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i love having spoiler privilege 😼 i’m like that “i know something you don’t, i know something you will never know” audio except it’s not a privilege because i still haven’t been able to wrap my head around wtf is about to happen

you know THE spoiler of spoilers, the most devastating of them all in my opinion 😌 i can’t wait to properly write it

been in my head since day one ☝️ very excited for people to yell at me about it

but yes 💀 it’s a game changer for the story to say the least

#consequences will occur #everyone will be miserable #especially my baby boy 🥰 #personb asks #black eyed susan #moots: dee

[dingdongitsbees]

I Was Fooled

the jjk trailer comes out soon and im so pumped but so scared if toji looks ugly im going to riot

#there was no such trailer #i am Big Sad #but a cool ass promo pic was given to match the other one though! #and geto and gojo and never beating the satosugu allegations

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the jjk trailer comes out soon and im so pumped but so scared if toji looks ugly im going to riot

#his voice actor better be hella deep too #also hoping they made both adult and teen gojo feral as he is

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you know how people in the aot fandom came up with the actor au to cope with the atrocities the characters had to deal with?? that’s what i’m doing in my head with your BES bc i genuinely have no idea how any of the characters will be able to recover from what’s happening 😭 ESPECIALLY y/n and levi

the way ive actually done this myself 😭

i had an au in my head where essentially i wrote the story and pitched it to be made into movies or a series or whatever, and like was part of the casting process and everything, and Levi was exactly what i was looking for (and already a well known actor that i had a celebrity crush on and did i base the character off him? you couldn’t give me enough money to admit the truth) and was a no brainer but we couldn't find anyone to play y/n so the people working with me were like "well you know exactly how she should be, why don't you play her" and then the rest is history

#and levis like THANK GOD i didnt like anyone i did chemistry readings with #and then i watch with an evil grin as he reads the scripts i give him and he tells me im such a mean person #and then we both get really into the characters to the point we cant tell whats fiction and get emotional after scenes </3 #i would have written it along side bes if i was a writer with a good schedule 😭 #black eyed susan #personb asks

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also i was wondering, what’s the meaning/backstory of ‘burden me with your hubris’ ? just seems interesting lol

i am just so stomach dropping ass popping funny like you wouldn’t believe

but mainly i just want to hear peoples deranged thoughts this is a safe place where i will make fun of you but with no judgement 😌 as i can assure you i am not any less unhinged

#personb asks #if you have the dumbest most feral bonkers thing to say tell me i will appreciate it

[dingdongitsbees]

hey, how have you been??

i’ve been pretty good 💃 nearing the end of my second year of uni which is insane, i’d stay at uni forever if i could (aka was rich as hell) and working on a big piece for an anthology book my class will be publishing at the end of the year 😩 and a lot of it is about a hinge date i had which is a bit embarrassing 💀 but people seem to like it which is good

i’m trying to cut out time for writing bes as much as i can i really wanted to get it out before august was over but failed but i am getting there ☝️

i also really need to learn how to be active on tumblr i’m so bad at it 😭

#personb asks #but i am vibing 😌 though unfortunately have a humiliating crush on someone right now which is gross ✋

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[dingdongitsbees]

mmm look at this

i am PEERING, STARING IF YOU WISH

#personb asks #levi artists are consistently good how do they make him so YUMMY

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the third love interest is afterlife 😍

death is so sexy omg 😍 my big tiddy goth gf

#black eyed susan #personb asks

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YOU WERE A GALE GIRL?!?! i’m glad you’ve recovered ❤️

also now i’m thinking ab how grateful i am that the only thing in the way of y/n and levi’s relationship is their crippling trauma and not another love interest 😭 love triangles stress me out for NO reason bro

it is something i am truly ashamed of i was blinded by the bad boy syndrome 😔 gale can die in a ditch for all i care now and i call that progress

and omg 💀 love triangles in fics stress me out so much cause what if they end up with the one I DONT WANT they add so much stress to the situation and would make levi and y/n's lives even more screwed than they already are 😭

#i dont know who i would shoehorn into the story if i wanted to do a love triangle #hanji maybe? #PORCO LMAO #but i would never <3 #daddy levi is the only emotional wreck for me #black eyed susan #personb asks

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hi i just thought it would be cool to tell you i recently bought a 4 movie collection of the hunger games just because reading BES made me remember how excellent the og hunger games is and because i'm anticipating the next heart wrenching update <3

AHHHHH i’ve just recently read the series again and it still slaps! ☝️

though i am now aware of my great sin of being a gale girl when i was younger what was i THINKING

and it was super interesting seeing the differences from the movies cause i really love the adaptions but though definitely change some things up

and a heart wrenching update is being cooked up as we speak 😌

#personb asks #black eyed susan

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i’m sick rn please just kill everyone off pLEase so at least y/n and levi can be together in some afterlife like they intended bro please 😭😭😭🤮🤮🤮😭😭😷😷 PLEASEESNDBAJ

HAHAHAHA

if everyone dies then at least they won't have to be worried about orchestrating when they can die as soon as possible 😭 but at this point im not even sure death could save them

some scars just don't heal, especially when you keep reopening them

#black eyed susan #personb asks

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rereading black eyed susan again and seeing how young levi used to respond to y/n’s “don’t you dare die” with “wouldn’t dream of it” and now that’s literally all the both of them do omfg. all this story does is cause me emotional turmoil and pain yet i love every second of it

omg i even wrote the damn thing and i never thought about that 😭 all they do of every living moment is trying to stop themselves into falling into that daydream pit and failing miserably

how much they've changed from when they were younger breaks my heart (as if that isn't my own fault) so rest be assured i am also going through emotional turmoil 😭 and i'm not making it any easier for the next chapters...

#black eyed susan #personb asks

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#SCREAMING

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HELLLOOOOO ARE U OKAY????

HELLO SORRY I HAVE RETUNRED I FORGET TUMBLR EXISTS GOOD GOD

one day i will be active 😭😭😭😭

i have acually been working on the next chapter a lot tho! so im trying to get that done 😭 just had a very busy life the past couple months 😭😭😭

but hello thank you for your concern i appreciate it 🧍‍♀️

#i am...ashamed #i am alive and well from district 13 #and reading the books i finished the first two hunger games books in two days #i am coming full force into it #im a few k into the next chapter which is good 😌

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most ambitious crossover since infinity war 😩

@dingdongitsbees meetup of the century about to happen fr 😩

#the dream team coming together #moots: dee

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rereading bes and tbh the capital citizens should’ve realised the games were rigged when they saw 23 sections of the arena fit for the 24 victors who were chosen 😭 like the arenas probably take so much time to build, how did pyxis know which hunger games arena to base the 23 spaces off of ? (other than district 12’s)

they simply have no thoughts behind their eyes except for looking wacky which i can respect them for 🤝

but yeah its so obvious to everyone that stops and thinks for two seconds 😭 like they had the whole year to build the arena very suspicious that they could somehow build 23 mini arenas in like a week... they're not slick 😔

#i would go into commentary how it parallels real life with the rich countries profiting off the poorer countries and turning a blind eye #but i am too tired to be smart it takes a lot of effort #black eyed susan #personb asks #moots: dee