devyls-lair

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got the likes in before the inevitable block

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wish I was more masc

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act like it's so self destructive but we're the real self destructive one

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I miss her so much and she'd be so disappointed in me

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just need to get through the last of this internship and won't have as many people relying on me. better for everyone if I just disappeared

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we've never been deserving of love we just hurt those around us

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Jo: I feel so frustrated and undesired and instead of doing anything about it I try to make myself feel better in maladaptive ways.

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despicable even

God were terrible

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God were terrible

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#so fucking stupid i can't communicate at all #i just keep being stupid and over explaining and ruining everything #i just keep hurting him no matter what i do i don't #i don't understand what im doing i don't understand what's going on

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what is happening? what is happening? what is happening? what is happening? what is happening? what is happening? what is happening? what is happening? what is happening? what is happening? what is happening? what is happening? what is happening? what is happening?

#what is happening? what is happening?

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even the cats leave me yippee

#not devyl but

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only thing I ever did right was be able to give ghost and the cats what marginal love and support I could. never enough to make up for what I've received tho

she died and all I can do is waste her money on a worthless degree for a worthless fucking person

#none of this is devyl just using xeyr blog

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just a fucking burden just a fucking waste. I'm sorry I eve tricked anyone into giving a single shit about me. I wish I just was never born, I wish I never fucking cost my parents or grandma anything. I wish I never wasted anyone's time or love

she died and all I can do is waste her money on a worthless degree for a worthless fucking person

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she died and all I can do is waste her money on a worthless degree for a worthless fucking person

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is anyone else haunted LOL. is anyone else feeling the haunt

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#Jordyn did this but to ashamed to share on our main #i consider it art #of a kind