daeluin

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typing and deleting and typing and deleting posts forever. i’m like the sisyphus of foblr

#i need to stare at a wall instead

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can't believe a man can't say i like men without having the label police on them questioning

#moreso if that man is non white #like that post about gay/queerness being reserved to whiteness??? yeargh #people will jump over hops to validate a white person's identity but pocs have to work thrise as hard to be acknowledged #<- this also goes to wrt gnc/not wanting to acknowledge a moc as femme & the intersection of race and gender representation #also that dumb skirt post #jesus im still so mad about that post #a white dude wears a skirt once on stage and bandom loses its mind. but god forbid another dude does it for ten years now & suddenly it #doesn't count bc the skirt is too long??? not skin thing????? lmao get fucked #just say it doesn't count until your favorite white guy does it and go

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ok no, i try not to get annoyed by what others say but there is a difference between people bending reality to delule themselves into making a straight woman queer just because they can't deal with liking a straight artist versus pointing out a man who has always presented himself as queer

#like i get so fucking angry when people say pete was faking being gay just to gain an audience like what???? #also just because he never put a label on himself that doesn't automatically exclude him from being queer/nonstraight #like as a guy who also doesn't label themselves i find it so fucking annoying #I hate gen z need for one to microlabel themselves at the first chance unless you get defaulted as cishet #like seriously fuck off #no one owes you a label and it's weird to demand others to label themselves

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man i miss playing destiny i need to log in

#but also i feel like i missed so much on the story and last time i got so fucking mad at a crucible match i turned off my computer and went #for a run to chill out lmao #the curse of loving a game but that game being a fps

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VANGUARD MEETING

#!!!!!! saladin call me up!!!!!! lord saladin im free!!!!!! im free on fridays lord saladin forge!!!!!!!!!!!! #destiny #zavala #eris morn #lord shaxx #ikora rey #lord saladin

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“Today, April 27, is Patrick’s birthday. Can we get some updates on what he is up to? We miss him.“

#yeah yeah insane gay thing to say about patrick whatever #just look at him tho #jesus his hair is so beautiful here #save me late mania era pete #hes really truly unfairly beautiful here im gonna pass out i need him and his gender so bad #pete wentz #my beautiful wife whom im gonna marry on a starry night

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he saw us talking about being visibly queer in the early '00s yesterday and said im giving this one to the faggots ✌🏾

#thank u for the rec mr wentz

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So, Pete posted this cute pic of him and his cat, right?

and it has this background music, "Beauty Queen" by Vienna Vienna. Well:

The video's description has the lyrics and the artist's gloss:

"Beauty Queen is a song I never thought would see the light of day. It’s a desperate, unfiltered plea for acceptance, and a yearning to be seen, while simultaneously hiding everything. It captures a feeling that, for years, I hadn’t been able to escape as a closeted Queer person. It’s the first song I’m releasing in a long line of (finally) sincere music. I’m excited to share this new chapter with you, and the world." -Vienna Vienna LYRICS: You’re like a wave you always pull me in but with the moon you push away again Letting me know If I’m not perfect, I’m not anything Now it’s raining with adrenaline I overdose Some days you dress me and it’s beautiful Some days I’m naked with nothing to hold Tell me you hate me, and it’s all my fault I must be crazy Let me be your beauty queen Wrap me up in therapy You could be my everything I’ll do anything, I’ll do anything, anything I’ll be your beauty queen Now I’m dancing with your ghost again Everytime we die you fill me in, I’m diagnosed Something wrong I feel it sinking in Then we start to float away again To the unknown Some days you dress me and it’s beautiful Some days I’m naked with nothing to hold Tell me you hate me, and it’s all my fault I must be crazy Let me be your beauty queen Wrap me up in therapy You could be my everything I’ll do anything, I’ll do anything, anything I– I’ll be your beauty queen If you let me in Then I’ll, then I’ll, then I’ll Let me in and I’ll, and I’ll- If you let me in At all, at all Let me be your beauty queen Wrap me up in therapy You could be my everything I’ll do anything, I’ll do anything

#WELL!!!!!!!!!!! #i love being insane

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kitty cat (and some guy idk)

#two michis!!!!!!! #pete wentz

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Les traemos los santos para sus carteras <3

Pónganle una velita 🕯️ a su santo favorito para que se nos haga el milagro de que anuncien tour por Latinoamérica ✨🙏🏼

#y cuando yo digo que para mi pw es la virgen de cuyo

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what he says: I like to be helpful

what he means: I like to have control. I like to come in and take the reigns and turn your thing inside out and change it for the better

it also really reminded me of something that patrick said in this 2018 interview:

#many such cases with patrece 🤔

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nothing has made me feel the passage of time like coming to fob fandom at 30 and realizing that a lot of people are now too young to remember just how much the alt/emo/etc whatever look was gender nonconforming in the early/mid 00s lol. I only heard skinny jeans referred to as girl jeans for yeears and that was about boys in my high school who were wearing them never mind what people I knew personally and what the culture at large was saying about boys in bands who wore 'girl jeans' and straightened their hair and wore eyeliner. Which turned into 'guyliner' specifically to try and avoid the gender bending slant of it all! Idk if I'm expressing myself well but tl;dr your tags about needing to view pw 00s fashion and gender thru an 00s lens is IT

literally nodding along to everything that you're mentioning here — i think it's so strange when people try to diminish or express that this kind of look was "normalized" amongst people in the 2000s like...no?? lol. a specific subsect of people were into this kind of look and there is something to be said about how pete DID help to popularize and was one of the celebrities who made the kind of quintessential emo/alt/punk look more mainstream but it def is like............ um. idk man, most guys would have got a LOT of flack for dressing like that at least in the area where i grew up and im from a fairly liberal area of chicago! like you said, i remember seeing a vid recently detailing how the emo/alt/etc look was one of, if not THE, designated look for gender nonconforming people and it's just a bit dissonant to see something like this not considered when people want to talk about the intersection of gender and fashion, particularly with pete.

#as someone also in their 30s it's really jarring how people just don't get what it was like during the early 00s #like there is a reason why out of everyone in fob he was the one singled out and called a faggot #like we can laugh about it now and be tehteh fag now but back then...... uhm

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man whom gives a fuck about has been ryan ross look at my wow guy:

#sry im actually playing wow right now so it's tripping me out seeing max in the middle of bandom

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I LOVE BEING FED

#WHAT A FUCKING SECOND #NO ONE TOLD ME THE RYRO SIGHTING WAS WITH MAX??????? #YOU KNOW MY GUY LIQUID MAX???????? MAXIMUM MAX?????????? OF WOW INTERNET FAME???????? #JESUS CHRIST THIS IS MAKING ME TRIP HOW DOES THESE TWO MIX???? #anyways shout out to liquid max follow him on twitch

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calling any version of patrick a twink is so preposterous to me like a baby bear is just a cub it’s not suddenly a kitten. do you get it

#idk what I missed but I agree so much #scream it louder to the back of the room #he was never a twink some people just like to fetish a little white guy being overpowered by aggressive moc & that's weird

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also ppl will call patrick a bear and straight in the same breath like that's NOT how it works

#🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾

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okay not quite on topic but i've been reminded by it. like. pete's always been fem and it's kinda weird to me that people will only say it now that he has long (& blonde) hair... very strange!

#makes you think!!!