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so im probably not gonna be online for a while. I may dive heavily into discord stuff but i dont know. My cat just died really suddenly and my nana only has a couple of days left and its a lot right now

#animal death // #pet death // #death //

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Im not making a whole other post ab it but im gonna not be on tumblr for a while theres a post ab why on @quinshub

#bc i know some ppl follow the sideblogs and not the hub

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probably gonna take some time away from online stuff for a bit. periods hitting hard so emotions are everywhere, sleep schedule is a mess and i have a bunch of school shit to catch up on. discord is quintennyson#6781 if you wanna reach me there, but I'll probably be pretty scarce there as well for a bit while i try sort shit out

#desire to write has been low and energy to chat lower so its very much just been me watching things and sleeping #i think a step back will do me good and hopefully lower my stress ab school a bit #plus ive also been heavy thinkin ab my gender and stuff and im thinking i wanna take some steps w that but i gotta really think ab it all #this may be a few days it may be a month idk I'll reevaluate when my period ends lmao

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believe im gonna do a 13.rw multi sideblog so clay will probably move there!!

#focusing on making two or three other blogs first probably but #i dont really have anything to do here anyway so im not too concerned

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SUNNYSHUB > QUINSHUB

and with that url change comes the name change too! i’m working on updating everything but now would like to go by  quin / quentin  pls and thanks

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SUNNYSHUB > QUINSHUB

and with that url change comes the name change too! i’m working on updating everything but now would like to go by  quin / quentin  pls and thanks

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CURSEDSVDE.

               she’s convinced that the universe planned this, for everything good in her life to go to shit at once. kurt completely cutting her off from his life, her home life somehow getting worse. it feels like things were slowly falling apart in her life one by one. clay’s always been nice to her, even when she couldn’t pay him as much attention as she wanted to. she inhales a breath through her nose, lashes fluttering as she fights the urge to let more tears fall down her face. teeth sink into her lower lip as she debates her next sentence, gaze falling back down to her lap. “do you ever feel like there’s something wrong with you? like, i don’t know, you’re the problem or the reason why - why everyone leaves?” she pauses, not bringing her gaze up. “because i’ve felt like that a lot lately.”

he knows that feeling all too well. there's nothing he's more sure of than that something is wrong with him, though he has to imagine it's different to what she means. his blackouts in memory, lapses in being himself, it couldn't possibly be what she means. he's so very sure that elena couldn't be going through that. "yeah. yeah, i know that feeling." he felt it strongly when he lost hannah, felt his entire life was falling apart around him. felt it again after bryce died, when the cops arrested him. that all may have been wiped from his record, he may have been released, but he'd felt it. that soul crushing feeling that it had all been his own fault, that it was all on him. "I dont think you're a problem. like, I know i dont know you super well but... i dont think there's anything wrong with you." but he knows he can't judge that, not really. "Im not gonna leave."

#cursedsvde #cursedsvde 001. #in character. #alt — fs: 1978.

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𝐜𝐥𝐚𝐲 𝐣𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐞𝐧, 𝟏𝟑 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐰𝐡𝐲. primarily only written in seasons three and four, post-canon and alternate universes. written by quin, 23, non-binary/all pronouns. THIS IS A SIDEBLOG, FOLLOW BACKS COME FROM QUINSSHUB.

slides.    prompts.

#pinned.

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SUNNYSHUB > QUINSHUB

and with that url change comes the name change too! i’m working on updating everything but now would like to go by  quin / quentin  pls and thanks

#im not making new posts for every blog just take this

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probably gonna take a week or so off tumblr tbh

#will probably return monday maybe

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probably gonna take a week or so off tumblr tbh

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protective prompts

feel free to adjust as needed!

PROTECTING: “  are you sure you’re okay?  ” “  i’m not letting you go alone.  ” “  let me help.  ” “  say the word and i’ll be there.  ” “  i know you can handle it yourself, but it doesn’t mean you should have to do this on your own.  ” “  i’ll stay the night.  ” “  get some rest.  ” “  ssh, go back to sleep.  ” “  i’m worried about you.  ” “  i’m not going anywhere. not as long as you’re in danger.  ” “  i won’t let anyone hurt you.  ” “  i won’t let that happen.  ” “  look at me. you’re gonna be okay.  ” “  what can i do?  ” “  i’ll be right here with you the whole time.  ” “  who did this to you?  ” “  i can tell you’re upset, talk to me.  ” “  i’m not letting them get away with this.  ” “  i’ll get you out of this. trust me.  ” “  i know you don’t need my help. but i’m offering it anyway.  ” “  you’re shaking like a leaf— what’s wrong?  ” “  what happened?  ” “  i’m gonna fucking kill them.  ” “  i won’t let anyone hurt you again. not ever.  ”   “  if anything happened to you…  ” “  i need you in my life. so please, let me do what i need to to make it safe.  ”   “  i can’t lose you.  ”   PROTECTED: “  have you been waiting up this whole time?  ” “  how long have you been here?  ” “  i’ll be okay. i promise.  ” “  will you stay with me?  ” “  please don’t go.  ” “  i feel safer when you’re here.  ” “  thank you for making me feel safe.  ” “  i trust you.  ” “  why are you helping me?  ” “  is it over now?  ” “  you don’t have to do this, ya’ know.  ” “  i can take care of myself.  ” “  you don’t have to worry so much.  ” “  i don’t want you to get hurt either.  ” “  i can’t bear the thought of you putting yourself in danger for me.  ”   “  you’re bleeding!  ” “  thank you, but i’ll be alright.  ”    “  please don’t get hurt. not because of me.  ” ACTIONS: 1. for one muse to wake up after sustaining an injury and find the other at the side of their bed 2. for one muse to hold the other after a nightmare 3. for one muse to step between the other and someone who intends to do them harm 4. for one muse to push the other out of harm’s way 5. for one muse to get hurt protecting the other 6. for one muse to fall asleep next to the other muse who is keeping watch 7. for one muse to rescue the other 8. for one muse to get caught hiding an injury sustained while protecting them 9. for one muse to react to the other hiding an injury 10. for one muse to take care of the other while they’re sick/injured 11. for one muse to kiss the other’s scar 12. for one muse to treat an injury the other sustained while protecting them 13. for one muse to kill to protect the other 14. for one muse to get killed while protecting the other 15. for one muse to fall asleep in the hospital bed with the other 

#prompts.

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GILANARES “THERE’S NOT MUCH TO KNOW ABOUT ME” ALBUM STARTERS

change pronouns/etc to fit where neccessary.

GOOD PERSON

You told me your name already, but shit, I don’t know it

I still feel seventeen, but maybe one day I’ll outgrow it

all the famous poets wrote all their greatest lines when they were living at their lowest

I’m best when digested in smaller doses

There’s something wrong with me

do you think therе’s still hope for me?

I make questionable decisions and i have a hard time minding my business

Do you still think that I’m a good person?

I think I drank too much or smoked too much, the room is spinning

I promise that after tonight I’m seriously quitting

oh Jesus Christ, could you be more forgiving?

BAD ROLE MODELS

I wanna be like the girls on the TV

I heard that drugs are like a temporary memory eraser and I wanna erase a lot

all I’ve got are bad role models

Fuck whatever my momma told me

they use it against me again and again

I heard that I should do whatever they tell me, it doesn’t sound healthy but it’s worth a shot

the girls in the movies never grow up, so maybe if I watch the movies enough then I won’t grow up either

maybe if I watch the movies a lot then I won’t feel this empty

I wanna feel wanted

They look so pretty ruining my life

LET’S CALL IT EVEN

I know you’re sick like me

I know all the shit you like to hide

I know you fantasize about what everything would be like if you died

I can’t get back my innocence

I know how bad that this is gonna sound

We messed each othеr up, let’s call it even

I see your flaws I see your damage

You take on more than you can manage

I know you hate the way you are

You made all my wounds worsen

You were my favorite person

888.

The drugs stopped workin’

fuck a fuckin’ 9 to 5

I’m still hurtin’, not sure why

I think I’ve learned a couple lessons now

nobody around me believes in anything

I’m just getting tired

You’re a slave to the money then you die

they’d all sell their souls to the devil if they had souls to sell

BABY HOOP EARRINGS

There’s not much to know about me.. At least not much I’d want you to know

I tell her not to make too many assumptions

‘Cause what if I don’t have a kid or do all of the things that she did?

What if those baby hoop earrings she bought me just go to waste with everything she taught me?

I’m bad at taking advice

#prompts.

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GILANARES NEW EP LYRIC STARTERS

change pronouns/etc to fit where neccessary.

SUBURBAN NIGHTMARE.

Life’s been a suburban nightmare lately

You think if I blew this town would you hate me?

I’ll be back home to visit by new years

Can’t die in a suburban nightmare

Can’t stay in the same place ‘til were eighty

Think I gotta be somewhere nobody knows me

You can blame me if you ever get lonely

Life’s been a real bad dream

I can’t bare a break up

life’s been a real bad dream and I think I need to wake up

I KNOW YOU WANNA RUN AWAY TO HOLLYWOOD, JENNY.

I fell in love with you 'cause you said you had big dreams

I fell in love with you 'cause you said you had big dreams, I didn’t realize your dreams would get even bigger than me

Now you’ve got me stressin’.

You call my love an obsession.

it’s not my fault that I’ve become addicted to affection

You know what you did

I’ve loved you since we were kids

You can’t just take something away from me after giving me so much of it

I know you wanna run away to Hollywood, ____.

Gotta prove to yourself you can earn a pretty penny

But I want you to stay here just for me, for a month or two, or a year or three.

it’s so risky and you’re already twenty

What if you don’t make it?

You know men in LA only wanna see you naked.

won’t you stay?

were you lying when you promised you’d always belong to me?

Maybe I’m just worried as to why you’re in such a hurry to leave and never look back.

don’t you know how much that hurts me?

You know what you are

You got me to let down my guard

And now you wanna give up everything so you can be a famous movie star

#prompts.

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send 🛑 to clean blood off of my muse after they protected yours.

add + to reverse so receiver is the one cleaning blood off sender.

#prompts.

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𝐜𝐥𝐚𝐲 𝐣𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐞𝐧, 𝟏𝟑 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐰𝐡𝐲. primarily only written in seasons three and four, post-canon and alternate universes. written by sunny, 23, non-binary/all pronouns. THIS IS A SIDEBLOG, FOLLOW BACKS COME FROM SUNNYSHUB.

slides.    prompts.

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02.

#in character. #arc one. #arc two. #arc three. #arc four. #arc five. #alt — fs: 1978. #alt — fs: 1994. #alt — dead by daylight. #study. #visage. #headcanons. #aesthetic. #physique. #tag dump.