deeeelightfuldee

[deeeelightfuldee]

Do you have a specialty dish that you’re really good at making?

Probably crack chicken casserole and cheddar bay biskies

Are you good at making big decisions alone or do you tend to seek approval from others?

I almost always can make my big decisions entirely without approval from others.

Does your town or city have good public transport, or is it easier to drive?

There are plenty of bus stops and trains and uber and such, but most people drive.

What was the last cocktail you drank?

I had some port. C brought me a huge bottle as a gift for thanksgiving. Its freaking delicious.

Are you good at keeping running counts and tallies in your head?

Somewhat, but i almost never rely on it.

How often do you take a nap during the day?

Couple times a year. Almost always when im sick.

What social media platforms do you use?

Snapchat, instagram

Are there any foods you hate the smell of but like the taste, or vice versa?

Ummm not necessarily food but i love the smell of coffee but it tastes like battery acid.

Do you have a dishwasher?

Yes thankfully.

Who do you live with?

Right now just me & mom.

Are you listening to anything right now?

I have frasier on in the background.

Do you make to-do lists?

Making lists is my SHIIIIIIIIIIZZZZ.. It literally makes me so thrilled.

If you could magically become fluent in any language, what would it be?

dutch

Have you ever tried vegan ice cream?

Not to my knowledge.

What pet names do you use for your friends/loved ones?

Lol goober, “esther mary susan marie”, uhhh goomba.

What pet names do you like to be called?

My love, sweetie, honey, darling.. But i only like it when its by someone i love.

What was the best concert you’ve ever seen?

Country thunder. I would love to go again

Do you have any hobbies?

Read, journal, letters, sew, draw, paint, crosswords, drives, etc.

What is your favourite pasta shape?

Penne, or fussili or w/e

Have you ever developed your own film?

no

When was the last time you stayed in a hotel/motel and where was that?

Uhhhhhhhhh solo vaca.

What breed was the last dog you saw?

Im not sure.

Do you watch the Super Bowl?

Usually yes

What’s the most stressful job you’ve ever had?

Either nannying or working with pregnant and hormonal women. ugh.

What was the last text message you received?

“You had to know i have the same feelings for you”

Should you be asleep right now? If so, go to bed!

Its only 9:28 so nah, but eventually ill try.

Tell me about the first five photos you have on your phone or camera.

A bed, benny, a selfie, stretches, and the clean christmas aesthetic.

Have you got any half or step siblings?

No, not to my knowledge lol

When was the last time you were disappointed?

Stuff with K has me very disappointed.

When was the last time you had wet hair?

yesterday

Do you like kids’ movies?

Yeah. most of them.

Have you ever known someone online and then met them in person? If so, which website did you meet on?

Yep yep. CM mostly.

Have you ever been to the beach? If so, tell me the name of the beach you last went to and when.

Ive been to the beach hundreds of times. The most recent one was out here a couple days ago but its super cold out and everything is freezing.

When was the last time you were sick and what illness did you have?

Im chronically ill. So always.

When did you last wash your hair?

yesterday.

Who did you last speak aloud to and what did you say?

“Text me first!” to mom. We say this every night to one another lol

Do you know anyone with a serious anger management problem?

Yes. a lot. And that is my number one instant turn off.

Do you have a calendar in your room?

I do

What color is your wallet?

cream.

Have you ever been to Manhattan?

No.

Are you wearing any jewelry right now? What are they?

I took it all off for bed

Did you get swine flu?

No.

Do you know anyone from Alabama?

yes

How bright is it in the room you’re in?

Its dim. I have a christmas tree and a strand of twinkle lights on. Plus the tv.

What can you smell right now?

Nothing. I have fans on my face so its just air lol

Have you ever bought a game from a site like Big Fish Games or Shockwave?

no

Have you ever had a snow day?

yes

Do you have an unhealthy obsession with colored furry throw pillows that are different shapes and sizes?

no.

How often do you change your underwear?

Everyday.

Doesn’t it bother you when guys in your family / household leave the toilet seat up so that you wind up almost falling in when you’re sleepy and dazed at 3:00 AM and need to pee?

Uh thats not acceptable. In my family that would be straight up a problem. The seat has to be lowered always.

Approximately how many books do you have in your house?

In absolutely no exaggeration, well over a thousand.

Have you ever had to call the cops on someone else before?

yea

Have you ever been to court for something other than a traffic ticket?

I’ve had jury duty. I was not in court for myself beyond that, but for family.

Don’t you hate it when people suddenly love a celebrity when they die?

No, it doesnt much make a difference to me what people think about celebs.

What type of math are you the best at?

addition.

How’s the weather?

It’s cold. 18 degrees right now and my winter coat wont come in until the 6th-9th.

whats your full name?

Diana

how old are you?

I’m 30

when’s your birthday?

July

what starsign does that make it?

cancer

whats your favorite color?

blue

do you have any pets?

Yes, two cats

where are you from?

USA

how tall are you?

About 5′9

what shoe size are you?

9.5

how many pairs of shoes do you own?

A lot.

if you were prime minister/ruler of the world what laws would you make?

I would literally do anything imaginable to not be in that position

what was your last dream about?

A really random group of people i know were planning a trip. I was going to meet up with them halfway thru the trip. They needed to rent a van and for some reason they put it under my name. Obviously this was a problem when they tried to pick it up. Anyway, the dream was so annoying and boring that i just straight up woke myself up.

what would you do if you won the lottery?

Make sure all my family has their debts paid. Id put aside a good amount for tithing. I would make sure to set aside money for schooling. I would buy houses for me and mom and fam and omg, i just wish.

would you like to build/design your own house?

Ummmm, maybe.

which form of public transport do you prefer?

Plane.

what talents do you have?

Memorizing. Organizing.

can you juggle?

No.

do you have a cherished childhood teddy bear?

No, not really.

are you psychic in any way?

No.

are you a good dancer?

No. that wont stop me, but no.

are you a good singer?

No, sadly. I wish.

are you a good cook?

If i follow a recipe sure lol

are you a good artist?

Not too bad

are you a good listener?

I think so. Im told so?

are you a good public speaker?

yes

are you a good babysitter?

extremely.

are you a good mechanic?

No. but if i need to get something done, ill look it up and do it.

are you a good employee?

My employers always said so

are you a good dresser?

No, i cant afford to be right now. Plus im changing sizes so frequently so things are not fitting right.

are you a good swimmer?

Decent enough

are you a good skier?

Never tried

are you a good lover?

¯\_(ツ)_/¯

are you a good writer?

yes

have you ever been bungee jumping?

Nooooope. That is not for me.

have you ever been canoeing/kayaking?

yes

what types of holidays do you prefer?

Valentines, 4th of july, christmas.

what’s your favorite holiday?

Christmas probably

can you tap dance?

Not anymore

what’s your favorite zoo animal?

Hate zoos.

what’s your favorite sport?

A lot of them

what’s your favorite pizza topping?

Pepperoni or a bbq chicken sorta set up

what’s your favorite film?

Ps i love you or sleepless in seattle

what’s your favorite song?

What if we could by blue october

what’s your favorite alcoholic drink?

Depends on the day. Margaritas are always good

what’s your favorite non-alcoholic drink?

Ice water

what’s your favorite tv program?

Frasier, bobs burgers, office, gilmore girls

what’s your favorite boy band?

Obvi nsync

what would be your ideal partner?

Oh thats loaded. I want someone kind, stable, dependable, present, patient, sassy, funny, loving, open-minded, slow to anger, etc.

do you want children?

yes.

do you want a church wedding?

Ummmm im not sure. I think outdoors maybe.

are you religious?

I have my faith. Not religion. Relationship over religion.

do you like reality tv programs?

nah.

do you like tv talent shows?

nope

if you could go back in time to change one thing what would it be?

I would ask questions about the things i think are semi sketchy. I think i would have known about K & all that much earlier if i had pressed the issue of hanging up every time he’s home. I sit and think about that a lot. I probably would have gone on that walk with Logan or i would have pursued C.

how many hats do you own?

Like 10

are you any good at pool?

Lol ummm not really. I enjoy it tho

what’s the highest you’ve ever jumped into the water from?

I’ve done this like “high jump” but im not sure what that was.

have you ever been admitted to the hospital?

Yes.

have you ever had any brushes with the law?

Nope

have you ever been on tv?

I have. A house was on fire in my town and my gram and her bestie used to take us to go find the fires.

have you ever met any celebrities?

No one i found particularly exciting.

have you ever been to Legoland?

Uhhhh no.

have you ever done something heroic?

yea

have you ever played a practical joke on anyone?

Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh no. i despise practical jokes.

what would be your best achievement to date?

Probably the two degrees with highest honors.

do you prefer baths or showers?

Showers.

do you prefer towel drying, blow drying, or natural drying your hair?

I dont mind letting my hair air dry but it will absolutely go curly and it will be a beast to tame. If i half air dry half blow dry then it is manageable and it is the most presentable

have you ever built a snowman?

yup

have you ever been sledding?

yup

have you ever flown a kite?

absolutely.

what color socks are you wearing?

None at the moment but they were these carhartt creamy ones.

if you cold live anywhere, where would that be?

Anywhere cooooooooooooold.

have you ever been famous?

no

would you like to be a big celebrity?

Nooo.

would you ever go on Big Brother?

No.

how big is your tv?

I have no idea. Over 50 but i havent got a clue

what is your most essential appliance?

fridge

what type of music do you like?

A wide range. Spotify said i had listened to over a hundred different genres (which since when are there that many?)

have you ever been skinny dipping?

yes

how many pillows do you sleep with?

Like 8

what position do you often sleep in?

I toss and turn. I dont sleep

what do you wear to bed?

Shorts and a tank

how big is your house?

It feels enormous right now due to the loss of Gram. its 4 bedrooms and 2.5 baths. 3 different levels.

do you prefer sunsets or sunrises?

Sunsets.

what do you typically have for breakfast?

Often i forget it.

do you like scary movies?

nah

what’s your favorite milkshake flavor?

Anything super sweet lol

have you ever been in a newspaper?

Yes.

how long can you balance on one foot?

A good amount of time actually. I tried this the other day at the gym while stretching

have you ever fired a gun?

Yes. I’ve been to a shooting range before.

have you ever tried archery?

Once when i was way younger

what’s your favorite condiment?

Mayo prob

whats your favorite clean word?

evidently

what’s your favorite swear word?

I dont use them but i dont mind hearing other people.

what’s your least favorite word?

I dunno

what was the last film you saw?

I watched half of a hallmark tonight that was good. But last night mom and i watched “still alice” holy eff.

what football team do you support?

bears

what’s the longest you’ve gone without sleep?

I often go a day or two entirely.

what’s the tallest building you’ve ever been up?

108 stories (sears tower)

do you have any scars?

many

do you like marmite?

Never tried

did you ever win in any sportsday events?

I dont bet on them

what did you want to be when you grew up?

Missionary, doctor, vet, or working at an orphanage.

if you could change anything about yourself what would it be?

Oh gosh. Married? Kids? Home? Slim? Lol but im fine. Ill be fine.

what’s the longest you’ve ever grown your hair?

Its really long rn and i need to chop it but i dont want to go anywhere where theyll touch my tumor. So its frustrating.

are you scared of flying?

Not at all. Its nice.

would you rather trade some intelligence for looks or the other way around?

Neither lol

have you ever tie-dyed your clothes?

Of course

how often do you buy new clothes?

Myself? Not often. I have no income at the moment.

are you proud of yourself?

yes

have you ever had a secret admirer?

yes

if you could ask your future self one ? what would it be?

Did you get your one year apartment experience?

do you hold grudges?

I can at times when i feel there wasnt closure. I gotta work on it.

if you could breed two animals together what new animal would you create?

I would not.

do you decorate the outside of your house for christmas?

Frig yea

can you solve sudoku puzzles?

Yes! I love them

have you ever played conkers?

Never heard of it

what’s the most unusual conversation you’ve ever had?

Oh there are so many.

are you much of a gambler?

No, not at all.

are you much of a daredevil?

No.

are you a good judge of character?

In many cases. But lately, sucking.

how long could you go without talking?

I mean, it could be a while i guess?

what has been your worst haircut/style?

When my mom let my sister cut my hair as a kid it was so bad.

can you ice skate?

No. i have such weak ankles and they break frequently so its not the wisest choice for me.

can you summersault?

Yes if i needed to

have you ever sleepwalked?

No.

can you build a house of cards?

Not far lol

if your parents hated your current lover would you ditch him?

I wouldn’t give a flying fig what my dad would think about any “lover” of mine. As for mom, her input does help. But she historically seems to like who i pursue.. For the most part. Some way more than others lol.

have you ever been professionally photographed?

Yeah.

have you ever baked your own cake?

Yes.

what traditionally adorns the top of your christmas tree?

Nothing lol

what would be your dream sandwich?

Omg i love sammiches so much but they suck so bad GF.

do you have a strong local accent?

Midwestern is known as the “standard” in films and things like that. So it doesnt feel strong to me but im sure it is to others.

what’s your favorite accent?

I like southern, british, kenyan

in O’s and X’s which do you normally pick?

X’s

do you prefer black or blue inked pens?

Black if important, blue if for personal use

what was the last thing you recorded off of tv?

A hallmark

what was the last thing you dressed up for?

Grams funeral/wake 🙁

do you prefer green or red grapes?

Red always

what do you like on your toast?

Most anything.

do you prefer liquid soap or bar soap?

Liquid.

how do you like your eggs?

I seldom like eggs outside of moms egg salad.

what’s your favorite saying?

A still sea did not make a skilled sailor.

have you ever been in a tug-of-war?

yes

and did you win?

yes

can you stand on your hands unassisted?

No way

what do you have on your fridge door?

nothing

do you love or hate myspace?

I never used it

who was the last person to knock at your door?

A delivery guy lol

how old were you when you last went trick or treating?

Beats me, honestly.

have you ever been bobbing for apples?

Yes its gross lol

what’s your most expensive piece of clothing?

Probably a dress or coat.

what’s the last thing you took a picture of?

Ummmmm a selfie maybe?

what’s the last thing you drew a picture of?

Ooo its been a while.

have you ever bought anything from ebay?

no

what’s your favorite scent?

refuge

can you blow bubbles with bubblegum?

Yeppers

what was your favorite birthday?

One a couple years ago.

can you curl your tongue?

yes

is your belly button an innie or an outie?

It’s an innie.

what is your dream car?

It was always a jeep but i cant afford that realistically.

are you left or right handed?

Right handed.

what was the last book you read?

I can never remember names.

what was the last song you danced to?

Literally any song i hear.

have you ever owned a yoyo?

Yes

have you ever been on a pogo stick?

yes

who was the last person to send you a text message?

C.

whats your preferred playing piece in monopoly?

Probably dog.

how high can you jump?

Like not high at all lol

what are your three favorite websites?

Tumblr, old navy, amazon

who was your first crush?

chris

how fast can you say the alphabet?

Uhh never timed it?

vanilla or chocolate?

choc

which is better Mario or Sonic?

sonic

do you prefer ice cream in bowls or cones?

Bowls unless good cones

would you ever work at mcdonalds?

I don’t see it as a negative but im not sure my tummy could do the smells.

what is your sexuality?

I’m straight.

who is your best friend?

In transition at the moment.

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How much did your senior prom dress cost you?

I am pretty certain it was like 300 bucks, but I don’t really recall that for certain. It was a lot of money for us at the time, i know that much

What dreams have stuck with you since childhood?

Some repeated nightmares, stuff like that. Nothing worth putting in the effort to try and remember lol

Have you ever been in a serious romantic relationship?

yes

Did you ever take your dog to school?

no, tbh he would have been such a wreck, but man i would have loved his company. I miss him so much.

If you had had a baby in high school, what would you have named him or her?

hahaha in hs all i loved was the name emma and the name matthew

If you had a baby now, what would you name him or her?

I have such a long list of names i love right now. A little more uhhh different?

Have you ever seen someone throw up on a plane?

Yes. so bad for them and for everyone else lol

Do you get motion sickness?

I very much do.

Has God ever healed you of anything? If so, what?

Yeah i mean like broken bones, illness, etc.

Do you find church fun or boring?

I really enjoy going to church

What do you hate the most about summer?

The heat and the sunshine. I just so despise it.

Which part of your body is the most muscular?

My legs probably

Did you ever take Latin in school?

Yes actually

Which major holiday is closest to your birthday?

Fourth of juy <3

What is your favorite Japanese name?

Never given that any thought, i would have to look at them.

Have you ever ran a cash register?

A lot.

Did you collect Bratz dolls when you were younger?

No. my parents thought they were trashy.

Do you think your mom is attractive?

Shes very, very pretty. For sure.

What was the last thing that disappointed you?

Loooooooool. Theres a lot lately. Im disappointed by stuff with K.. stuff with our family, stuff with relationships.

Do you like the feeling in your stomach on a big drop on a roller coaster?

i dont go on roller coasters but i think i know the feeling you mean and ummmm no.

Skeletons or scarecrows?

scarecrows

Do you own pumpkin earrings?

no

What computer game did you used to play all the time?

Tonka, where in time is carmen san diego, barbie riding club, Arthur's reading race, freddi fish

When was the last time you read a book?

Right before gram went on hospice I was reading a book every day and a half.

Would you allow your children to date prior to 16? (assuming you want any)

Ooooof. It wouldn't be enjoyable. Teenagers are rebellious and I would be a bit skeptical.

What was the last restaurant you made a reservation at?

Ummmmm online maybe. But I dont ever.

Which app on your phone do you tend to get the most notifications from?

Bingo

What is something you gave up on after many failed attempts?

Ummmmmmm. No idea …

Do you watch political shows?

no not if I can help it

Do you play any fantasy/roleplaying games? What?

Not really no. i used to love sims but it takes up alllllllllll the space on any phone or computer

Do you like salami?

Yeah it's fine. I don't do it often

When was the last time you ate meat?

Yesterday. Then promptly threw up

What was the last hot drink you drank?

Hot chocolate

Have your parents met your boyfriend/exes?

My dad hasn't. My mom has

Do you know how to say I love you in at least 4 languages?

Yes

Do you find the sound of a cat’s purr relaxing?

Omfg yea

Do you know your mum’s first pet’s name?

Choco

Would you ever want to be famous? If so, for what?

not really, no. If I had to, then for something moving and cool

Would you ever get a heart tattoo or your back?

I suppose? But no. I don't forsee any tattooosssss.

What fruit can’t you stand?

Mangoes gross.

Do you know anyone autistic?

Do I know people who have autism? yes

How about someone bipolar?

Do I know someone who was diagnosed with bipolar disorder? yes

What do you consider private to you?

Romance, health, most things tbh lol

Name somebody you know who deserves a better life than they have:

michelle

Name something that you’re good at but don’t like:

Mediating. I dont mind it if its like friends i guess, or people that im completely unbiased or unfamiliar with. But i hate hate hate it when its like mom/gram, siblings, etc. noooooope.

Name something that you’re bad at but DO like:

Journaling consistently

Name somebody who has tried to help you and ended up hurting you:

Kile, zack

Name a date that has a lot of significance to you:

July 10, feb 2, november 11, dec 25

Name something in your life that was a blessing in disguise:

Oh boy. I need to think about that one

Name something that you’ve done that would be considered rebellious:

Went out over curfew, “trespassed”, stole when i was a toddler lol

Name something you wish you had enough money to do:

Have my own place, have a car, buy makeup/hair stuff, go to the doctor, etc

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It might be time for surveys

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I think I've made the decision to stop posting on this account. I love this one and I've viewed it like a diary almost.. but I think using it and knowing K could read it (though I don't think he does) isn't helping the moving on process. He's over this all and seems to be doing great and while I'm not there yet, I need to do the same. So I'll create a different account and start over. 😞💔

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Who is your best friend, and how long have you known them for?

It was K. for basically a decade. Now that thats all over im kind of in limbo. Z wants to be but im not sure. I just need time to process i think.

 Did your parents have high expectations for you to excel in school and go to college/university?

My dad didn’t care about any of it. Neither of them pushed for college/university. And i was already very strong at excelling in academic areas. 

 What’s the worst jet lag you’ve experienced?

Nothing too intense. More so just exhaustion

 Are you a polite person?

Yes but i do have plenty of sass if im comfortable with you

 When was the last time you went for a walk in a park?

Like two weeks ago.

 Do you ever feel super shitty about your appearance?

Ahhahahaha yes. I hate the way my stomach looks.

 Have you ever been in a relationship where everything with your partner felt natural and effortless?

yes. .. until it wasnt

 Have you ever been in a relationship where everything was difficult and rocky?

Yes. im just so over that.

 Do you know any computer programming languages?

Not anymore

 When was the last time you were in a really bad situation?

Not long. I think the worst is over.

 When you were a teenager, did your parents set rules about dating? Again, dad did not take any involvement into my life for things like that. Mom initially said we had to be at least 16. Psh. i waited a lot longer than that lol

Have you ever lived with a person who you tried to avoid at all costs?

Yesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss. 3x

 Have you ever committed a crime that directly harmed another person?

Absolutely not

 Did you grow up in an urban, suburban, or rural area?

suburban

 What is something all of your exes have in common?

Ummmmm theyre Christians but beyond that they dont really have much. Different heights, weights, eye color, hair color, skin color, some were highly educated, some weren’t. Some were outgoing and some were shy. Some were hilarious, others were dry humor. Some were BIG on family, some were estranged from family. Some were considered blue collar, some were white collar. Some made me feel like i was the only girl on the planet and some made everyone feel welcome and safe. I dont really see a ton of similarities. I think ive got a type in my mind that i would be ultimately attracted to and would jump on given the opportunity, but i seem to give all a chance looooooool.

 Which disease do you personally think is the most horrible?

No, i dont think one is worst over all others. So many are equally awful

 What is your worst childhood memory?

PASS lol

 Do you remember where you first drove to after getting your license?

Aside from coming back from getting my license, i drove to youthgroup. My sister let me borrow her car, i felt so cool.

 What was the best part of your day yesterday?

Yesterday was a literal shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiizzzz show. It was so bad. So so so bad. 

 What did you get into trouble for the most when you were a kid?

I was basically never in trouble. The only times i was, was when scott did something and my dad thought i did it

 What do you wish you could get paid for?

Reading

Have you ever hosted a dinner party?

yes

 Do you use online dating? Or do you use another method for finding dates?

Online dating, working together, growing up in the same town/church, mutual friends

 Of all the houses you’ve lived in, which has been your favorite?

This one

 Do you get sunburned easily?

Eh, no not always. Depends. I hate the sun and i avoid being in it at allllllllllll costs.

Do you drink liquor straight?

Like shots sure

Do you brush your teeth as soon as you wake up?

I get up, make my bed, find my slippers, then walk to the bathroom to brush

What are you wearing?

Shorts and a tank top.

This past summer, did you have a “thing” with anyone?

It is still summer. This one was so tricky. Stuff with K just went so south and i really loved him. Ive tried dating other people and some special people are present so we will see what happens. I need change.

What are your feelings for your ex-boyfriend?

He is trying to win me over to go back out together. Hes doing a lot of work to improve and hes moving so all thats cool. But someone else ive had great feelings for previously, is also doing some amazing things so idk. This whole thing is confusing. Idk how i feel. 

Do you think it’s stupid to have more than one best friend?

No, but i dont really have experience with that.

Do your jeans have rips, tears, and holes in them?

I own some that do

Have you ever kicked a vending machine?

yup

Are you cocky?

That definitely isnt a word i would use to describe myself

Do you wear your shoes in the house?

No but i do wear slippies

Would you dye your hair?

course

Do you know anyone whose name starts with a Z?

Lol yes. My ex

Do you know a guy named David?

I do. 

Has anyone ever told you you were beautiful?

yea

What color is your bathroom?

Uhhhhh like mauve-y. Not my style.

Do you play sims?

Not in a long time. I always enjoyed it.

How many people have told you they were in love with you?

Ooooof. I think 14. How many do i believe? 3

Is any part of you sad at all?

Yes but ill figure it out

Do you have unlimited texting?

Yea for the time being Last February, were you single?

No

When will your next kiss be?

Either this week or next

Have you chewed gum after someone else already has?

Barf i cant believe im gon say this but yes. They kissed me while chewing gum and it was not intentional

Are you ever a freak about cleanliness or organization?

Yes lol

Last thing you ate?

Frig im hungry. Ummm dinner i had gyro

Do you currently have a hickey?

No lol 

Did you ever waste too much time on a certain boy or girl?

YEAH YEAH YEAH

Are you multi tasking right now?

Sure, got a show on. Petting ben. Typing this. Mentally obsessing over stuff.

Do you believe in karma?

No. some people will never ever have to deal with the stuff they dish out.

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What is sad for you right now?

All the stuff with K has me pretty bummed. Its really hard to move on and its hard how little he appears to be bothered.

Has something really heavy ever fallen on you?

yes

If you wear makeup, what colors do you usually wear?

Neutrals. A lot of brown, cream, pink

Does your shower have curtains or a glass door/wall?

My old one was a curtain my current one is a glass door thing.

If you have more than one pet, do they ever get jealous of each other?

I have two kitties. They don’t like one another so yes, they get jealous if attention is paid to either. 

Is there a room in your house that you don’t like going in?

A bathroom lol. 

Do you remember the last question you were asked? What did you answer?

“Do you ever go back and reread our conversations” and “is your face red from what i just said” are the last two that came in at the same timestamp apparently..

Besides salt and butter, do you put anything on your popcorn?

Not usually

Are you lonely?

I am but it will get better. It has to. 

What’s your favorite magazine to read?

Gosh i love looking at bridal magazines. 

Do you like pineapple?

yes

Have you ever seen fireflies?

Of course.

Have you ever trespassed?

Oh probably, sure. 

Do you tell your parents where you are going?

Not always. I dont talk to my dad, period. Mom isn’t always home so i dont always but i most of the time will. Theres no reason not to.

Do you raise your hand or participate in class?

I always did. I was often thanked repeatedly for participation. 

Do you like visiting the mall? Why or why not?

Ehhh its so expensive. I do like the food court tho.

Have you ever purposely hurt an animal?

Omg no. absolutely not.

Would you ever see a therapist?

I would love to if i could afford it

Are you afraid of heights?

Not really, no

Are you afraid of the dark?

No, not unless theres reason to be

Are you a jealous person?

No, not usually. Some of my most strongest jealousy pangs were from how K was when his friend was in town. Idk, i used to just crave his time so much, im not usually that type.

When is your birthday?

july

What are you listening to right now?

The football game

Have you ever been caught doing something you weren’t supposed to be doing?

Lol sure. When i was a kid mom saw us eating a tub of frosting. Oh well

Are you still friends with someone from kindergarten?

yes

What is the most important thing to you?

My fam and my loved ones.

Do you like whipped cream?

absolutely.

Are you close to your mother?

Yup. we definitely are close

Are you close to your father?

No. i don’t speak with him nor do i see him.

Do you walk around bare foot when you’re at home? Or do you wear socks?

I try not to be barefoot if i can help it. I try to be wearing slippers.

What did you eat today?

I haven’t eaten at all today. I just panic ordered a mcchicken so i can sleep. I don’t have the money for that, but i was about to freakin lose it lol

Would you ever be your school’s mascot who wears that costume?

I was homeschooled so it wasnt an option

Would you rather see the Great Wall of China or Big Ben?

Big ben

Have you ever written a poem?

Sure as a kid lol

Would you ever be a tornado chaser?

I tried to chase a tornado with mom like 2 years ago lol.

What is your favorite thing to eat with bbq sauce, if you even like that stuff?

Wings or grilled chicken

Your parents tell you that this summer, you get to pick the vacation. Where do you plan to go?

europe

What do you think is a good theme for a prom?

Uhhhhhhh i have no idea.

Have you ever had to do a class in summer school?

I never *had* to, i always did because i desired to. I miss it.

Do you get nervous when you go to the doctor? About what?

Oh gosh sure. I hate going. I have a bit of medical trauma tbh

Have you ever been to the rainforest?

nope

Have you ever created a website?

Uhhhhhh no

Ever thought about writing a book?

Of course, ive thought about it.

Have you ever had a dream where you killed someone?

No, not to my knowledge. Thats horrifying. 

Do you ever make up stories in your head and wish they come true?

Every single day. In fact, thats how i put myself to sleep lol.

Which is worse: stuffy nose or runny nose?

Runny by far.

Which is worse: Sick to your stomach or sore throat?

Sick to my stomach. I hate nausea.

Do you think your last relationship was a disaster?

Disaster? No. 

Have you ever solved a Rubik’s Cube?

I dont think so. Ive never really tried.

Who do you think is the easiest to talk to?

Ummmmm honestly it was always K. i think its still K.

Would you consider yourself to be emo?

Emotionally intelligent lol

Do you have a favourite metal band or do you not like metal?

No favorite, but i dont hate it

What is your current desktop picture?

Its a scenic one that came with the computer. 

Thick or thin blanket?

Depends if the AC is on

Who are your favorite bands?

I literally listen to everything

How do you mark through your word search puzzles?

If i have a crayon or pencil ill color it in but otherwise circle 

Have you ever sewn something?

Many times

What did you eat for dinner last night?

Ice cream

Ever been grounded?

once

Have you seen all of the Jaws movies?

No.

When was the last time you played cards? (not on the computer)

This week. Im working thru a book that teaches you how to play card games solo cus no one plays with me really

Have you ever drank Cherry Coke?

Yeah. but regular coke anything irritates me because it makes my teeth feel gritty

Have you ever had a black eye?

yea.

Have you ever eaten a bug?

Ew i hope not

Do you like pranking people?

Nope, not at all. Im not the type that finds pranks funny, either. Did you ever take a cooking class in school?

In a way

Do you celebrate St. Patrick’s Day?

Lol no not really. Im not irish at all. But i think its cute

Do you use Skype?

Once in a while to check up on CM people. But usually i use whatsapp or marcopolo 

Have you ever participated in local magazine cover girl searches?

wut

Have you ever been called a skank/slut because of the way you dress?

Lol one time a guy who was SO bent on getting with me (despite me being not interested) use to say i was a slut because of the way i dress (which.. Is ridiculously hilarious if you know me and know how i dress)

Is your ex sexually attractive to you still? Very much so. Very, very much so.

Describe the most romantic moment you’ve ever had.

Oooo boy. Ive never really thought about that in a comparative manner.

Have you ever been to couple’s counseling?

No

How often does your employer ask you to work overtime?

Not really applicable currently. But previously, my employer used to ask ALL the time. 

Did you often read for fun when you were a kid?

Always. I always had my nose in a book

When was the last time you were scared?

A health scare two days ago.

What’s your favorite song by Rihanna?

I always loved unfaithful, love on the brain, break it off, we ride, russian roulette, rude boy, s&m, cheers, SKIN. probably skin is my fave.

Can you speak binary?

Nope.

Would you rather live somewhere that had hurricanes or tornadoes?

Tornadoes i suppose

Have you ever had a pet that you disliked?

Lol uhhhhh ive had some that lived in my house that ive been less fond of. But not my own

When was the last time you saw hail?

This summer

What is on your mind right this second:

I hate this question. I am wondering why K is so ok with losing me and im wondering why im so easy to let go of.

Have you ever given a nickname to your pet(s)?

All the time. Currently the top ones as of late are Beanie Baby (benny) and Lottle full throttle (Lottie)

When was the last time you shaved your legs?

Couple days ago

Do you ever try free samples at the store?

rarely

Do you like boys with long hair?

Define long. I dont mind like chin length but i usually swoon for full on top.

Do you like root beer?

No i freakin hate it

What is the best fast food place, in your opinion?

Mickeys 4 ever

Do you have faith in yourself?

I do

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Well I guess that's that.

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Who was the last person that invited you to go somewhere? Did you accept?

Hmmm. i was asked out for a lunch date with a guy. I did not accept yet. I don’t know that he’s my type.

 What was the last food item that you toasted, other than bread?

Waffles. 

 Have you ever named any of your pets after a cartoon character?

No… or if they share names with a cartoon character of some sort, it certainly was not intentionally.

 At what age did you get your first CD player, if you can remember?

Like 8ish

 Do you remember the first CD you ever owned? What was it?

Im pretty certain it was shania twain

 Have you ever owned any music on cassette tape?

A looooooot. I used to take some of the ones my dad didnt use for deejaying.

 What was the last thing that someone else recommended, or suggested you try?

Cuddling. -.-

 At what age did you begin using the Internet, social media etc.?

I didnt use social media until adulthood. I did use internet for xanga and even earlier for like AIM and such… probably 9?

 Do you remember what you were doing last night at 9PM?

I was in the shower

 When was the last time you wore a hat? What kind?

I tried on a hat at the store. Surprisingly, i can pull hats off pretty well. Unfortunately, i have a over-heating problem and hats trap heat.

 What was the last thing you wore that belonged to someone else?

A tank top that used to be moms.

 The last time you saw your sibling(s), what were they wearing?

Ooof. ok i saw my oldest brother driving down a road in my town and we were driving in the opposite direction.. I believe he was wearing a gray tshirt and i assume jeans.  My other brother i havent seen in a while. I think he was wearing dark clothing but i could be wrong. My sister its been since my last flight and i think she was wearing jean shorts and a pink tshirt but again, dont quote me.

 When was the last time you ate a bowl of ice-cream? What flavour?

I had ice cream yesterday and it was chocolate peanut butter thankfully.

 If you menstruate, has your cycle ever synced with anyone close to you?

No, never. Im pretty certain my cycle is extremely jacked from being chronically ill. I only have a cycle like 4x a year. Maybe if that.

 Tell me about something within the last week that made you chuckle/giggle.

I read a book that was written in SUCH a witty, sarcastic tone.. I was legitimately laughing out loud repeatedly.

 What does your first name mean? Do you think it suits your personality?

Goddess divine. Beauty. Fertile. Perfect. looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooool.

 Tell me something positive about the town or city that you live in.

Omg everything. Its small town oriented and very charming.

Have you ever met anyone named Isobel? Tell me a little about this person.

Not the same spelling. She had a really snotty dog, her mom was a hippie, her dad was basically a child. 

 How far away from your house is the nearest library?

Approximately 2 minute drive

 When was the last time you were at a bookstore? Did you buy anything?

Two days. I didn’t at that particular bookstore but i went to a different store and bought books. Go figure.

 What colour are the shoes you wear most often? How long have you had them?

Black. Like two years.

 Look around the room and name any item that’s green.

Blanket, books, plant, wreath, candle

 Do you have any alcoholic beverages in your fridge right now? Which ones?

Yes, which is ironic cus we never drink lol. Ciders, michelobs, i think a couple others but tbh i seldom drink.

 Finally, what is something you do every day that brings you joy? :)

Check the weather. Snuggle benny. Light a candle. Do my makeup.

 Do you remember much from high school?

A good amount. Some stuff is totally gone, but im grateful for that. Highschool was a very emotionally abusive (and often phyiscally abusive) time for me

 Where would you go for the ultimate honeymoon?

Id love to go to like switzerland. But tbh, maybe not for a honeymoon now that i think of it. Hmmmm i would really need to think about that.

 Can you access the roof of the building you live in?

No. i mean if i had a ladder sure, but i dont. So no.

 Do you know anyone who has a strong accent that is hard to understand?

Yes many people. 

 If you had to get a tattoo tomorrow, what would you get?

Either a very small symbol, or initials. 

 What was the last podcast you listened to? Do you listen to it regularly?

I dont really like podcasts. They dont do much of anything for me.

 Are you more of an optimist or a pessimist, and why do you think this is?

Im a VERY strong optimist. I struggle being surrounded by constant pessimism. I think i was for so, so long and that just made me realize 100% that will never be me.

When was the last time you moved house?

I moved in 2018-2019 to be by my sister for a year

 Have you ever held a gun? Did you fire it?

Yes and yes

 Do you like simple questions or deep questions that make you think?

A mixture of the both

 How long have you been using Bzoink?

I really dont use it. Ive been on there a handful of times

 When was the last time you threw up? Why were you sick?

Couple weeks ago. Im not sure, but it happens.

 Are you on a first-name basis with your boss? (or last boss if unemployed)

Lol i was

 What brand is your laptop or computer?

asus

 Would you ever wear a bright orange shirt?

I have several. I prefer pink tho.

 What was the last thing you wrote in a word document?

This survey. My computer restarts every couple minutes so i put the survey into a word doc to write it and then copy it into tumblr. Otherwise it gets deleted which just happened

 Who do you miss and what do you miss about them?

K. a lot. We used to just enjoy one another so much. Like we both would actively take one another along through our day. It used to feel like your very best friend in the whole wide world was right with you throughout every day. But over the last year and a half it just changed so drastically. I started feeling like very pathetic because i would practically be begging for his time or attention. When he would message me he was often complaining about work, how he was feeling, other people, etc. he lost interest in me. And honestly, i became the worst version of myself because i was so hell-bent on trying to convince him to come back to who he was. I like lived for the hours between 5-9 because he was out of work and home. But it honestly was so awful. We were awful to each other. I dont want to keep doing that to him. And at the same time, i dont want to feel this way anymore. I think its truly run its course. Hes lost me and its okay. It will be okay.

 What were the best and worst costumes you’ve ever worn?

Worst: a sheet. Best: i was a really cute bumble bee once.

 Do you know anybody who is gay and married?

Yes i do

 What did you last take painkillers for?

Its been a hot minute. I dont know. Probably a headache.

 Have you ever shared a home with a friend?

Alix lived here as a kid

 What’s the craziest or weirdest place you’ve ever slept?

Hmmm i dont really sleep anywhere crazy. The floor i guess

 What did you have for lunch today and who made it?

I heated up some gf pasta stuff. It was ok.

 Do you believe in anything supernatural like ghosts or ghouls?

no

 How many hours of sleep did you get last night?

Ive been taking 2-3x the recommended dosage of sleeping pills and it basically knocks me out cold for an obscene amount of time. Im pretty sure its somewhat dangerous to do so, but oh well. 

Are you allergic to anything? How did you find out?

Gluten. Everytime i eat something containing gluten my stomach cramps SO bad and ill either have to puke or ill have to go to the bathroom like every 20 mins. 

 What’s your favourite Thai dish?

Pad thai is okay but there is this one dish i had before but i have no idea what the name of it was. But it was like a crunchy pb chicken thing.

 Do you have any alarms set? What time and what for?

Not currently, no

What are you going to do when this survey is over?

Probably a couple more. Just kinda in the mood

 Have you ever been on a date with someone you met online? How was it?

Yep. many times. Some are really fun, some are mediocre, some are awful. Welcome to dating.

 What colour is the rug in your living area?

Its blue and cream

 Do you call it a couch, sofa, lounge or something else entirely?

Couch usually

 Who is your favourite character on Friends?

Uhhhhhhhh any i suppose

 When was the last time you used a pair of headphones and what for?

I wear headphones at the gym and i go 5-6x a week

 Describe the temperature of the area you’re in right now.

It feels a little warm. Im in my living room. Its probably like 73 or so. I meant to turn on the fan but i sat down before i remembered and my foot is asleep.

 Who was the last very physically attractive person you saw?

Someone online. I was like WOW. wowowowowowowowoowowowow. Wow. wow. 

 Have you ever had teppanyaki?

No. i havent

 How long does it take you to get ready before you go somewhere?

It all depends. What sort of getting ready is required. Is this a gala? Is this the pumpkin patch? The grocery store? Etc. have i already showered? Is my hair dry? If i have to shower and need to do full hair, makeup, and decent outfit… i prefer to have like an hour to an hour and a half. It is SO not necessary. If i need to be quick i can do all that and be ready in like 25 mins.

 Do you find it difficult to get rid of material possessions?

Sometimes. It depends the sentimental value

 What sort of games do you like to play?

board/card games. I wish i had a friend nearby who would come over and play games regularly.

 What was the last candy you ate?

Hmmmm i think a twix.

 Have you ever been hit in the face? What’s the story?

Yes. and no thanks.

 Do you know anyone who is deaf?

I do. Many people actually

 Name one thing on your bucket list.

See all 50 states.

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Lasts:

1. Last Beverage?

I think water but it could have been diet coke. I drank both at the same time.

2. Last Phone Call?

I think my gram.

3. Last Text Message?

K asked me my plans for tonight. Which is peculiar for him!

4. Last Song You Listened To?

So good by halsey

5. Last Time You Cried?

A couple days ago. A lot going on emotionally, to say the least. But thats ok! Its going to get better.

Have You Ever:

6. Dated Someone Twice?

hehhe.

7. Been Cheated on?

yepppppppppp.

8. Kissed Someone And Regretted It?

No. im pretty dang picky about who i kiss.

9. Lost someone special?

Yes. 

10. Been Depressed?

Yes.

11. Been Drunk?

Lol yes

List Three Favorite Colors:

12. Bright pink

13. blueeeeeeeee

14. Hunter green

 This Year Have You:

15. Made New Friends?

Hmmmm. Yes i suppose so

16. Fallen Out Of Love?

Yes. err, mostly

17. Laughed until You Cried?

Of course.

18. Met Someone WHo Changed You?

This year? No. 

19. Found Out Who Your True Friends Were?

Yeah, i suppose you could say that.

20. Found Out Someone Was Talking About You?

Looooooool yep.

21. Kissed anyone on your friends list?

Idk what friends list this is referring to. 

22. How Many people on your friends list do you know in real life?

Like from tumblr? Just K

23. Do you have any pets?

Benny and Lottie

24. What did you do for your last birthday?

Mom, em, nathan, and hanna made it very special. C too. But it was a let down from K & Z.

25. What time did you wake up today?

I slept until 130am. Then was up til 3. Then slept til 445. Was up until 640. Then up at 8.

26. What were you doing at midnight last night?

Laying in bed.

27. Name something you CANNOT wait for?

Cold weather. Im dreeeeeeeeaming of it.

28. Last time you saw your father?

Ummmmmm.. In person? A year or so

29. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life?

I would have real good income lol.

30. What are you listening to right now?

A christmas movie.  

31. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom?

Yep. my old boss.

32. What’s getting on your nerves right now?

Lol some of the men in my life are just… a lot of work

You

33. What is your real name?

Diana

34. Zodiac Sign?

cancer

35. Male or Female?

Female.

36. Elementary School?

home

37. Middle School?

^^^

38. High School?

^^^^

39. Hair Color?

Dirty blonde naturally, dark brown now.

40. Long or short hair?

Lol mom was just telling me my hair is nearing my low back. Which is shocking. Guess i should cut it.

41. Height?

5′9

42. Do you have a crush on someone?

Somewhat yes

43. What do you like about yourself?

Im fun, kind, supportive, will go out of my way to leave someone/something better than i found it, almost always remain positive

44. Piercings?

Just ears

45. Tattoos?

none

46. Righty or Lefty?

Righty.

Firsts:

47. Surgery?

none

48. Piercing?

Ears when i was a baby

49. Tattoo?

none

50. Best Friend?

nea

51. Sport you joined?

soccer

52. Pet?

millie

53. Vacation you remembered?

Louisiana

54. Concert?

Country thunder

55. Crush?

chris

 56. Alcoholic Drink?

Champagne 

Right Now:

57. Eating?

Nothing, but should make something as i havent eaten yet and its 230 lol

58. Drinking?

Nothing right now

59. I’m about to..

nothin

60. Listening to..

Christmas movie

61. Waiting for…

430

Your Future:

62. Want kids?

Id love that

63. Want to get married?

Yes, but only if the person is incredible.

64. Careers in mind?

Mental health counseling

Which Is Better with the opposite/same sex?

65. Lips or Eyes? Eyes

66. Hugs or Kisses? Hugssssss

67. Shorter or Taller? Taller

68. Older or Younger? olderrrrr

69. Romantic or Spontaneous? Romantic

70. Nice stomach or Nice arms? Arms

71. Tattoos or Piercings? Tatted

72. Sensitive or Loud? Sensitive

74. Trouble Maker or Hesitant? Hesitant

Have You Ever (2):

75. Kissed a stranger?

No

76. Drank hard liquor?

yes

77. Lost glasses/contacts?

n/a

79. Broken someone’s heart?

yes

80. Had your heart broken?

yessssss.

81. Been arrested?

Nope.

82. Turned someone down?

yes

83. Cried when someone died?

Oof. yes. 

84. Liked a friend that is the same sex?

Romantically? no.

Do You Believe In:

85. Yourself?

I do

86. Miracles?

yes

87. Love at first sight?

No. 

88. Heaven?

yes

 89. Santa Claus?

Nope. but man it would be cool.

90. Kissing on the first date?

Honestly, no. 

91. Angels?

yes

92. Sex before marriage?

no

93. Life on other planets?

Its possible

94. Life after death?

Yes, but not on earth

95. Only being with one person forever?

Man that is ideal.

Answer Truthfully:

96. Is there one person you want to be with right now?

No, not really.

97. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfrend at one time?

no

98. Do you believe it’s possible to remain faithful forever?

absolutely.

99. What’s the one thing you cannot live without?

Air conditioning

100. What’s one secret you have that not many people know?

I have some but i wouldnt post them lol

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List 10 of your favorite girl names.

Violet, Eleanor, Faye, Ophelia, Holland (holly), Vera, Ivy, Naomi, Lorelai, Jane, Yvette (evie)

List 10 of your favorite boy names.

Theodore, Max, Jack, Matthew, Smith, Hugh, Burke, Beau, Crosby, Murphy,

List 10 girl names (or up to 10) that you don’t really care for.

I probably wouldnt name my daughter: beth, susan, kathy, crystal, sarah, jessica, aurora, mck-anything, lily, peyton

List up to 10 boy names that you don’t really care for.

I probably wouldnt name my son: paul, steve, frank, richard, bill, alexander, patrick, philip, douglas, jimmy

How old were you when you found out Santa wasn’t real?

My siblings made that pretty early.

List one past regret.

Not asking more questions when red flags occurred.

Do you own Converse, and if so, what color?

I do not

What color was your senior prom dress?

Like a fushia pink

Are you colorblind?

Nope.

Name the people you know who are colorblind.

jase

What’s one pet peeve of yours?

People asking me to get involved with something that has nothing to do with me, simply because they dont want to deal with the other person.

Would you ever consider a career in writing?

Ummmm, perhaps

What was the first thing you wanted to be when you grew up?

A missionary

What was your first favorite color?

Blue and orange

What is your favorite color now?

Pink and blue and white

Do you know a lot of people with the same middle name as you?

No. im sure people do, but i dont know more than i thiiiiiiink 1

Have you ever purchased a youtuber’s merch?

Nope.

Last thing you bought online? Did you like it?

A book. I havent read it yet but i assume ill like it.

Could you date someone who didn’t drive (and didn’t show an interest in ever getting their license, either)?

I could, but it would definitely not be an attractive quality to me. My weakness is a man driving me around in a truck.

How would you react if your artwork became famous?

Id be probably super uncomfortable

Would you get your nipples pierced?

Hmmm… probably not but ive never given it much thought

How many people know your birthday?

A handful of people. I think a lotttttttttttt of people forgot lately.

Has anyone ever tried to ruin a relationship you were in?

Yeppppppp. There were honestly only a couple relationships ive been in that the man was ABSOLUTELY in control of his feelings for me and did not allow anyone else to interfere with that. Gah that is the most … insanely attractive thing. Actually, the person that comes to mind that fiercely protected his relationship with me, had every reason to have it split apart by others. He refused. Man it was like.. My heart swelled at that.

Have you ever watched a whole hour long infomercial?

yes

What is your favorite kind of meat to put on your sandwich?

chicken

Which one of your exes do you feel like you have the most chemistry with?

Hmmm. john & K i was very much in love with. Chemistry was very strong. In person, physical chemistry? C. omg i would be constantly reminding myself “stop staring. Stop ogling him”

How do you feel about people who make Facebook profiles for their pets?

I think it is.. Odd. but it doesnt bother me.

Have you ever personally known a pair of conjoined twins?

Personally, no.

Is there something in particular you like to look at photos of? What is it?

I like to go back to pics of myself when i was feeling hot. I also like to look at pictures of people that i love/am romantically interested in

Chewy chocolate-chip cookies: like or dislike?

All for it.

Do you think your grandmother is/was beautiful?

absolutely.

When was the last time you got all dolled up?

Aug 16

Do you have a criminal record?

Nope.

Last person you took a nap with?

Other than myself.. Dutch? Maybe Z

Does seeing your mother cry automatically make you feel sad as well?

yes

Do you think someone likes the same person you like?

Lol. its going to take a long, long, long time before ill be able to *naturally* refrain from instantaneously believing there are other women in any picture of any man i am romantically involved with. That fact really bothers me, i used to be a bit more trusting.

Do you want your life to stay the way it is right now forever?

no

Are you medicated?

Nope

Do you shape/fill in your eyebrows?

Definitely. My natural brows are white blonde.

Have you ever stolen/borrowed clothes from an ex?

Stolen? No. i have a sweatshirt or two from jase, tho we just were romantic and umm.. Well we were romantic lets just leave it at that. I have clothes from Josh. I have a button up from John. I have i believe two shirts now from K. so the stuff ive got, ive been given.

Do you think you’ve already met your soulmate?

I really thought so, but i sure hope now that that isnt the case.

Do you get the feeling something good will happen in your life soon?

Im sure it will. I am always hopeful of that.

Do you enjoy romantic movies, even when they’re cliche?

definitely.

Have you been to McDonald’s in the past month?

Yep. we get our ice from there lol

Have you ever slept over at your best friend’s house?

who

How often do you go bowling?

Its been ages. I love bowling

Last time you were in an apartment?

Couple months.

Have you ever seen a live seahorse?

yes

Would you like to have your own yacht?

Honestly, no.

Winnie the Pooh or Tigger?

both.

What’s the unhealthiest thing you’ve eaten today?

Hmmm cereal

Has a stranger ever offered to buy you a drink?

yes

What is something you’d be happy to receive as a gift, that doesn’t cost a lot?

Daisies, handwritten letter,

What kind of music does your significant other/crush like to listen to?

pass

Who did you have your first kiss with? Do you remember what colour his/her eyes were?

Jase. blue.

Are there any themes from TV shows that you like to sing along to?

Gg obviously

Do you eat dessert after dinner?

Pretty much never.

Have you ever had too much to drink and felt embarrassed about your behavior the next day?

Lol. nah i own the behavior. OCCASIONALLY ill send texts or make calls that are umm.. Difficult to explain later.

When you go out drinking, what do you prefer to drink?

Depends if im trying to forget something/someone or not

What was the last animal that you saw?

Charley. He got up when i went down for water

What was the last thing that you said to one of your siblings?

“Do you still want your AAA membership”

What is the most expensive thing that you’ve purchased that you paid for:

Oxygen, medical appointments/imaging

What is your favorite messaging program?

I either use snap chat or text the most frequently.

Do you eat fast food more than 5 times a week?

no

Have you ever almost drowned?

yes

Have you ever learned something shocking about someone through Facebook?

Yessssssssss ugh.

Do you remember the first conversation you ever had with the person you currently have feelings for?

Yeah I do

Do you dread certain days of the week? If yes, what day/s and why?

Ummm no, not really.

If you eat oatmeal, do you have it plain or do you have certain toppings that you like to add to it?

I add toppings usually.

Choose one - Butterfinger, Milky Way, Snickers:

butterfinger

Do you use Mozilla Firefox?

I used to, im on a chromebook now.

Who is your favorite person to hug?

It has been so long since ive had a really, really, really good hug. C used to give me the most incredible ones. Honestly might go see him just to get one.

Have you ever had to have a mug shot?

No. well, a fake one for a youth group event.

What was the last thing you carried to your room?

water

When was the last time you had a late night phone call?

Like a week ago.

Do you know anyone who works at McDonald�s?

Not on a normal employee level but i do know two people who work for corporate mcds

What are your plans for next weekend?

Well.. some of the plans im willing to announce: town shred event, airport, antiques, cleaning, a go-out-bar-hopping night.

Do you know anyone who plays heaps of sports?

yes

Have you ever been suspended from school?

no

When was the last time you had chocolate?

yesterday

Have you ever been to a sports game?

yes

If so, what sport did you see?

Football, water polo, soccer, softball, baseball, basketball, volleyball, swimming, tennis

Have you used a sewing machine before?

absolutely.

When was the last time you had a snow day?

In college probably….. 3 years ago or so

Have you ever gotten in trouble for using a phone in class?

no.

Where do your cousins live?

I dont know about some of them. I know a couple used to be in colorado. Some are in florida. One is in chicagoland area.

Have you met any of your second cousins?

yes

Do you like the All-American Rejects?

Yep yep

Is your computer slow or fast?

Oh its plenty speedy. Its just constantly restarting.

What colour shirt are you wearing?

A gray tight ribbed tank.

Have you ever faked sick to get out of something?

no

Have you ever been ice skating?

I have. I just have to be careful cus my bones are weak and that is a recipe for disaster haha

Who do you sit near in math?

Not in math

Have you ever had Werther�s Original butterscotch toffee?

Of course. I have some downstairs currently.

When was the last time you wore a skirt?

A week ago

Have you seen all the Shrek movies?

I have not. I didnt like them.

Have you ever fainted?

Yes from heat exhaustion. Oh also when i was severely burned as a child.

What did you have for breakfast?

I skipped breakfast.

When was the last time you went on vacation?

It feels like a really long time.

Do you have any pets other than dogs or cats?

Nope. two kittys.

What colour is your bed sheet?

It is pink flowers.

What was the last thing you cooked?

Hard boiled eggs

Do you know anyone with the surname Matheson?

Not to my knowledge

Are you the type of person who gets injuries often?

No, not really. When i was younger i broke bones all the time. But no, not lately. Thats a large reason that im working out so consistently is that i want my body to rely on newly strengthened muscle groups that had previously been so weakened from illness.

What does your soap smell like?

coconut

Have you ever finished a whole video game?

Yes, absolutely.

Are your siblings allergic to anything?

No, theyre all good to go.

What time is it?

3:52am

Do you own a purple hoodie or sweatshirt?

Uhhhhhm i dont think so

Has your house ever had a pest infestation?

No. we occasionally get a mouse or two being that we are directly next to a forest preserve. But benny addresses that problem immediately.

Do you have any bad habits?

Of course.

Can you speak French?

No. i cannot.

Which one of your friends has great music taste?

em

What can you smell right now?

Not much of anything. I blew out my candle hours ago. I cant quite smell my room freshener with 5 fans going currently.

What was the last movie you watched?

Christmas at the plaza

What will you do after this?

Probably see if I can go to sleep.

[deeeelightfuldee]

What does the shirt you are wearing look like?

Im not wearing a shirt rn. Just a sports bra and shorts.

What was the last thing that stressed you out or upset you?

Stressed: some upcoming life changes that im excited about but also mildly stressed over.

Upset: probably stuff with K, the most. Its changed so much.

How do you stay positive with all that life throws at you?

I tend to be a naturally positive person. My family and friends often comment on this. I just dont want to look back on my life and see nothing but days that i ensured were miserable because i couldnt/wouldnt change my attitude. Im more fixated on happiness than i am fixating on the bad.

What quality do you admire most in other people?

TRANSPARENCY. Holy shoot. I used to think people were just private and that was admirable. No. being open and HoNeSt is the most beautiful, attractive, loving thing.

What is the highest level of physical pain you have ever been in? rate1-10 …same question, but with emotional pain?

Physical: maybe an 8. emotional: 10

What is your most prized possession?

benny

Which youtuber do you feel like you could be friends with easily?

I dont really care much about youtube, honestly.

Do you like your natural hair color?

Its whatever

Do you think you will dye your hair when you start going gray?

I think gray is really beautiful, so probably not. Who knows.

Are you pale right now, or do you have a tan?

Pale. but mom and gram just both asked me if i tanned yesterday for some reason.

Do you think you look best with a tan?

Oh for sure. But im anti-sun.

What is your favorite app on your phone?

Weather. By far.

How old were you when you got your first smartphone?

Likeeeeee.. 19-20. Oh wait. No, like 22 for a smart phone.

Do you ever meditate on Scripture?

Yes! It helps so so much. I need to do even more.

Are you living a life you want to escape from or do you love your life?

Half and half. There are things i would very happily escape from but overall i love many things.

When was the last time you felt that life was good?

Its been a hot minute. Ive been dealing with a lot lately.

Do you have one big mistake that you’ve made that you want to fix?

No, honestly. I dont do much without thinking about the outcomes first.

Do you wish people would forgive you for your past so you could move on?

No. There's nothing that comes to mind that desperately needs forgiving.

Do you wear green on St. Patrick’s day?

No, not really. If i remember i will but im not irish at all.

Are you Irish at all?

whoops.

Do you pray to God every day?

I would say 99% of the time yes. I find i like to keep like open communication.

What are three things you are currently looking forward to doing soon?

Ooo boy. 2 life changes, antiquing, decorating for Christmas.

Do you ever dance in the rain?

Heck yea. I even broke an ankle doing this once. Thats my level of commitment.

Have you ever sat on a rooftop?

Plenty of times

Who is that last good musician or band you discovered?

I don’t know. I really dont pay attention to names.

Do you like to watch talent shows like America’s Got Talent and X Factor?

Nope. not my thing

Have you ever tried avocado toast?

definitely

Name three items on your wish list right now.

Lol.

1. i have these flameless candles/candlestick holders that ive been DYING for from amazon.

2. Reminders of him by colleen hoover

3. Stuff from old navy

Are you more talented musically or artistically or neither?

artistically.

Are you better at English or math?

English by far

What were your best subjects in school?

Neuro and psych

What was your favorite subject in school?

psych

Have you ever visited a teacher at their home?

Lolololol yes.

How many windows are in your bedroom?

I have one “set” of windows. Two panels, so it has two separate window panels to open up. But only one box if that makes sense.

Who was your first roommate?

My sister

Who was your first best friend (besides a sibling)?

lynnea

Do you have a sibling who looks like you?

Not a single one of my siblings looks like me, or each other for that matter.

Whose was the last funeral you attended or watched?

Z’s dad

What types of cancer are in your family, if any?

Brain, skin, pancreatic.

Do you have big dreams for your future?

I think theyre big.

Do you feel alone?

Right now, i feel exceptionally alone.

Have you ever seen a double rainbow?

I have

How old will you be on your next birthday?

31!

Which nationalities have you been told you look like? (i.e., Asian, Irish)

Dutch and swedish

Have you ever had an outstanding library fine?

As a kid for sure.

What book are you currently reading?

I never pay any mind to remembering the names of books when im reading them. Idk why.

Are you poor/broke right now?

Holy crap, yes.

Do you hate social classes?

Like the classes in school (social studies) or the like upper class sort of social classes?

Have you ever received any scary, threatening messages on social media?

Yup! K’s ex is pretty fond of sending harassing messages.

What is the name of your youtube channel?

Its just a private one for school purposes.

How many subscribers do you have on youtube?

Beats me.

Do you wish that life were more fair?

I mean obviously that would be great, but that isnt realistic

Who was your first kiss?

Jase

Do you feel you have found your soulmate yet?

I really, really, really thought so. Apparently wrong again.

Are you single or in a relationship?

Merp. im speaking with an ex.

If you’re single, do you want to be, or do you wish you weren’t?

Being single is amazing. Honestly, i love 99,9% of it. Its just hard when your dreams are to be a mommy with a loving relationship with her husband, being single is not exactly conducive to that dream.

Ever collected shells at the beach?

Sure, of course

Would you rather paint or carve a pumpkin?

Carve duh!

What year did you graduate high school?

2010

What do you miss about high school?

Gads of hope. Many friends.

What do you miss about college?

learning

What color was the house you grew up in?

green

Growing up, what floor was your bedroom on?

The top floor. (2nd)

What is your birth order in the family?

I’m the baby

What would your name be if you were the opposite gender?

Casey was the plan.

Does your bedroom have carpet?

Not anymore. Its hardwood.

Best camping experience?

I have never had a positive camping experience

Do you get heartburn?

No. once in a blue moon maybe

Have you ever used Snapchat?

Of course

Did you want to be famous when you were younger?

No, it never thrilled me.

What show did you most want to be on as a kid?

Zoom or lizzie mcguire

First celebrity you were obsessed with?

Tom selleck till the day i die.

First celebrity crush?

Tom selleck

What was your first favorite stuffed animal?

I had this gray dog

What was something unique about you as a kid?

I could memorize like a mother trucker. Competed nationally for it.

Were you ever goth/emo?

No lol

Do you want any more piercings?

Double piercings fo shoooooooo.

How many tattoos do you have?

none.

Do you want more tattoos?

No, not really.

If you had to get a tattoo, what would you get?

Probably something artistic

Do you mostly write in cursive or print?

mixture

Were you ever homeschooled?

Omg! Yes. the entirety of my schooling prior to college

Describe your dream wedding in five words.

Intimate. Romantic. Amazing photos. nature.

Are you unique?

sure

Do you get called a free spirit?

Uhhh no, not really my style.

What day of the week were you born on?

FRIDAY BABY

How are you feeling right now?

Sad. lonely. confused.

How are you today?

Im ok. Ill be ok. I just need to game plan and stick to it. Im thinking about doing a phone cleanse where i only check my phone like 2x a day

Do you have mean comments that replay in your head and haunt you?

I have extremely traumatizing events and phone calls replaying. I wish i could bleach the memory of the call when i confronted K last year but it honestly plays in my head like no less than 15x a day.

^If so, do you know why that is?

Yeah i think im just suppressing a lot of emotions about that.

What are you currently worried about, if anything?

money.

Did you go Black Friday shopping this past Black Friday?

nope

^If so, what was the best deal you got?

-

Have you ever been Black Friday shopping?

Yep a couple years

What is your favorite Thanksgiving food?

Green bean casserole. ALL DAY ERR DAY

Do you wear a watch every day?

I used to. I freakin miss it. I loved the functions. But it broke and so no. i dont have one.

Pineapple or pepperoni?

pineapple

What food makes you feel nauseous?

Spinach. Especially cooked

Have you ever seen a spirit?

Not to my knowledge.

When you have your own house someday, what color Christmas tree do you want and how will you decorate it?

Omggggggg. I LOvE THINKING ABOUT THIS.

What do you think about the new “for kids” or “not for kids” rules?

I dont know what this means.

^ Do they affect you?

I have no idea.

What is the most disgusting thing you have ever eaten?

Spinach, fish, mushrooms

What food is so disgusting you could absolutely never eat it?

The above listed

Do you like sushi?

No, i do not

What color was the last sweater you wore?

I put on my favorite sweatshirt. Its gray

Name 3 material items on your wish list right now.

Ok other than the three i listed already:

A new smartwatch

a new pair of shoes

This hobby lobby Christmas tree for my room

Are you planning on doing Vlogmas (for youtube) this year?

No. Not at all

Are you happy that the year is coming to an end?

I love the colder months. We still basically have about half a year to go. This is the best time.

Have you ever bought a designer purse?

No. But I have been gifted them, generously

Do people tell you that you look sick when you wear a certain color?

No.

^If yes, what color?

^^^

Do you consider yourself creative?

I definitely can be

….outgoing?

Ahahahhahaha no.

….shy?

Sorta

….socially awkward?

No

Do you often feel alone?

I never did but I do lately. Like a lot. There's so much going on and I legit have no one to talk to about it

What could be the theme song to your life?

What if we could by Blue October

If you could win a shopping spree in any store, what would it be?

Either old navy, target, ½ priced books, or ulta

Do you wear jewelry often?

Yes most days

[deeeelightfuldee]

Did you ever go to daycare as a kid?

I did not. I was home

Who's one of the most talented people you know? What are they talented at?

Hmmmm. That's a very good question. Michael is insanely talented at drums. He's professional.

How long have you had your current mattress?

Like four years or so.

Do you usually pay with cash, debit card, or credit card?

Cash or debit

What do you usually drink with breakfast?

I almost always skip breakfast

What's your sexuality?

Straight.

Are you the type of person who can make friends with just about anyone?

I am friendly to everyone. I will easily get along with most anyone I interact with. But I am pretty much flawed when it comes to making a strong friendship (new). I just desire it so much but I am convinced no one will be safe with me

Have you ever experienced a medical emergency?

Lol. Many, many times.

What was the last thing you borrowed from someone?

Uhhhh hm. I don't do that much. I borrow mom's room from time to time during daytime because it's colder than mine.

What's your least favorite time of day?

Whenever it is the hottest. I'm not. Not. Nottttt here for it.

Are you muscular?

I'm getting some decent muscle definition with the gym lately. I wouldn't say I'm like crazy muscular but I'm definitely getting strong.

Do you know anyone who's sort of snobby about the kind of music they like?

Yes!!!!!! S IS THAT WAY. he like judges any music that isn't his and thinks like he is so eclectic because no one knows his artists. Like bro I'm happy for you that you're happy but you don't need to be that way

Do you ever happen to find yourself trying to force yourself to be happy?

Yes. I try to feel what I need to feel and walk thru the emotions I need to. But... beyond that I do not like to sit with the unhappy bits.

What are some things you like about the area you live in?

The weather. The small town vibes. The location in proximity to everything else. The view. The people.

Would you rather be transported to 300 years in the past, or 300 years in the future?

Neither option sounds idea lol.

Do you know anyone who has been to prison?

Yes. But we aren't like super close so I've never gotten much information about that experience

Do you have one of those removable hand-held shower heads?

In the broken shower but not in the working one

How many burners does your stove have?

Five. Boujee!

When you go to a restaurant, do you prefer to sit at a booth or a table?

Depends what I'm wearing. Booth if the seat is comfy, good distance from the table, and I don't have shorts on. Table for all other circumstances. The real winner is the high tops so my feet can dangle. Ugh I love that feeling.

What's the first video game you remember playing?

Super Mario probably. They all blend together tbh

Have you ever been to San Francisco?

No, it's not really a desire for me.

Did the high school you went to offer an ecology class?

I was homeschooled.

Which room of your house is currently in the greatest need of cleaning?

Mine probably. I'm in the middle of a purge and my bed broke so things are wild in here. It's a lawless land.

What's something you think everyone should do/experience at least once in their life?

Therapy lol

When was the last time you shipped a package? What about a letter?

It's been a minute for a package. I sent a birthday letter a week or two ago

Have you ever made a homemade pie?

Frig yea!

Has your car ever been broken into?

Not to my knowledge

How old is your oldest cousin?

Oooo good question. I think she's like 46

[deeeelightfuldee]

i am going to cry. i woke up from a horrible nightmare that i have some sort of brain eating bacteria (based on the fact i genuinely still have clogged ears from a water incident 8 days ago) and my jaw locked and it was horrific. to try and keep my mind occupied i’ve been doing surveys and now 3x my computer has restarted itself for no reason in the middle of my surveys. i... think... my computer is actually trying to die on me. my beloved computer. i will be devastated. UGHHGHGHNSWISSLWKEKDBX<E.

[deeeelightfuldee]

Ten how’s:

How did you get one of your scars? i cut myself with a razor

How did you celebrate your last birthday? em, nathan, and hanna took me out for a big bash. then mom did a two day celebration and it was awesome.

How are you feeling at this moment? exhausted. i did not sleep even one minute last  night it was so bad. i feel slightly delirious right now but im trying to keep it together for a couple more hours before passing out.

How did your night go last night? ummmmm it was okay i guess. 

How did you do in high school? fantastic -- if youre asking academically. 

How did you get the shirt you’re wearing? the sweatshirt i bought from old navy. the tshirt ive had for years and years.

How often do you see your best friend? im not good at defining who that is right now.

How much money did you spend last month? i hadnt spent much at all. now im extremely poor because when we ahd the baby in the hospital i kept being responsible for picking up meals and necessities. im struggling. a lot.

How old do you want to be when you get married? like 2 years from now lol

How old will you be at your next birthday? 31

Nine what’s: Your mothers name? Liz

What did you do last weekend? was on a boat and saw extended family and it was ... challenging.

What is the most important part of your life? family

What would you rather be doing? eating lol

What did you last cry over? uhhhh i think breaking off from my idea of someone.

What always makes you feel better when you’re upset? a drive. 

What’s the most important thing you look for in a significant other? kindness, slow to anger, faith, humor, honesty

What are you worried about? finances

What did you have for breakfast? i didnt.

Eight you’s:

Have you ever liked someone who had a girlfriend/boyfriend? hmmmm yes. i didnt know.

Have you ever had your heartbroken? yes. i have.

Have you ever been out of the country? I wish but no. switzerland and norway are dreams.

Have you ever done something outrageously dumb? im sure i have.

Have you ever been back stabbed by a friend? Yeah.

Have you ever had sex on the beach? no

Have you ever dated someone younger than you? no. lol 

Have you ever read an entire book in one day? absolutely.

Seven who’s:

Who was the last person you saw? gram

Who was the last person you texted? K

Who was the last person you hungout with? mom

Who was the last person to call you? C

Who did you last hug? mom

Who is the last person who texted you? uhhhhh i think K

Who was the last person you said “I love you” to? gram or mom

Six where’s:

Where does your best friend live? IDK.

Where did you last go? uhhh to pick up grams dinner yesterday lol 

Where did you last hang out? my sisters

Where did you go to school? theres a long list.

Where is your favorite place to be? wherever it is cold.

Where did you sleep last night? i didnt sleep, but my room.

Five do’s:

Do you like someone right now? i think so.

Do you think anyone likes you? yes. i know for sure 2 people that have told me today.

Do you ever wish you were someone else? i wish i had certain aspects of other people but no i dont wish entirely i were someone else. 

Do you know the muffin man? questions like this make me wanna barf.

Does the future scare you? somewhat.

Four why’s:

Why are you best friends with your best friend? ..

Why did you get a Tumblr? surveys

Why did your parents give you the name you have? My mom thought it was lovely. my dad didnt care

Why are you doing this survey? trying to occupy my mind.

Three if’s:

If you could have one super power what would it be? maybe time travel or money making looooool.

If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you? yeah possibly.

If you were stranded on a deserted island and could bring 1 thing, what would you bring? a working boat/crew

Two would-you-ever’s:

Would you ever get back together with any of your ex’s if they asked you? lol

Would you ever shave your head to save someone you love? yes if it would do anything.

One last question:

Are you happy with your life right now? in some ways.

[deeeelightfuldee]

who was the last person who unexpectedly texted you and what was it about? ooooooof. this is quite the question. Someone that i had extremely deep feelings for many many many moons ago texted me the other day. it was their birthday and they told me that they had found themselves on a dinner date boat cruise with someone and the whole time they kept picturing me there. it was a shock and been on my mind since. what was the last thing you carried to your room? ugh. i brought up a snack because im so hungry but it was nasty.

when’s the next time you’ll be drinking? no clue. not really on my mind rn.

Looking forward to something this weekend? no, not really. i have been under the weather. i imagine ill have date night soon

Has anyone smoked in your car? not to my knowledge.  but idk what the previous owners did. it certainly doesnt smell that way

best thing that happened to you this summer? Duke being born

What is your go-to move for getting someones attention romantically? hahahha. it varies from person to person. I’ll ask questions. I’ll pay attention. I’ll be helpful and thoughtful. but my ability to have humorous and sassy banter would probably be my signature move.

do you like people that remind you of yourself? very much so. but its been a long long while since thats been the case. 

Do you donate anything? all the time. honestly we donate like 20ish bags plus each month.

Is there anyone you are holding a grudge against? in a way i am, if im being honest. it’s really hard for me to move on from something huge that hurt me that i feel like is often defended, not just owned up to and i keep getting stuck in that.

Is there anyone holding a grudge against you? lol uhhh maybe? i dont imagine there are many at all but maybe 1-2 people.

Did you get into and attend your first choice college? i’ve gotten into every college i desired, but i did not attend my top choices due to financial concerns.

When was the first moment you discovered love? romantic I assume? i was 19. man it was good.