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I'm a primitivist because I'm convinced it'd be more fun to be a hunter-gatherer than anything else that's ever existed.

#It's also because I hate the leviathan and want to kill it so bad

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in general I think this website has a serious problem about wanting to feel smugly superior about Literally Everything without spending even five seconds thinking about it first

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Israel has reduced another Gaza hospital to a mass grave and U.S. media is burying the story.

Over 400 bodies have been discovered at Nasser Hospital as details of the IDF’s many atrocities in Khan Younis are only beginning to unfold.

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This is a nice sign to look at. 10/10 for composition.

he looks so confident

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It's gonna be May 1st!

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Trump said "There would be less cases if we stopped testing." Once again, Biden's administration makes Trump's ideas reality.

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The phrase "under anarchism" is so telling, like, you wouldn't be under it since it's not a system of oppression?

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expected a fed, got a porn bot instead

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You guys really need to stop and consider the ways you're talking about Kabru I am dead fucking serious. Like I know that flattening characters is just what fandom does to a certain extent, but Kabru's actual personality is getting lost to the fandom hivemind insisting that he's aggressive/cruel/sociopathic/hateful, and these are particularly concerning takes to see leveled at the only brown character in the main cast day after day. "My poor sweet golden child Laios needs to be protected from this scary brown man" is not a good look! Like, it's very telling that the bulk of the hate and bad faith readings are reserved for Toshiro and Kabru. Everyone else's flaws get to be discussed and validated and forgiven (or erased), meanwhile people are straight making up things to be mad about with Toshiro and Kabru but patting themselves on the back for being smart.

The worst part is how undeserved it all is. I'm trying to lay off anime-onlys because we're still kind of in the red herring stage of getting to know Kabru, but I would still like to gently suggest that even if you think Kabru is up to something, you don't gave to get in the tags of every fan creator's post and bring up how you hate him or You Can Tell he's totally evil. Sometimes I think Kabru's blue eyes give people license to say things about his appearance that they know would sound completely racist otherwise, but referring to his blue eyes acts as a get-out-of-racism free card. The jokes about the dog with brown contacts are getting old, by the way.

For people who have read the manga, it's disappointing. Kabru is one of the most complex and important characters in the story, and if you base your interpretation of him and all your fandom interactions on shallow first impressions you are completely missing out.

I know part of this is because Dungeon Meshi is a comedy, but the story also wants to be taken seriously. For example, it's admittedly really funny when Chilchuck calls Laios "sick in the head", but that doesn't change the fact that the way Chilchuck casually belittles Laios caused him to hide the fact that he was "hallucinating" from his friends for weeks. Those feelings matter.

Like, this

is funny.

But this?

Is not. This is just a very clear example of a brown boy with PTSD. As someone else with PTSD, just looking at this fucking sucks, man.

The only reason why Kabru thinks about killing Laios is because he is in the middle of a flashback. He's struggling through a panic attack. If he truly wanted to kill Laios because he's violent or because he finds Laios inherently annoying, he wouldn't otherwise talk with Laios normally. Notice how he doesn't act this way at any other point in the story- it's just because he's triggered by monsters. Even when he's thinking about his plans to "deal with" Laios later, he's reluctant to actually kill him and only considers it to prevent another tragedy. Despite his deadly skills, Kabru relies far more on "soft" power- insight, persuasion, diplomacy. He's a rare example of a character who absolutely is, or at least can be, manipulative, but seems to use his abilities for good. He's not a pathological liar, he isn't looking down on everyone behind a smile. He's someone who is extremely emotionally intelligent, and he's willing to put aside all his own basic wants and needs to stop the cycle of dungeons devouring humans.

I'm going to cut a potential thesis on his character short and just give some examples of things that fandom should consider about his personality more:

Racism in fandom isn't just about whitewashing in fan art, or using racial slurs. The insidiousness of bad faith readings, reductions to racist tropes, lack of fan content for characters of color, and dismissal of a character's complexity are far more common. You can believe yourself to be completely neutral or even positive about a character and still churn out low-grade bile about them into fandom's collective unconscious. Fandom reflects real life.

And I have been around fandom long enough to see how these behaviors (mostly from my fellow white fans) affect fans of color, how it makes a fandom feel hostile and unwelcome to them. It's fun to make jokes and memes, I'm absolutely not saying that everything needs to be a deeply nuanced take, but we need to be careful that it doesn't veer into toxicity. Please think about how our contributions to fandom come across, and what sort of vibes they cultivate in this communal space.

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you shouldnt need to be transgender to get hormones and you shouldnt need to have adhd to get adderall. my two facts

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obsessed with those fucking alien cat memes can someone send me pictures of those cats photoshopped to look like little fucked up green aliens. like this one.

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Trans women who really need affirmation are like the most easily manipulated people and it seems like everyone, including other trans women, know on some unconscious level how to use them for sex, moral absolution, social climbing, the list goes on. And it's very easy to make them go away when the game is up. Maybe this is why trans women talking about transmisogyny always makes people go apeshit, nobody wants to lose such a useful tool

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allies get ONE letter in the acronym and it’s always forgotten

gays get EVERY letter in the acronym (lesbians = gay, gays = gay, bisexuals = mostly gay, i dont know what the T stands for but i’m sure it’s gay too)

how is this equality?

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Listen man by not voting for Jill Stein you are handing Trump the presidency, there is zero chance of Biden winning and your democratic purity politics are going to make the orange man win again. Vote green no matter wheen

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they're teaching me to make the girls inbreed properly; turns out lesbian inbreeding is necessary to grow weed. food for thought

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99% of people who don’t indulge in things that make them happy stop denying themselves pleasure right before everything becomes okay in their life #KEEPREFRAINING