dariuslacroix

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Emotional pain is the most destructive

debilitating non-tangible force in nature that leaves no bruises broke bones sore or Tender skin no marks or physical scars it requires no stitches cast slings tourniquets bandages suture amputations or splints it can't get infected or cause gangrene it can sometimes be excruciating but does not bleed the hurt is not visible the anguish is all but invisible it's a sickness that can cause nausea loss of appetite cause fatigue to a point of exhaustion while it hinders sleep it's difficult almost impossible to pinpoint The elusive place on or in human anatomy that actually is in pain tightness in the chest is a common placement the top of the stomach is just as likely a stronghold of emotional discomfort the brain and heart one would assume the most obvious location for the pain to take up  Refuge it is fourth-dimensional by nature if you're burning move away from the source of the heat if freezing simply moved to a warmer environment but by changing your three-dimensional position in any way whatsoever the stubbornly persistent emotional stowaway cleans tighter than one's own shadow Relentless to a paradoxical point of suicidal ideation a mental conundrum that supersedes self-preservation childbirth gut-shot King jellyfish stings brown recluse bites are on the list of some of the most severe of physical pain to endure hmmm endure this emotional Judas would choose death because for this type of pain there is no training no such thing as mental stamina no one has more endurance than time. physical pain has limits to both intensity and duration the emotional counterpart has Limitless resources and innumerable amount of possible tools with witch to torment us with an infinite amount of time the question then arises does for argument's sake the pain and grief for loss of a loved one decreased does it lessen more with each passing moment does the colloquial expression Time Heals all wounds actually apply when it comes to that pit in your stomach that becomes a open Maw every time you think of that loved one who has passed away or the song that reminds you of them or the movie restaurant or even something as small as a certain word phrase or smell can cause shortness of breath hard to swallow or make your eyes burn with tears of love the now has no place to go or do we just become used to the discomfort accustomed to the agony there was a gladiator that every day he would run laps around the arena carrying a baby bull day-by-day it grew 5 years later he was doing laps lugging a full grown bull so does the calf of our trauma slowly go away or are we carrying a bull on our mind heart Body and Soul aware of the massive burden this conscious cargo but experienced seasoned and accustomed to the debilitating nature of this fiend the enemy of Peace adversary of sanity and serenity where ugly dirty and fucked up become normal

[dariuslacroix]

My grandmother always said there is no such thing as good luck or bad luck you either had blessings or a lack there of

is luck tangible?

is it a real force a mechanism of the unknown and invisible hand dealing the cards of prosperity wealth and Fortune and he threw Feast that feeds the great the Titans the conquerors an infinite River of Joy pleasure Glory peace and love that flows unhindered over the hills Through The Valleys under the mountains carving Canyons into the very fabric of the universe carrying Gold Silver and precious gems leaving everything on its banks green and fertile of dreams and aspirations for field weaving in and out of the most horrific times of creation bringing Grace To War water to that which burns safety during times of certain death a miraculous gift that can make Mortal men feel immortal a seven course meal on a silver platter to the starving lottery winners and jackpot millionaires will testify to its existence quadriplegic the test the very concept one hit wonders will call it ability Academy Award winners give their credit to God Super Bowl champions hand the kudos to their team members and coaches Olympic gold medalist vainly point to their skill Hitler his genius Alexander the Great said it was a result of the gift Aristotle Socrates and Plato would your nana mously demand it was the Law of Attraction Nostradamus parted prophesy Moses and the Israelites would prefer the term divine intervention Joan of Arc rallied under the idea of Fate Mother Teresa's view was Grace Bruce Lee's was Mind Over Matter Michael  Jordan attributes years of training