the passenger seat, feet kicking. “is there anything i can do to help?” you ask, shifting your weight to turn and face him.

he tweaks your nose, his eyes crinkling at your pout. “don’t worry love, it’s all set. i’m just checking on the power supply and battery. we’re going to be off grid for two days. i just want to make sure.”

“i didn’t know you were a car guy, xyx.” you tilt your head to get a better look at him. he laughs, “it’s not my first rodeo. we have an old VW camper back home, it’s parked further out back, so it makes sense you wouldn’t have seen it during the holidays.”

you turn back, and watch him work through the passenger mirror. when he slams the compartment shut, he eyes the contorted visor and strikes a pose. “can’t get enough of me doll, can you” a pleasant flush runs across his face when you answer genuinely. you have no right to be that adorable.

this is what the drive is like: radio plays and informative podcasts that you two spent the past few nights carefully curating. one of xyx’s hands is on the wheel, while the other is entangled in your own. you’re absentmindedly running circles on his hand, eyes closed, taking in the sunlight. there is a map in your side compartment, and a camera in your lap.

(and he’s seen you in many fits, but this feels different. this is not the glitz and glam, or the sweats and beadhead, or the business casual paired w a kiss out the door. it’s not just everyday casual, it’s your shoulders slacked, the way the sun kissed your hair, and most importantly the small smile graced across your lips. and its terrifying and comforting all at once, how he wants this moment forever. it’s different than you hugging him from the back of a motorcycle, but welcome and beloved all the same).

you don’t know much about camping, but he’s ecstatic to teach you. by the end of the night you were able to light their stove properly and set about preparing the meal the two of you brought. it’s thrilling to work in such a small space, shoulders bumping absolute no leg room. the van’s back doors are fully open, along with the side door allowing for maximum airflow. music is softly playing from the mini speakers you brought, and he takes small notice of the way your body sways to the beat of the song. (later that night he spins you around outside, it’s no soft tempo jazz or upbeat club music, but something valuable all the same).

he loves to see what you take pictures of. an oddly shaped tree, a rock that looks like a wizard hat, a strange bug thats a common pest you haven’t encountered yet. there’s something nostalgic about it, something about it that makes him want to show you the world if you’d let him.

that night when you both are curled up staring at the stars through the starlight. he presses a kiss to your temple. “hey, doll?”

“yeah?” god, your sleepy voice is adorable.

it doesn’t escape his notice that your hand is already reaching for his, at the sound of his voice. “how about when we both get home, we give my folks a call about bringing the old VW camper out of retirement?”

he squeezes your hand, grinning as he feels you return the gesture. yes, you’d like that very much.

#IM WATCHING SOLO CAMPING VIDEOS HAVING A PROBLEM #once again i think about dating but know it wont work out bc they wont be xyx blooming panic #WHATEVER THE DEVIL IS IN THE DETAILS IN THE TAG #i like xyx being able to do slower adventures and enjoy life with you #also like being able to relive childhood memories and rediscover anlot of old passions w u #how cool… u both just geek out and are excited #get to cook for another #im sleeping im crying dont percieve me bloomic fandom im out here insane #i have to get xyx out of my system i am not built for this #i want to hold his hand so bad