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“Cherish your solitude. Take trains by yourself to places you have never been. Sleep out alone under the stars. Learn how to drive a stick shift. Go so far away that you stop being afraid of not coming back. Say no when you don’t want to do something. Say yes if your instincts are strong, even if everyone around you disagrees. Decide whether you want to be liked or admired. Decide if fitting in is more important than finding out what you’re doing here.”

— Eve Ensler (via the-relatable-quotes)

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binge watching is great until you run out of the show and have to start watching it weekly like some sort of medieval peasant

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Good Will Hunting (1997).

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“I am happy when I eat fresh fruit, when I burst out laughing, when I discover a new song, when I finish a good book, when I wake up and feel relaxed. I’m glad to have friends, family, a home, food when I’m hungry, hot water when I shower. I love being able to live and see the seasons change, to have gifts at Christmas and at my birthday, to travel sometimes, to have a good education and a great access to culture. I’m flattered when people compliment me, when peole smile at me, when people are polite to me. There are so many things that make life so simple and easy and I will always think about them more than all the bad things that will happen to me. I do not have time to be sad every day and ungrateful; I have every reason in the world to be happy.”

— A few reasons why I’ll always prefer living by elsablt (via seulray)

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new years resolutions:

get skinny

get hot

get rich

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✨Perfection✨

So this I see all these “how to be perfect and dainty” post but they have ridiculous things like “eat only 100 cal a day” or “workout until it hurts.” So I want to make one but a littler more…you know…reasonable

1.✨Hygiene ✨

Brush your teeth twice a day

Wash your face (gotta look fresh☺️ )

Shower everyday 🚿(or 2, you do you)

Lotion it up baby (stay MOISTURIZED)

Comb/brush out that hair (don’t want them tangles )

Put on a cute outfit 😍

2.💕room💕

Clean up a bit 🗑 (want to stay tidy)

Become a minimalist( or not )

Hang up pictures or posters you like 🖼

Rearrange for a new look 👀

Organize

Deep clean

3.🌸 Workout🌸

Do some cardio

Do a hiit workout

Run a mile or two on a nice day🏃🏾‍♀️☀️

Drink water 💧

Do a short 5 min workout

Stop when you’ve had enough

Eat before a workout (just a snack or a meal 2 hours before)🍌🍎🍉🍒🍏🍐🍊🍋🥝🥒🍍🥕

Put on a nice workout outfit👗

4.☺️Food☺️

Eat fruits and veggies 🍒🍏🥕

Don’t fast for too long 🚫⏱

Eat a nice breakfast or dinner 🥘

Try not to binge or overeat

Try and eat atleast 500 calories

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New rules, new skinny me

1. Eat 0-500 kcal a day.

2. If you eat more purge!

3. Burn 100 more kcal every Monday, Wednesday, Friday. (So start with 100 then you increase to 200 and you’ll end up burning 1000+ kcal a day)

4. N E V E R eat in school or out.

5. Find things to distract yourself with whatever you wanna binge. (Like doing hw, coloring, working out, watching ed movies, going on walkes, talking with friends,,)

6. Only weigh yourself on Monday’s, I know it’s hard to resist but it’s for the better.

7. Only eat vegetables and drink zero kcal drinks, if not forced to something else

8. Take at least one or two talkes a day.

9. Do at least 300 sit-ups before you go to bed.

10. Start working out and gain more muscle (could someone help me with this?? Like I have no idea how to work out lol)

Meanspo for Myself:

You used to be beautiful, thin, underweight, skinny, gorgeous but look at you now. You’re fucking

N o r m a l w e i g h T and FAT F A T “fat” soon you’ll turn overweight cuz you’re a fucking worthless pig that Nobody gives a fuck about. Nobody loves you and nobody will care if you take your life so if you won’t listen to me this time I swear to you that I will kill you directly.

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Yess

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“I woke up. I have clothes to wear. I have running water. I have food to eat. Life is good. I am thankful.”

— Alyssa. (via be-happy-and-enjoy-the-life)