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quiero a alguien que sea igual de intensx y caliente que yo

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American Guinea Pig: Bouquet of Guts & Gore || 2014 || Stephen Biro

“Japan’s darkest secret has become America’s newest nightmare.”

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A pic from the book “A Pictorial History of Horror Movies’ by Denis Gifford. Picture is a still from the 1966 film “Black Cat”

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It is claimed that the Flatwoods Monster is some form of extraterrestrial, as this creature was spotted in the vicinity of a large UFO that either hovered above or rested on the ground in the town of Flatwoods, in Braxton County, West Virginia, on September 12, 1952. According to the reports, this creature was huge, at least 10 feet tall. its face gave off a reddish glow, and its body was green in color. Its head was shaped like a heart or Ace of Spades, and out of this strangely shaped head bulged non-human eyes. The body is described as being shaped similar to a man’s, and dressed in some sort of dark clothing resembling a skirt. Reports described the creature variously as having either no visible arms, or having short, stubby arms ending in long claw-like fingers.

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Herculaneum (in modern Italian Ercolano) was an ancient Roman town destroyed by volcanic pyroclastic flows in 79 A.D., located in the territory of today’s commune of Ercolano, in the Italian region of Campania in the shadow of Mount Vesuvius.

It is most famous for having been lost, along with Pompeii, Stabiae, Boscoreal and Oplontis, in the eruption of Mount Vesuvius in AD 79 which buried it in superheated pyroclastic material. It is also famous as one of the few ancient cities that can now be seen in almost its original splendour, because unlike Pompeii, its burial was deep enough to ensure the upper storeys of buildings remained intact, and the hotter ash preserved wooden household objects such as beds and doors and even food. Moreover Herculaneum was a wealthier town than Pompeii with an extraordinary density of fine houses, and far more lavish use of coloured marble cladding. The discovery in recent years of some 300 skeletons along the sea shore came as a surprise since it was known that the town itself had been largely evacuated.

https://sites.google.com/site/ad79eruption/herculaneum-1

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Process of natural mummification found in a Renaissance tomb

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“People look at you today, twenty years later, and they still have no idea what you are  about.

Tell me in one sentence who you are …”

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-happyface

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:)

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Im a fool

For everyone who knows me

I'm a fool for me

I'm a stupid girl that exists

I'm a lost in my head

With many voices that never end

It's not fair, i dont desserve it

I'm tired...

never changed

The way to who i am

A messy in every way

I' am just want to feel safe

In my space

Where nothing can hurt me

"Im dead inside"

I said in the night

with many tears in the eyes

I have a lonely life

With many people around

But nobody real, right?

The most insecure person

When the anxiety appears

And the steem self dissapear

I dont know whats happening to me

empty chest and no breath

With no reason to live

Is weird

Because nobody sees

The hell im living

Overthinking...

In the imperfections the i have

hating who i am

All of me is fucking ugly

Why i'm like that?

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Volví a pensar en lo que solíamos ser y me destrocé el corazón un poco más.

Escritor de sueños

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Quiero a alguien que me conozca lo suficiente como para reconocer cuando estoy rota.

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me agarró un sentimiento de inseguridad y me puse a llorar sin saber el por qué

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