crowwithaslinky

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🥺 I wanna be those parents.

Was at the art museum earlier and i have a new favourite painting

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Reblog to let your followers know that despite your current obsession your previous obsessions still exist and are simply lying dormant until they awaken and strike again

#I dare you to mention fraggle rock in my presence

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OR when we plateau during long term efforts. For instance, my mother was in control of my diet for so long that I have only been skinny twice in my life and both of those were due to my health deteriorating. I have only recently started to lose weight healthily and I am stuck right at the line over into obese still (this is not pro ED, this is something that I had to do for my future) and all my brain keeps doing is going on and on about how I am failing and it is to little, not enough work, which leads into that dangerous realm of ED mindset, which again, is bad.

people say folks with adhd struggle with "delayed rewards" aka long term goals and as such we tend to focus more on short term rewards. what they don't talk about is that at when we Do accomplish long term goals we don't actually feel anything proportionate to the amount of work we did to achieve it. In my head I suffered for a while and then money spontaneously appeared in my bank account.

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... *signing up for apartments and doing background checks on my phone literally 5 minutes before seeing this post* huh... Guess I am Gen Z.

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you came back wrong and i am racked with guilt because i cannot bear to see you like this and i should have let you rest. i loved you so much that i defied death itself but i do not think either of us are happy

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Being pretty after a traumatizing life is like God giving you fruit after having an argument with you instead if apologizing. Sure, I am still traumatized, but at least now I am getting called beautiful and getting kisses while I cry.

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I hate to agree with anyone who would willingly use British slang, but like, I am American, watching shit go boom is part of the culture.

"if you ship this thing it's because you're too naïve to understand that it's toxic and that you wouldn't like a relationship like this" actually it's because I see one of them as a mentos drop and the other as a bottle of coke zero and I want to watch the mess they'll be together

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Oh, so it's not normal to randomly start having the symptoms of a nervous breakdown when everything is fine?

what do you mean normal people don’t get physically sick when they’re stressed out or when someone is mad at them

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Mythbusters have 3 categories of myths

the general public doesnt know how physics works

the general public doesnt know how lying works

oh crap this ones real

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I once broke a rule to help a guy, and corporate actually reviewed the tape like "this man doesn't deserve service, why would you pay for his stuff?" And I was like "I wanted him gone."

I didn't get in trouble and one old man cannot be an entitled toddler in my store. Call that a win win, and a warning the cesspool scum who would do that kinda thing 💖

If a worker who isn't the owner says ANYTHING similar to "I'm not really supposed to do this but-" and then does something that helps you, under no circumstances inform the business, including through reviews. You tell them that the worker was polite, professional, the very model of customer service and why you like to go there. You do not breathe a word of the rulebreaking.

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I wonder if people think the reason I go by Slink is cuz of my user, I should probably be clear, I was given the name Slink because I don't make noise do to being a toe walker for so long my feet are monster high doll shaped. I slink about.

I accidentally snuck up on a friend when I was 14 and scared him so much I got called a "Slinky Ass MotherFucker" and it stuck like epoxy.

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Could you grab my daughter?

descending into madness. y’all want anything?

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I was thinking about the history of Africa's continent (not a smart idea cuz I have really only a handful of conflicts, wars, mythos, and cultural movements across many countries and tribes) and I may have been smoking dabs, cuz you know, if I smoke I think about history.

Anyway, I stopped and said to myself:

"They really made the light skin mofos (Egyptians) deal with the fetus Italians (Romans)."

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"WhY dOn'T tHeY jUsT dO iT aNyWaY?" (This is a common sentiment in my life, you know, if you know it's because of your autism, why not counteract it)

I need y'all to understand that anytime I try to be included, I am dragged along with changed plans that were never changed to be later in the day. I am made to feel insane and insecure for noticing that I am left out. I am made to be treated as less than and ungrateful if I think it is unfair. If I came along like every allistic person would, I would be mocked.

Honestly, I have no friends. I have one or two coworkers who will be honest with me, but I can't be friends with people half a decade younger than me. That's creepy. I am sick of feeling immature and wrong and worthless all because not a single fucking rule I follow actually works.

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I should write a novel about a person cursed through no fault of their own and just lives life avoiding the curses effects. What is the curse?:

The longer a person spends with them, the more they start to hate them.

Idk, they say write what you know and I am the autistic eldest daughter of a narc who spent all of Highschool being poked and prodded till I reacted in a way that made their behavior justified.

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Or you are really good at writing and they want to support you, hence why my readers read my fluff stuff even tho many of them just came in hopes I would rewrite the bitch boy minotaur of the alien with the 4 arms, because they are degenerates that I love and judge in equal measure.

writing a fic in a completely different fandom than you usually do, and then still catching some of your regular likers in the kudos section is so wild to me

like- wait you also like this random obscure fandom?? we are so similar?? our tastes are superior??

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Lowkey, my life may have gotten better, but I am still dealing with my childhood and my family's choices. I know I was not insane for at least expecting an apology, I know they deserved me leaving, I know my grandpa is gonna leave my grandma and she will be homeless with my little brother soon more than likely...

And I don't care about that last part. As awful as it sounds, I do not care. I do not care if they no longer be wastes of space with shit takes (like how "black people should just comply" or "LavenderTowne is super toxic and judgemental and thinks her work is better than anyone else's" (no, Fool, that's you. You think you are better than everyone else, and you pretend to have anxiety so you can game and draw all day.)

I do not care. At the end of the day, I gave them over half a year of me being quiet and hiding in my room for them to muster one apology. And it wasn't like I was being subtle, I blatantly said "there were three of you and not one could at least text me back? No, fuck off until all of you can apologize." So fuck the racist cunts I called my grandparents, fuck the lazy fuck who will never grow up and the worthless bastard who wants to fuck them despite calling them Brother.

#family problems #family trauma #younger sibling #grandparents